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- FRANKENSTEIN,
- or
- The Modern Prometheus
-
- VOLUME I
-
- PREFACE
-
- The event on which this fiction is founded has been sup-
- posed, by Dr. Darwin, and some of the physiological writers
- of Germany, as not of impossible occurrence. I shall not be
- supposed as according the remotest degree of serious faith to
- such an imagination; yet, in assuming it as the basis of a work
- of fancy, I have not considered myself as merely weaving a se-
- ries of supernatural terrors. The event on which the interest
- of the story depends is exempt from the disadvantages of a
- mere tale of spectres or enchantment. It was recommended
- by the novelty of the situations which it developes; and, how-
- ever impossible as a physical fact, affords a point of view to
- the imagination for the delineating of human passions more
- comprehensive and commanding than any which the ordi-
- nary relations of existing events can yield.
- I have thus endeavoured to preserve the truth of the ele-
- mentary principles of human nature, while I have not scru-
- pled to innovate upon their combinations. The lliad, the
- tragic poetry of Greece, Shakespeare, in the Tempest and
- Midsummer Night's Dream, and most especially Milton, in
- Paradise Lost, conform to this rule; and the most humble nov-
- elist, who seeks to confer or receive amusement from his la-
- bours, may, without presumption, apply to prose fiction a li-
- cence, or rather a rule, from the adoption of which so many
- exquisite combinations of human feeling have resulted in the
- highest specimens of poetry.
- The circumstance on which my story rests was suggested
- in casual conversation. It was commenced, partly as a source
- of amusement, and partly as an expedient for exercising any
- untried resources of mind. Other motives were mingled with
- these, as the work proceeded. I am by no means indifferent
- to the manner in which whatever moral tendencies exist in
- the sentiments or characters it contains shall affect the
- reader; yet my chief concern in this respect has been limited
- to the avoiding the enervating effects of the novels of the pre-
- sent day, and to the exhibition of the amiableness of domes-
- tic affection, and the excellence of universal virtue. The opin-
- ions which naturally spring from the character and situation
- of the hero are by no means to be conceived as existing al
- ways in my own conviction; nor is any inference justly to be
- drawn from the following pages as prejudicing any philo-
- sophical doctrine of whatever kind.
- It is a subject also of additional interest to the author, that
- this story was begun in the majestic region where the scene is
- principally laid, and in society which cannot cease to be re-
- gretted. I passed the summer of 1816 in the environs of Ge-
- neva. The season was cold and rainy, and in the evenings we
- crowded around a blazing wood fire, and occasionally
- amused ourselves with some German stories of ghosts, which
- happened to fall into our hands. These tales excited in us a
- playful desire of imitation. Two other friends (a tale from the
- pen of one of whom would be far more acceptable to the
- public than any thing I can ever hope to produce) and myself
- agreed to write each a story, founded on some supernatural
- occurrence.
- The weather, however, suddenly became serene; and my
- two friends left me on a journey among the Alps, and lost, in
- the magnificent scenes which they present, all memory of
- their ghostly visions. The following tale is the only one which
- has been completed.
- LETTER I.
-
- To Mrs. SAVILLE, England.
-
- St. Petersburgh, Dec. 11th, 17-.
-
- You will rejoice to hear that no disaster has accompanied
- the commencement of an enterprise which you have re-
- garded with such evil forebodings. I arrived here yesterday;
- and my first task is to assure my dear sister of my welfare,
- and increasing confidence in the success of my undertaking.
- I am already far north of London; and as I walk in the
- streets of Petersburgh, I feel a cold northern breeze play
- upon my cheeks, which braces my nerves, and fills me with
- delight. Do you understand this feeling? This breeze, which
- has travelled from the regions towards which I am advancing,
- gives me a foretaste of those icy climes. Inspirited by this
- wind of promise, my day dreams become more fervent and
- vivid. I try in vain to be persuaded that the pole is the seat of
- frost and desolation; it ever presents itself to my imagination
- as the region of beauty and delight. There, Margaret, the sun
- is for ever visible; its broad disk just skirting the horizon, and
- diffusing a perpetual splendour. There for with your leave,
- my sister, I will put some trust in preceding navigators
- there snow and frost are banished; and, sailing over a calm
- sea, we may be wafted to a land surpassing in wonders and in
- beauty every region hitherto discovered on the habitable
- globe.l Its productions and features may be without example,
- as the phaenomena of the heavenly bodies undoubtedly are
- in those undiscovered solitudes. What may not be expected
- in a country of eternal light? I may there discover the won-
- drous power which attracts the needle;' and may regulate a
- thousand celestial observations, that require only this voyage
- to render their seeming eccentricities consistent for ever. I
- shall satiate my ardent curiosity with the sight of a part of the
- world never before visited, and may tread a land never be-
- fore imprinted by the foot of man. These are my entice-
- ments, and they are sufficient to conquer all fear of danger
- or death, and to induce me to commence this laborious voy-
- age with the joy a child feels when he embarks in a little boat,
- with his holiday mates, on an expedition of discovery up his
- native river. But, supposing all these conjectures to be false,
- you cannot contest the inestimable benefit which I shall con-
- fer on all mankind to the last generation, by discovering a
- passage near the pole to those countries, to reach which at
- present so many months are requisite; or by ascertaining the
- secret of the magnet, which, if at all possible, can only be ef-
- fected by an undertaking such as mine.
- These reflections have dispelled the agitation with which I
- began my letter, and I feel my heart glow with an enthusiasm
- which elevates me to heaven; for nothing contributes so
- much to tranquillize the mind as a steady purpose, a point
- on which the soul may fix its intellectual eye. This expedition
- has been the favourite dream of my early years. I have read
- with ardour the accounts of the various voyages which have
- been made in the prospect of arriving at the North Pacific
- Ocean through the seas which surround the pole. You may
- remember, that a history of all the voyages made for pur-
- poses of discovery composed the whole of our good uncle
- Thomas's library. My education was neglected, yet I was pas-
- sionately fond of reading. These volumes were my study day
- and night, and my familiarity with them increased that regret
- which I had felt, as a child, on learning that my father's dying
- injunction had forbidden my uncle to allow me to embark in
- a sea-faring life.
- These visions faded when I perused, for the first time,
- those poets whose effusions entranced my soul, and lifted it
- to heaven. I also became a poet, and for one year lived in a
- Paradise of my own creation; I imagined that I also might ob-
- tain a niche in the temple where the names of Homer and
- Shakespeare are consecrated. You are well acquainted with
- my failure, and how heavily I bore the disappointment. But
- just at that time I inherited the fortune of my cousin, and my
- thoughts were turned into the channel of their earlier bent.
- Six years have passed since I resolved on my present un-
- dertaking. I can, even now, remember the hour from which I
- dedicated myself to this great enterprise. I commenced by in-
- uring my body to hardship. I accompanied the whale-fishers
- on several expeditions to the North Sea; I voluntarily en-
- dured cold, famine, thirst, and want of sleep; I often worked
- harder than the common sailors during the day, and devoted
- my nights to the study of mathematics, the theory of medi-
- cine, and those branches of physical science from which a na-
- val adventurer might derive the greatest practical advantage.
- Twice I actually hired myself as an under-mate in a Green-
- land whaler, and acquitted myself to admiration. I must own
- I felt a little proud, when my captain offered me the second
- dignity in the vessel, and entreated me to remain with the
- greatest earnestness; so valuable did he consider my services.
- And now, dear Margaret, do I not deserve to accomplish
- some great purpose. My life might have been passed in ease
- and luxury; but I preferred glory to every enticement that
- wealth placed in my path. Oh, that some encouraging voice
- would answer in the affirmative! My courage and my resolu-
- tion is firm; but my hopes fluctuate, and my spirits are often
- depressed. I am about to proceed on a long and difflcult voy-
- age; the emergencies of which will demand all my fortitude: I
- am required not only to raise the spirits of others, but some-
- times to sustain my own, when their's are failing.
- This is the most favourable period for travelling in Russia.
- They fly quickly over the snow in their sledges; the motion is
- pleasant, and, in my opinion, far more agreeable than that of
- an English stage coach. The cold is not excessive, if you are
- wrapt in furs, a dress which I have already adopted; for there
- is a great difference between walking the deck and remaining
- seated motionless for hours, when no exercise prevents the
- blood from actually freezing in your veins. I have no ambi-
- tion to lose my life on the post-road between St. Petersburgh
- and Archangel.
- I shall depart for the latter town in a fortnight or three
- weeks; and my intention is to hire a ship there, which can eas-
- ily be done by paying the insurance for the owner, and to en-
- gage as many sailors as I think necessary among those who
- are accustomed to the whale-fishing. I do not intend to sail
- until the month of June: and when shall I return? Ah, dear
- sister, how can I answer this question? If I succeed, many,
- many months, perhaps years, will pass before you and I may
- meet. If I fail, you will see me again soon, or never.
- Farewell, my dear, excellent, Margaret. Heaven shower
- down blessings on you, and save me, that I may again and
- again testify my gratitude for all your love and kindness.
-
- Your affectionate brother,
- R. WALTON. LETTER II.
-
- To Mrs. SAVILLE, England.
-
- Archangel, 28th March, 17-.
-
- How slowly the time passes here, encompassed as I am by
- frost and snow; yet a second step is taken towards my enter-
- prise. I have hired a vessel, and am occupied in collecting my
- sailors; those whom I have already engaged appear to be men
- on whom I can depend, and are certainly possessed of daunt-
- less courage.
- But I have one want which I have never yet been able to
- satisfy; and the absence of the object of which I now feel as a
- most severe evil. I have no friend, Margaret: when I am glow-
- ing with the enthusiasm of success, there will be none to par-
- ticipate my joy; if I am assailed by disappointment, no one
- will endeavour to sustain me in dejection. I shall commit my
- thoughts to paper, it is true; but that is a poor medium for
- the communication of feeling. I desire the company of a man
- who could sympathize with me; whose eyes would reply to
- mine. You may deem me romantic, my dear sister, but I bit-
- terly feel the want of a friend. I have no one near me, gentle
- yet courageous, possessed of a cultivated as well as of a capa-
- cious mind, whose tastes are like my own, to approve or
- amend my plans. How would such a friend repair the faults
- of your poor brother! I am too ardent in execution, and too
- impatient of difficulties. But it is a still greater evil to me that
- I am self-educated: for the first fourteen years of my life I ran
- wild on a common, and read nothing but our uncle Thomas's
- books of voyages. At that age I became acquainted with the
- celebrated poets of our own country; but it was only when it
- had ceased to be in my power to derive its most important
- benefits from such a conviction, that I perceived the necessity
- of becoming acquainted with more languages than that of my
- native country. Now I am twenty-eight, and am in reality
- more illiterate than many school-boys of fifteen. It is true that
- I have thought more, and that my day dreams are more ex-
- tended and magnificent; but they want (as the painters call it)
- keeping, and I greatly need a friend who would have sense
- enough not to despise me as romantic, and affection enough
- for me to endeavour to regulate my mind.
- Well, these are useless complaints; I shall certainly find no
- friend on the wide ocean, nor even here in Archangel,
- among merchants and seamen. Yet some feelings, unallied to
- the dross of human nature, beat even in these rugged bos-
- oms. My lieutenant, for instance, is a man of wonderful cour-
- age and enterprise; he is madly desirous of glory. He is an
- Englishman, and in the midst of national and professional
- prejudices, unsoftened by cultivation, retains some of the no-
- blest endowments of humanity. I first became acquainted
- with him on board a whale vessel: finding that he was unem-
- ployed in this city, I easily engaged him to assist in my enter-
- prise.
- The master is a person of an excellent disposition, and is
- remarkable in the ship for his gentleness, and the mildness of
- his discipline. He is, indeed, of so amiable a nature, that he
- will not hunt (a favourite, and almost the only amusement
- here), because he cannot endure to spill blood. He is, more-
- over, heroically generous. Some years ago he loved a young
- Russian lady, of moderate fortune; and having amassed a
- considerable sum in prize-money,' the father of the girl con-
- sented to the match. He saw his mistress once before the des-
- tined ceremony; but she was bathed in tears, and, throwing
- herself at his feet, entreated him to spare her, confessing at
- the same time that she loved another, but that he was poor,
- and that her father would never consent to the union. My
- generous friend reassured the suppliant, and on being in-
- formed of the name of her lover instantly abandoned his pur-
- suit. He had already bought a farm with his money, on which
- he had designed to pass the remainder of his life; but he be-
- stowed the whole on his rival, together with the remains of
- his prize-money to purchase stock, and then himself solicited
- the young woman's father to consent to her marriage with
- her lover. But the old man decidedly refused, thinking him-
- self bound in honour to my friend; who, when he found the
- father inexorable, quitted his country, nor returned until he
- heard that his former mistress was married according to her
- inclinations.2 "What a noble fellow!" you will exclaim. He is
- so; but then he has passed all his life on board a vessel, and
- has scarcely an idea beyond the rope and the shroud.
- But do not suppose that, because I complain a little, or be-
- cause I can conceive a consolation for my toils which I may
- never know, that I am wavering in my resolutions. Those are
- as fixed as fate; and my voyage is only now delayed until the
- weather shall permit my embarkation. The winter has been
- dreadfully severe; but the spring promises well, and it is con-
- sidered as a remarkably early season; so that, perhaps, I may
- sail sooner than I expected. I shall do nothing rashly; you
- know me sufficiently to confide in my prudence and consid-
- erateness whenever the safety of others is committed to my
- care.
- I cannot describe to you my sensations on the near pros-
- pect of my undertaking. It is impossible to communicate to
- you a conception of the trembling sensation, half pleasurable
- and half fearful, with which I am preparing to depart. I am
- going to unexplored regions, to "the land of mist and snow;"l
- but I shall kill no albatross, therefore do not be alarmed for
- my safety.
- Shall I meet you again, after having traversed immense
- seas, and returned by the most southern cape of Africa or
- America? I dare not expect such success, yet I cannot bear to
- look on the reverse of the picture. Continue to write to me
- by every opportunity: I may receive your letters (though the
- chance is very doubtful) on some occasions when I need
- them most to support my spirits. I love you very tenderly. Re-
- member me with affection, should you never hear from me
- again.
-
- Your affectionate brother,
- ROBERT WALTON.
-
- LETTER III
-
- To Mrs. SAVILLE, England.
-
- July 7th, 17-.
-
- MY DEAR SISTER,
-
- I write a few lines in haste, to say that I am safe, and well
- advanced on my voyage. This letter will reach England by a
- merchant-man now on its homeward voyage from Archangel;
- more fortunate than I, who may not see my native land, per-
- haps, for many years. I am, however, in good spirits: my men
- are bold, and apparently firm of purpose; nor do the floating
- sheets of ice that continually pass us, indicating the dangers
- of the region towards which we are advancing, appear to dis-
- may them. We have already reached a very high latitude; but
- it is the height of summer, and although not so warm as in
- England, the southern gales, which blow us speedily towards
- those shores which I so ardently desire to attain, breathe a
- degree of renovating warmth which I had not expected.
- No incidents have hitherto befallen us, that would make a
- figure in a letter. One or two stiff gales, and the breaking of a
- mast, are accidents which experienced navigators scarcely re-
- member to record; and I shall be well content, if nothing
- worse happen to us during our voyage.
- Adieu, my dear Margaret. Be assured, that for my own
- sake, as well as your's, I will not rashly encounter danger. I
- will be cool, persevering, and prudent.
- Remember me to all my English friends.
-
- Most affectionately yours,
- R.W.
- LETTER IV
-
- To Mrs. SAVILLE, England.
-
- August 5th, 17-.
-
- So strange an accident has happened to us, that I cannot for-
- bear recording it, although it is very probable that you will
- see me before these papers can come into your possession.
- Last Monday (July 31st), we were nearly surrounded by
- ice, which closed in the ship on all sides, scarcely leaving her
- the sea room in which she floated. Our situation was some-
- what dangerous, especially as we were compassed round by a
- very thick fog. We accordingly lay to, hoping that some
- change would take place in the atmosphere and weather.
- About two o'clock the mist cleared away, and we beheld,
- stretched out in every direction, vast and irregular plains of
- ice, which seemed to have no end. Some of my comrades
- groaned, and my own mind began to grow watchful with anx-
- ious thoughts, when a strange sight suddenly attracted our at-
- tention, and diverted our solicitude from our own situation.
- We perceived a low carriage, fixed on a sledge and drawn by
- dogs, pass on towards the north, at the distance of half a
- mile: a being which had the shape of a man, but apparently
- of gigantic stature, sat in the sledge, and guided the dogs. We
- watched the rapid progress of the traveller with our tele-
- scopes, until he was lost among the distant inequalities of the
- This appearance excited our unqualified wonder. We
- were, as we believed, many hundred miles from any land; but
- this apparition seemed to denote that it was not, in reality, so
- distant as we had supposed. Shut in, however, by ice, it was
- impossible to follow his track, which we had observed with
- the greatest attention.
- About two hours after this occurrence, we heard the
- ground sea;' and before night the ice broke, and freed our
- ship. We, however, lay to until the morning, fearing to en-
- counter in the dark those large loose masses which float
- about after the breaking up of the ice. I profited of this time
- to rest for a few hours.
- In the morning, however, as soon as it was light, I went
- upon deck, and found all the sailors busy on one side of the
- vessel, apparently talking to some one in the sea. It was, in
- fact, a sledge, like that we had seen before, which had drifted
- towards us in the night, on a large fragment of ice. Only one
- dog remained alive; but there was a human being within it,
- whom the sailors were persuading to enter the vessel. He was
- not, as the other traveller seemed to be, a savage inhabitant
- of some undiscovered island, but an European. When I ap-
- peared on deck, the master said, "Here is our captain, and he
- will not allow you to perish on the open sea."
- On perceiving me, the stranger addressed me in English,
- although with a foreign accent. "Before I come on board
- your vessel," said he, "will you have the kindness to inform
- me whither you are bound?"
- You may conceive my astonishment on hearing such a
- question addressed to me from a man on the brink of de-
- struction, and to whom I should have supposed that my ves-
- sel would have been a resource which he would not have ex-
- changed for the most precious wealth the earth can afford. I
- replied, however, that we were on a voyage of discovery to-
- wards the northern pole.
- Upon hearing this he appeared satisfied, and consented to
- come on board. Good God! Margaret, if you had seen the
- man who thus capitulated for his safety, your surprise would
- have been boundless. His limbs were nearly frozen, and his
- body dreadfully emaciated by fatigue and suffering. I never
- saw a man in so wretched a condition. We attempted to carry
- him into the cabin; but as soon as he had quitted the fresh
- air, he fainted. We accordingly brought him back to the deck,
- and restored him to animation by rubbing him with brandy,
- and forcing him to swallow a small quantity. As soon as he
- shewed signs of life, we wrapped him up in blankets, and
- placed him near the chimney of the kitchen-stove.l By slow
- degrees he recovered, and ate a little soup, which restored
- him wonderfully.
- Two days passed in this manner before he was able to
- speak; and I often feared that his sufferings had deprived
- him of understanding. When he had in some measure recov-
- ered, I removed him to my own cabin, and attended on him
- as much as my duty would permit. I never saw a more inter-
- esting creature: his eyes have generally an expression of wild-
- ness, and even madness; but there are moments when, if any
- one performs an act of kindness towards him, or does him
- any the most trifling service, his whole countenance is lighted
- up, as it were, with a beam of benevolence and sweetness that
- I never saw equalled. But he is generally melancholy and de-
- spairing; and sometimes he gnashes his teeth, as if impatient
- of the weight of woes that oppresses him.
- When my guest was a little recovered, I had great trouble
- to keep off the men, who wished to ask him a thousand ques-
- tions; but I would not allow him to be tormented by their idle
- curiosity, in a state of body and mind whose restoration evi-
- dently depended upon entire repose. Once, however, the
- lieutenant asked, Why he had come so far upon the ice in so
- strange a vehicle?
- His countenance instantly assumed an aspect of the deep-
- est gloom; and he replied, "To seek one who fled from me."
- "And did the man whom you pursued travel in the same
- fashion?"
- "Yes."
- "Then I fancy we have seen him; for, the day before we
- picked you up, we saw some dogs drawing a sledge, with a
- man in it, across the ice."
- This aroused the stranger's attention; and he asked a mul-
- titude of questions concerning the route which the daemon,
- as he called him, had pursued. Soon after, when he was alone
- with me, he said, "I have, doubtless, excited your curiosity, as
- well as that of these good people; but you are too considerate
- to make inquiries."
- "Certainly; it would indeed be very impertinent and inhu-
- man in me to trouble you with any inquisitiveness of mine."
- "And yet you rescued me from a strange and perilous situ-
- ation; you have benevolently restored me to life."
- Soon after this he inquired, if I thought that the breaking
- up of the ice had destroyed the other sledge? I replied, that I
- could not answer with any degree of certainty; for the ice had
- not broken until near midnight, and the traveller might have
- arrived at a place of safety before that time; but of this I
- could not judge.
- From this time the stranger seemed very eager to be upon
- deck, to watch for the sledge which had before appeared; but
- I have persuaded him to remain in the cabin, for he is far too
- weak to sustain the rawness of the atmosphere. But I have
- promised that some one should watch for him, and give him
- instant notice if any new object should appear in sight.
- Such is my journal of what relates to this strange occur-
- rence up to the present day. The stranger has gradually im-
- proved in health, but is very silent, and appears uneasy when
- any one except myself enters his cabin. Yet his manners are
- so conciliating and gentle, that the sailors are all interested in
- him, although they have had very little communication with
- him. For my own part, I begin to love him as a brother; and
- his constant and deep grief fills me with sympathy and com-
- passion. He must have been a noble creature in his better
- days, being even now in wreck so attractive and amiable.
- I said in one of my letters, my dear Margaret, that I should
- find no friend on the wide ocean; yet I have found a man
- who, before his spirit had been broken by misery, I should
- have been happy to have possessed as the brother of my
- heart.
- I shall continue my journal concerning the stranger at in-
- tervals, should I have any fresh incidents to record.
-
-
- August 13th, 17-.
- My affection for my guest increases every day. He excites
- at once my admiration and my pity to an astonishing degree.
- How can I see so noble a creature destroyed by misery with-
- out feeling the most poignant grieR He is so gentle, yet so
- wise; his mind is so cultivated; and when he speaks, although
- his words are culled with the choicest art, yet they flow with
- rapidity and unparalleled eloquence.
- He is now much recovered from his illness, and is continu-
- ally on the deck, apparently watching for the sledge that pre-
- ceded his own. Yet, although unhappy, he is not so utterly oc-
- cupied by his own misery, but that he interests himself deeply
- in the employments of others. He has asked me many ques-
- tions concerning my design; and I have related my little his-
- tory frankly to him. He appeared pleased with the confi-
- dence, and suggested several alterations in my plan, which I
- shall find exceedingly useful. There is no pedantry in his
- manner; but all he does appears to spring solely from the in-
- terest he instinctively takes in the welfare of those who sur-
- round him. He is often overcome by gloom, and then he sits
- by himself, and tries to overcome all that is sullen or unsocial
- in his humour. These paroxysms pass from him like a cloud
- from before the sun, though his dejection never leaves him. I
- have endeavoured to win his confidence; and I trust that I
- have succeeded. One day I mentioned to him the desire I had
- always felt of finding a friend who might sympathize with me,
- and direct me by his counsel. I said, I did not belong to that
- class of men who are offended by advice. "I am self-educated,
- and perhaps I hardly rely sufficiently upon my own powers. I
- wish therefore that my companion should be wiser and more
- experienced than myself, to confirm and support me; nor
- have I believed it impossible to find a true friend."
- "I agree with you," replied the stranger, "in believing that
- friendship is not only a desirable, but a possible acquisition. I
- once had a friend, the most noble of human creatures, and
- am entitled, therefore, to judge respecting friendship. You
- have hope, and the world before you,' and have no cause for
- despair. But I I have lost every thing, and cannot begin
- life anew."
- As he said this, his countenance became expressive of a
- calm settled grief, that touched me to the heart. But he was
- silent, and presently retired to his cabin.
- Even broken in spirit as he is, no one can feel more deeply
- than he does the beauties of nature. The starry sky, the sea,
- and every sight afforded by these wonderful regions, seems
- still to have the power of elevating his soul from earth. Such
- a man has a double existence: he may suffer misery, and be
- overwhelmed by disappointments; yet when he has retired
- into himself, he will be like a celestial spirit, that has a halo
- around him, within whose circle no grief or folly ventures.
- Will you laugh at the enthusiasm I express concerning this
- divine wanderer? If you do, you must have certainly lost that
- simplicity which was once your characteristic charm. Yet, if
- you will, smile at the warmth of my expressions, while I find
- every day new causes for repeating them.
-
- August l9th, 17-.
- Yesterday the stranger said to me, "You may easily per-
- ceive, Captain Walton, that I have suffered great and unparal-
- leled misfortunes. I had determined, once, that the memory
- of these evils should die with me; but you have won me to al-
- ter my determination. You seek for knowledge and wisdom,
- as I once did; and I ardently hope that the gratification of
- your wishes may not be a serpent to sting you, as mine has
- been. I do not know that the relation of my misfortunes will
- be useful to you, yet, if you are inclined, listen to my tale. I
- believe that the strange incidents connected with it will af-
- ford a view of nature, which may enlarge your faculties and
- understanding. You will hear of powers and occurrences,
- such as you have been accustomed to believe impossible: but
- I do not doubt that my tale conveys in its series internal evi-
- dence of the truth of the events of which it is composed."
- You may easily conceive that I was much gratified by the
- offered communication; yet I could not endure that he
- should renew his grief by a recital of his misfortunes. I felt
- the greatest eagerness to hear the promised narrative, partly
- from curiosity, and partly from a strong desire to ameliorate
- his fate, if it were in my power. I expressed these feelings in
- my answer.
- "I thank you," he replied, "for your sympathy, but it is use-
- less; my fate is nearly fulfilled. I wait but for one event, and
- then I shall repose in peace. I understand your feeling," con-
- tinued he, perceiving that I wished to interrupt him; "but you
- are mistaken, my friend, if thus you will allow me to name
- you; nothing can alter my destiny: listen to my history, and
- you will perceive how irrevocably it is determined."
- He then told me, that he would commence his narrative
- the next day when I should be at leisure. This promise drew
- from me the warmest thanks. I have resolved every night,
- when I am not engaged, to record, as nearly as possible in his
- own words, what he has related during the day. If I should be
- engaged, I will at least make notes. This manuscript will
- doubtless afford you the greatest pleasure: but to me, who
- know him, and who hear it from his own lips, with what inter-
- est and sympathy shall I read it in some future day!
- CHAPTER 1.
-
- I am by birth a Genevese; and my family is one of the most
- distinguished of that republic. My ancestors had been for
- many years counsellors and syndics;' and my father had filled
- several public situations with honour and reputation. He was
- respected by all who knew him for his integrity and indefati-
- gable attention to public business. He passed his younger
- days perpetually occupied by the affairs of his country; and it
- was not until the decline of life that he thought of marrying,
- and bestowing on the state sons who might carry his virtues
- and his name down to posterity.
- As the circumstances of his marriage illustrate his charac-
- ter, I cannot refrain from relating them. One of his most inti-
- mate friends was a merchant, who, from a flourishing state,
- fell, through numerous mischances, into poverty. This man,
- whose name was Beaufort, was of a proud and unbending
- disposition, and could not bear to live in poverty and obliv-
- ion in the same country where he had formerly been distin-
- guished for his rank and magnificence. Having paid his
- debts, therefore, in the most honourable manner, he re-
- treated with his daughter to the town of Lucerne, where he
- lived unknown and in wretchedness. My father loved
- Beaufort with the truest friendship, and was deeply grieved
- by his retreat in these unfortunate circumstances. He grieved
- also for the loss of his society, and resolved to seek him out
- and endeavour to persuade him to begin the world again
- through his credit and assistance.
- Beaufort had taken effectual measures to conceal himself;
- and it was ten months before my father discovered his abode.
- Overjoyed at this discovery, he hastened to the house, which
- was situated in a mean street, near the Reuss. But when he
- entered, misery and despair alone welcomed him. Beaufort
- had saved but a very small sum of money from the wreck of
- his fortunes; but it was sufficient to provide him with suste-
- nance for some months, and in the mean time he hoped to
- procure some respectable employment in a merchant's
- house. The interval was consequently spent in inaction; his
- grief only became more deep and rankling, when he had lei-
- sure for reflection; and at length it took so fast hold of his
- mind, that at the end of three months he lay on a bed of sick-
- ness, incapable of any exertion.
- His daughter attended him with the greatest tenderness;
- but she saw with despair that their little fund was rapidly de-
- creasing, and that there was no other prospect of support.
- But Caroline Beaufort possessed a mind of an uncommon
- mould; and her courage rose to support her in her adversity.
- She procured plain work;l she plaited straw; and by various
- means contrived to earn a pittance scarcely sufflcient to sup-
- port life.
- Several months passed in this manner. Her father grew
- worse; her time was more entirely occupied in attending him;
- her means of subsistence decreased; and in the tenth month
- her father died in her arms, leaving her an orphan and a beg-
- gar. This last blow overcame her; and she knelt by Beaufort's
- coffin, weeping bitterly, when my father entered the cham-
- ber. He came like a protecting spirit to the poor girl, who
- committed herself to his care, and after the interment of his
- friend he conducted her to Geneva, and placed her under
- the protection of a relation. Two years after this event
- Caroline became his wife.
- When my father became a husband and a parent, he
- found his time so occupied by the duties of his new situation,
- that he relinquished many of his public employments, and
- devoted himself to the education of his children. Of these I
- was the eldest, and the destined successor to all his labours
- and utility. No creature could have more tender parents than
- mine. My improvement and health were their constant care,
- especially as I remained for several years their only child. But
- before I continue my narrative, I must record an incident
- which took place when I was four years of age.
- My father had a sister, whom he tenderly loved, and who
- had married early in life an Italian gentleman. Soon after her
- marriage, she had accompanied her husband into his native
- country, and for some years my father had very little commu-
- nication with her. About the time I mentioned she died; and
- a few months afterwards he received a letter from her hus-
- band, acquainting him with his intention of marrying an Ital-
- ian lady, and requesting my father to take charge of the in-
- fant Elizabeth, the only child of his deceased sister. "It is my
- wish," he said, "that you should consider her as your own
- daughter, and educate her thus. Her mother's fortune is se-
- cured to her, the documents of which I will commit to your
- keeping. Reflect upon this proposition; and decide whether
- you would prefer educating your niece yourself to her being
- brought up by a stepmother."
- My father did not hesitate, and immediately went to Italy,
- that he might accompany the little Elizabeth to her future
- home. I have often heard my mother say, that she was at that
- time the most beautiful child she had ever seen, and shewed
- signs even then of a gentle and affectionate disposition.
- These indications, and a desire to bind as closely as possible
- the ties of domestic love, determined my mother to consider
- Elizabeth as my future wife; a design which she never found
- reason to repent.
- From this time Elizabeth Lavenza became my playfellow,
- and, as we grew older, my friend. She was docile and good
- tempered, yet gay and playful as a summer insect. Although
- she was lively and animated, her feelings were strong and
- deep, and her disposition uncommonly affectionate. No one
- could better enjoy liberty, yet no one could submit with more
- grace than she did to constraint and caprice. Her imagination
- was luxuriant, yet her capability of application was great. Her
- person was the image of her mind; her hazel eyes, although
- as lively as a bird's, possessed an attractive softness. Her fig-
- ure was light and airy; and, though capable of enduring great
- fatigue, she appeared the most fragile creature in the world.
- While I admired her understanding and fancy, I loved to
- tend on her, as I should on a favourite animal; and I never
- saw so much grace both of person and mind united to so lit-
- tle pretension.
- Every one adored Elizabeth. If the servants had any re-
- quest to make, it was always through her intercession. We
- were strangers to any species of disunion and dispute; for al-
- though there was a great dissimilitude in our characters,
- there was an harmony in that very dissimilitude. I was more
- calm and philosophical than my companion; yet my temper
- was not so yielding. My application was of longer endurance;
- but it was not so severe whilst it endured. I delighted in inves-
- tigating the facts relative to the actual world; she busied her-
- self in following the aerial creations of the poets. The world
- was to me a secret, which I desired to discover; to her it was a
- vacancy, which she sought to people with imaginations of her
- own.
- My brothers were considerably younger than myself; but I
- had a friend in one of my schoolfellows, who compensated
- for this deficiency. Henry Clerval was the son of a merchant
- of Geneva, an intimate friend of my father. He was a boy of
- singular talent and fancy. I remember, when he was nine
- years old, he wrote a fairy tale, which was the delight and
- amazement of all his companions. His favourite study con-
- sisted in books of chivalry and romance; and when very
- young, I can remember, that we used to act plays composed
- by him out of these favourite books, the principal characters
- of which were Orlando, Robin Hood, Amadis, and St.
- George.
- No youth could have passed more happily than mine. My
- parents were indulgent, and my companions amiable. Our
- studies were never forced; and by some means we always had
- an end placed in view, which excited us to ardour in the
- prosecution of them. It was by this method, and not by emu-
- lation, that we were urged to application. Elizabeth was not
- incited to apply herself to drawing, that her companions
- might not outstrip her; but through the desire of pleasing her
- aunt, by the representation of some favourite scene done by
- her own hand. We learned Latin and English, that we might
- read the writings in those languages; and so far from study
- being made odious to us through punishment, we loved ap-
- plication, and our amusements would have been the labours
- of other children. Perhaps we did not read so many books, or
- learn languages so quickly, as those who are disciplined ac-
- cording to the ordinary methods; but what we learned was
- impressed the more deeply on our memories.
- In this description of our domestic circle I include Henry
- Clerval; for he was constantly with us. He went to school with
- me, and generally passed the afternoon at our house; for be-
- ing an only child, and destitute of companions at home, his
- father was well pleased that he should find associates at our
- house; and we were never completely happy when Clerval
- was absent.
- I feel pleasure in dwelling on the recollections of child-
- hood, before misfortune had tainted my mind, and changed
- its bright visions of extensive usefulness into gloomy and nar-
- row reflections upon self. But, in drawing the picture of my
- early days, I must not omit to record those events which led,
- by insensible steps to my after tale of misery: for when I
- would account to myself for the birth of that passion, which
- afterwards ruled my destiny, I find it arise, like a mountain
- river, from ignoble and almost forgotten sources; but, swel-
- ling as it proceeded, it became the torrent which, in its
- course, has swept away all my hopes and joys.
- Natural philosophy is the genius that has regulated my
- fate; I desire therefore, in this narration, to state those facts
- which led to my predilection for that science. When I was
- thirteen years of age, we all went on a party of pleasure to the
- baths near Thonon: the inclemency of the weather obliged us
- to remain a day confined to the inn. In this house I chanced
- to find a volume of the works of Cornelius Agrippa. I
- opened it with apathy; the theory which he attempts to dem-
- onstrate, and the wonderful facts which he relates, soon
- changed this feeling into enthusiasm. A new light seemed to
- dawn upon my mind; and, bounding with joy, I communi-
- cated my discovery to my father. I cannot help remarking
- here the many opportunities instructors possess of directing
- the attention of their pupils to useful knowledge, which they
- utterly neglect. My father looked carelessly at the title-page of
- my book, and said, "Ah! Cornelius Agrippa! My dear Victor,
- do not waste your time upon this; it is sad trash."
- If, instead of this remark, my father had taken the pains to
- explain to me, that the principles of Agrippa had been en-
- tirely exploded, and that a modern system of science had
- been introduced, which possessed much greater powers than
- the ancient, because the powers of the latter where chimeri-
- cal, while those of the former were real and practical; under
- such circumstances, I should certainly have thrown Agrippa
- aside, and, with my imagination warmed as it was, should
- probably have applied myself to the more rational theory of
- chemistry which has resulted from modern discoveries. It is
- even possible, that the train of my ideas would never have re-
- ceived the fatal impulse that led to my ruin. But the cursory
- glance my father had taken of my volume by no means as-
- sured me that he was acquainted with its contents; and I con-
- tinued to read with the greatest avidity.
- When I returned home, my first care was to procure the
- whole works of this author, and afterwards of Paracelsus and
- Albertus Magnus. I read and studied the wild fancies of
- these writers with delight; they appeared to me treasures
- known to few beside myself; and although I often wished to
- communicate these secret stores of knowledge to my father,
- yet his indefinite censure of my favourite Agrippa always
- withheld me. I disclosed my discoveries to Elizabeth, there-
- fore, under a promise of strict secrecy; but she did not inter-
- est herself in the subject, and I was left by her to pursue my
- studies alone.
- It may appear very strange, that a disciple of Albertus Mag-
- nus should arise in the eighteenth century; but our family
- was not scientifical, and I had not attended any of the lec-
- tures given at the schools of Geneva. My dreams were there-
- fore undisturbed by reality; and I entered with the greatest
- diligence into the search of the philosopher's stone and the
- elixir of life. But the latter obtained my most undivided at-
- tention: wealth was an inferior object; but what glory would
- attend the discovery, if I could banish disease from the hu-
- man frame, and render man invulnerable to any but a violent
- death!
- Nor were these my only visions. The raising of ghosts or
- devils was a promise liberally accorded by my favourite
- authors, the fulfilment of which I most eagerly sought; and if
- my incantations were always unsuccessful, I attributed the
- failure rather to my own inexperience and mistake, than to a
- want of skill or fidelity in my instructors.
- The natural phaenomena that take place every day before
- our eyes did not escape my examinations. Distillation, and
- the wonderful effects of steam, processes of which my fa-
- vourite authors were utterly ignorant, excited my
- astonishment; but my utmost wonder was engaged by some
- experiments on an air-pump, which I saw employed by a gen-
- tleman whom we were in the habit of visiting.
- The ignorance of the early philosophers on these and sev-
- eral other points served to decrease their credit with me: but
- I could not entirely throw them aside, before some other sys-
- tem should occupy their place in my mind.
- When I was about fifteen years old, we had retired to our
- house near Belrive, when we witnessed a most violent and
- terrible thunder-storm. It advanced from behind the moun-
- tains of Jura; and the thunder burst at once with frightful
- loudness from various quarters of the heavens. I remained,
- while the storm lasted, watching its progress with curiosity
- and delight. As I stood at the door, on a sudden I beheld a
- stream of fire issue from an old and beautiful oak, which
- stood about twenty yards from our house; and so soon as the
- dazzling light vanished, the oak had disappeared, and noth-
- ing remained but a blasted stump. When we visited it the
- next morning, we found the tree shattered in a singular man-
- ner. It was not splintered by the shock, but entirely reduced
- to thin ribbands of wood. I never beheld any thing so utterly
- destroyed.
- The catastrophe of this tree excited my extreme
- astonishment; and I eagerly inquired of my father the nature
- and origin of thunder and lightning. He replied, "Electricity;"
- describing at the same time the various effects of that power.
- He constructed a small electrical machine, and exhibited a
- few experiments; he made also a kite, with a wire and string,
- which drew down that fluid from the clouds.
- This last stroke completed the overthrow of Cornelius
- Agrippa, Albertus Magnus, and Paracelsus, who had so long
- reigned the lords of my imagination. But by some fatality I
- did not feel inclined to commence the study of any modern
- system; and this disinclination was influenced by the follow-
- ing circumstance.
- My father expressed a wish that I should attend a course of
- lectures upon natural philosophy, to which I cheerfully con-
- sented. Some accident prevented my attending these lectures
- until the course was nearly finished. The lecture, being there-
- fore one of the last, was entirely incomprehensible to me.
- The professor discoursed with the greatest fluency of potas-
- sium and boron, of sulphates and oxyds, terms to which I
- could affix no idea; and I became disgusted with the science
- of natural philosophy, although I still read Pliny and Buffon
- with delight, authors, in my estimation, of nearly equal inter-
- est and utility.
- My occupations at this age were principally the mathemat-
- ics, and most of the branches of study appertaining to that
- science. I was busily employed in learning languages; Latin
- was already familiar to me, and I began to read some of the
- easiest Greek authors without the help of a lexicon. I also
- perfectly understood English and German. This is the list of
- my accomplishments at the age of seventeen; and you may
- conceive that my hours were fully employed in acquiring and
- maintaining a knowledge of this various literature.
- Another task also devolved upon me, when I became the
- instructor of my brothers. Ernest was six years younger than
- myself, and was my principal pupil. He had been afflicted
- with ill heath from his infancy, through which Elizabeth and I
- had been his constant nurses: his disposition was gentle, but
- he was incapable of any severe application. William, the
- youngest of our family, was yet an infant, and the most beau-
- tiful little fellow in the world; his lively blue eyes, dimpled
- cheeks, and endearing manners, inspired the tenderest affec-
- tion.
- Such was our domestic circle, from which care and pain
- seemed for ever banished. My father directed our studies,
- and my mother partook of our enjoyments. Neither of us
- possessed the slightest pre-eminence over the other; the voice
- of command was never heard amongst us; but mutual affec-
- tion engaged us all to comply with and obey the slightest de-
- sire of each other.
- CHAPTER II.
-
- When I had attained the age of seventeen, my parents re-
- solved that I should become a student at the university of In-
- golstadt. I had hitherto attended the schools of Geneva; but
- my father thought it necessary, for the completion of my edu-
- cation, that I should be made acquainted with other customs
- than those of my native country. My departure was therefore
- fixed at an early date; but, before the day resolved upon
- could arrive, the first misfortune of my life occurred an
- omen, as it were, of my future misery.
- Elizabeth had caught the scarlet fever; but her illness was
- not severe, and she quickly recovered. During her confine-
- ment, many arguments had been urged to persuade my
- mother to refrain from attending upon her. She had, at first,
- yielded to our entreaties; but when she heard that her favour-
- ite was recovering, she could no longer debar herself from
- her society, and entered her chamber long before the danger
- of infection was past. The consequences of this imprudence
- were fatal. On the third day my mother sickened; her fever
- was very malignant, and the looks of her attendants prognos-
- ticated the worst event. On her death-bed the fortitude and
- benignity of this admirable woman did not desert her. She
- joined the hands of Elizabeth and myself: "My children," she
- said, amy firmest hopes of future happiness were placed on
- the prospect of your union. This expectation will now be the
- consolation of your father. Elizabeth, my love, you must sup-
- ply my place to your younger cousins. Alas! I regret that I am
- taken from you; and, happy and beloved as I have been, is it
- not hard to quit you all? But these are not thoughts befitting
- me; I will endeavour to resign myself cheerfully to death, and
- will indulge a hope of meeting you in another world."
- She died calmly; and her countenance expressed affection
- even in death. I need not describe the feelings of those whose
- dearest ties are rent by that most irreparable evil, the void
- that presents itself to the soul, and the despair that is exhib-
- ited on the countenance. It is so long before the mind can
- persuade itself that she, whom we saw every day, and whose
- very existence appeared a part of our own, can have departed
- for ever that the brightness of a beloved eye can have been
- extinguished, and the sound of a voice so familiar, and dear
- to the ear, can be hushed, never more to be heard. These are
- the reflections of the first days; but when the lapse of time
- proves the reality of the evil, then the actual bitterness of
- grief commences. Yet from whom has not that rude hand
- rent away some dear connexion; and why should I describe a
- sorrow which all have felt, and must feel? The time at length
- arrives, when grief is rather an indulgence than a necessity;
- and the smile that plays upon the lips, although it may be
- deemed a sacrilege, is not banished. My mother was dead,
- but we had still duties which we ought to perform; we must
- continue our course with the rest, and learn to think our-
- selves fortunate, whilst one remains whom the spoiler has not
- seized.
- My journey to Ingolstadt, which had been deferred by
- these events, was now again determined upon. I obtained
- from my father a respite of some weeks. This period was
- spent sadly; my mother's death, and my speedy departure,
- depressed our spirits; but Elizabeth endeavoured to renew
- the spirit of cheerfulness in our little society. Since the death
- of her aunt, her mind had acquired new firmness and vigour.
- She determined to fulfil her duties with the greatest exact-
- ness; and she felt that that most imperious duty, of rendering
- her uncle and cousins happy, had devolved upon her. She
- consoled me, amused her uncle, instructed my brothers; and
- I never beheld her so enchanting as at this time, when she
- was continually endeavouring to contribute to the happiness
- of others, entirely forgetful of herself.
- The day of my departure at length arrived. I had taken
- leave of all my friends, excepting Clerval, who spent the last
- evening with us. He bitterly lamented that he was unable to
- accompany me; but his father could not be persuaded to part
- with him, intending that he should become a partner with
- him in business, in compliance with his favourite theory, that
- learning was superfluous in the commerce of ordinary life.
- Henry had a refined mind; he had no desire to be idle, and
- was well pleased to become his father's partner, but he be-
- lieved that a man might be a very good trader, and yet pos-
- sess a cultivated understanding.
- We sat late, listening to his complaints, and making many
- little arrangements for the future. The next morning early I
- departed. Tears gushed from the eyes of Elizabeth; they pro-
- ceeded partly from sorrow at my departure, and partly be-
- cause she reflected that the same journey was to have taken
- place three months before, when a mother's blessing would
- have accompanied me.
- I threw myself into the chaise that was to convey me away,
- and indulged in the most melancholy reflections. I, who had
- ever been surrounded by amiable companions, continually
- engaged in endeavouring to bestow mutual pleasure, I was
- now alone. In the university, whither I was going, I must
- form my own friends, and be my own protector. My life had
- hitherto been remarkably secluded and domestic; and this
- had given me invincible repugnance to new countenances. I
- loved my brothers, Elizabeth, and Clerval; these were Uold fa-
- miliar faces;" but I believed myself totally unfitted for the
- company of strangers. Such were my reflections as I com-
- menced my journey; but as I proceeded, my spirits and hopes
- rose. I ardently desired the acquisition of knowledge. I had
- often, when at home, thought it hard to remain during my
- youth cooped up in one place, and had longed to enter the
- world, and take my station among other human beings. Now
- my desires were complied with, and it would, indeed, have
- been folly to repent.
- I had sufficient leisure for these and many other reflec-
- tions during my journey to Ingolstadt, which was long and fa-
- tiguing. At length the high white steeple of the town met my
- eyes. I alighted, and was conducted to my solitary apartment,
- to spend the evening as I pleased.
- The next morning I delivered my letters of introduction,
- and paid a visit to some of the principle professors, and
- among others to M. Krempe, professor of natural philoso-
- phy. He received me with politeness, and asked me several
- questions concerning my progress in the different branches
- of science appertaining to natural philosophy. I mentioned, it
- is true, with fear and trembling, the only authors I had ever
- read upon those subjects. The professor stared: "Have you,"
- he said, "really spent your time in studying such nonsense?"
- I replied in the affirmative. "Every minute," continued M.
- Krempe with warmth, "every instant that you have wasted on
- those books is utterly and entirely lost. You have burdened
- your memory with exploded systems, and useless names.
- Good God! in what desert land have you lived, where no one
- was kind enough to inform you that these fancies, which you
- have so greedily imbibed, are a thousand years old, and as
- musty as they are ancient? I little expected in this enlightened
- and scientific age to find a disciple of Albertus Magnus and
- Paracelsus. My dear Sir, you must begin your studies entirely
- anew."
- So saying, he stept aside, and wrote down a list of several
- books treating of natural philosophy, which he desired me to
- procure, and dismissed me, after mentioning that in the be-
- ginning of the following week he intended to commence a
- course of lectures upon natural philosophy in its general rela-
- tions, and that M. Waldman, a fellow-professor, would lec-
- ture upon chemistry the alternate days that he missed.
- I returned home, not disappointed, for I had long consid-
- ered those authors useless whom the professor had so
- strongly reprobated; but I did not feel much inclined to study
- the books which I procured at his recommendation. M.
- Krempe was a little squat man, with a gruff voice and repul-
- sive countenance; the teacher, therefore, did not prepossess
- me in favour of his doctrine. Besides, I had a contempt for
- the uses of modern natural philosophy. It was very different,
- when the masters of the science sought immortality and
- power; such views, although futile, were grand: but now the
- scene was changed. The ambition of the inquirer seemed to
- limit itself to the annihilation of those visions on which my
- interest in science was chiefly founded. I was required to ex-
- change chimeras of boundless grandeur for realities of little
- worth.
- Such were my reflections during the first two or three days
- spent almost in solitude. But as the ensuing week com-
- menced, I thought of the information which M. Krempe had
- given me concerning the lectures. And although I could not
- consent to go and hear that little conceited fellow deliver sen-
- tences out of a pulpit, I recollected what he had said of M.
- Waldman, whom I had never seen, as he had hitherto been
- out of town.
- Partly from curiosity, and partly from idleness, I went into
- the lecturing room, which M. Waldman entered shortly after.
- This professor was very unlike his colleague. He appeared
- about fifty years of age, but with an aspect expressive of the
- greatest benevolence; a few gray hairs covered his temples,
- but those at the back of his head were nearly black. His per-
- son was short, but remarkably erect; and his voice the sweet-
- est I had ever heard. He began his lecture by a recapitulation
- of the history of chemistry and the various improvements
- made by different men of learning, pronouncing with fervour
- the names of the most distinguished discoverers. He then
- took a cursory view of the present state of the science, and
- explained many of its elementary terms. After having made a
- few preparatory experiments, he concluded with a panegyric
- upon modern chemistry, the terms of which I shall never for-
- get:-
- "The ancient teachers of this science," said he, "promised
- impossibilities, and performed nothing. The modern masters
- promise very little; they know that metals cannot be trans-
- muted, and that the elixir of life is a chimera. But these phi-
- losophers, whose hands seem only made to dabble in dirt,
- and their eyes to pour over the microscope or crucible, have
- indeed performed miracles. They penetrate into the recesses
- of nature, and shew how she works in her hiding places.
- They ascend into the heavens; they have discovered how the
- blood circulates, and the nature of the air we breathe. They
- have acquired new and almost unlimited powers; they can
- command the thunders of heaven, mimic the earthquake
- and even mock the invisible world with its own shadows."
- I departed highly pleased with the professor and his lec-
- ture, and paid him a visit the same evening. His manners in
- private were even more mild and attractive than in public; for
- there was a certain dignity in his mein during his lecture,
- which in his own house was replaced by the greatest affability
- and kindness. He heard with attention my little narration
- concerning my studies, and smiled at the names of Cornelius
- Agrippa, and Paracelsus, but without the contempt that M.
- Krempe had exhibited. He said, that "these were men to
- whose indefatigable zeal modern philosophers were indebted
- for most of the foundations of their knowledge. They had left
- to us, as an easier task, to give new names, and arrange in
- connected classifications, the facts which they in a great de-
- gree had been the instruments of bringing to light. The la-
- bours of men of genius, however erroneously directed,
- scarcely ever fail in ultimately turning to the solid advantage
- of mankind." I listened to his statement, which was delivered
- without any presumption or affectation; and then added, that
- his lecture had removed my prejudices against modern chem-
- ists; and I, at the same time, requested his advice concerning
- the books I ought to procure.
- "I am happy," said M. Waldman, "to have gained a disci-
- ple; and if your application equals your ability, I have no
- doubt of your success. Chemistry is that branch of natural
- philosophy in which the greatest improvements have been
- and may be made; it is on that account that I have made it
- my peculiar study; but at the same time I have not neglected
- the other branches of science. A man would make but a very
- sorry chemist, if he attended to that department of human
- knowledge alone. If your wish is to become really a man of
- science, and not merely a petty experimentalist, I should ad-
- vise you to apply to every branch of natural philosophy, in-
- cluding mathematics."
- He then took me into his laboratory, and explained to me
- the uses of his various machines; instructing me as to what I
- ought to procure, and promising me the use of his own,
- when I should have advanced far enough in the science not
- to derange their mechanism. He also gave me the list of
- books which I had requested; and I took my leave.
- Thus ended a day memorable to me; it decided my future
- destiny.
- CHAPTER III.
-
- From this day natural philosophy, and particularly chemis-
- try, in the most comprehensive sense of the term, became
- nearly my sole occupation. I read with ardour those works, so
- full of genius and discrimination, which modern inquirers
- have written on these subjects. I attended the lectures, and
- cultivated the acquaintance, of the men of science of the uni-
- versity; and I found even in M. Krempe a great deal of sound
- sense and real information, combined, it is true, with a repul-
- sive physiognomy and manners, but not on that account the
- less valuable. In M. Waldman I found a true friend. His gen-
- tleness was never tinged by dogmatism; and his instructions
- were given with an air of frankness and good nature, that
- banished every idea of pedantry. It was, perhaps, the amiable
- character of this man that inclined me more to that branch of
- natural philosophy which he professed, than an intrinsic love
- for the science itself. But this state of mind had place only in
- the first steps towards knowledge: the more fully I entered
- into the science, the more exclusively I pursued it for its own
- sake. That application, which at first had been a matter of
- duty and resolution, now became so ardent and eager, that
- the stars often disappeared in the light of morning whilst I
- was yet engaged in my laboratory.
- As I applied so closely, it may be easily conceived that I im-
- proved rapidly. My ardour was indeed the astonishment of
- the students; and my proficiency, that of the masters. Profes-
- sor Krempe often asked me, with a sly smile, how Cornelius
- Agrippa went on? whilst M. Waldman expressed the most
- heartfelt exultation in my progress. Two years passed in this
- manner, during which I paid no visit to Geneva, but was en-
- gaged, heart and soul, in the pursuit of some discoveries,
- which I hoped to make. None but those who have experi-
- enced them can conceive of the enticements of science. In
- other studies you go as far as others have gone before you,
- and there is nothing more to know; but in a scientific pursuit
- there is continual food for discovery and wonder. A mind of
- moderate capacity, which closely pursues one study, must in-
- fallibly arrive at great proficiency in that study; and I, who
- continually sought the attainment of one object of pursuit,
- and was solely wrapt up in this, improved so rapidly, that, at
- the end of two years, I made some discoveries in the im-
- provement of some chemical instruments, which procured
- me great esteem and admiration at the university. When I
- had arrived at this point, and had become as well acquainted
- with the theory and practice of natural philosophy as de-
- pended on the lessons of any of the professors at Ingolstadt,
- my residence there being no longer conducive to my im-
- provements, I thought of returning to my friends and my na-
- tive town, when an incident happened that protracted my
- stay.
- One of the phaenomena which had peculiarly attracted my
- attention was the structure of the human frame, and, indeed,
- any animal endued with life. Whence, I often asked myself,
- did the principle of life proceed? It was a bold question, and
- one which has ever been considered as a mystery; yet with
- how many things are we upon the brink of becoming ac-
- quainted, if cowardice or carelessness did not restrain our in-
- quiries. I revolved these circumstances in my mind, and de-
- termined thenceforth to apply myself more particularly to
- those branches of natural philosophy which relate to physiol-
- ogy. Unless I had been animated by an almost supernatural
- enthusiasm, my application to this study would have been irk-
- some, and almost intolerable. To examine the causes of life,
- we must first have recourse to death. I became acquainted
- with the science of anatomy: but this was not sufficient; I
- must also observe the natural decay and corruption of the
- human body. In my education my father had taken the great-
- est precautions that my mind should be impressed with no
- supernatural horrors. I do not ever remember to have trem-
- bled at a tale of superstition, or to have feared the apparition
- of a spirit. Darkness had no effect upon my fancy; and a
- church-yard was to me merely the receptacle of bodies de-
- prived of life, which, from being the seat of beauty and
- strength, had become food for the worm. Now I was led to
- examine the cause and progress of this decay, and forced to
- spend days and nights in vaults and charnel houses. My at-
- tention was fixed upon every object the most insupportable
- to the delicacy of the human feelings. I saw how the fine
- form of man was degraded and wasted; I beheld the corrup-
- tion of death succeed to the blooming cheek of life; I saw
- how the worm inherited the wonders of the eye and brain. I
- paused, examining and analysing all the minutiae of causa-
- tion, as exemplified in the change from life to death, and
- death to life, until from the midst of this darkness a sudden
- light broke in upon me a light so brilliant and wondrous,
- yet so simple, that while I became dizzy with the immensity of
- the prospect which it illustrated, I was surprised that among
- so many men of genius, who had directed their inquiries to-
- wards the same science, that I alone should be reserved to
- discover so astonishing a secret.
- Remember, I am not recording the vision of a madman.
- The sun does not more certainly shine in the heavens, than
- that which I now affirm is true. Some miracle might have pro-
- duced it, yet the stages of the discovery were distinct and
- probable. After days and nights of incredible labour and fa-
- tigue, I succeeded in discovering the cause of generation and
- life; nay, more, I became myself capable of bestowing anima-
- tion upon lifeless matter.
- The astonishment which I had at first experienced on this
- discovery soon gave place to delight and rapture. After so
- much time spent in painful labour, to arrive at once at the
- summit of my desires, was the most gratifying consummation
- of my toils. But this discovery was so great and overwhelm-
- ing, that all the steps by which I had been progressively led to
- it were obliterated, and I beheld only the result. What had
- been the study and desire of the wisest men since the crea-
- tion of the world, was now within my grasp. Not that, like a
- magic scene, it all opened upon me at once: the information
- I had obtained was of a nature rather to direct my endeav-
- ours so soon as I should point them towards the object of my
- search, than to exhibit that object already accomplished. I
- was like the Arabian who had been buried with the dead, and
- found a passage to life aided only by one glimmering, and
- seemingly ineffectual, light.
- I see by your eagerness, and the wonder and hope which
- your eyes express, my friend, that you expect to be informed
- of the secret with which I am acquainted; that cannot be: lis-
- ten patiently until the end of my story, and you will easily
- perceive why I am reserved upon that subject. I will not lead
- you on, unguarded and ardent as I then was, to your destruc-
- tion and infallible misery. Learn from me, if not by my pre-
- cepts, at least by my example, how dangerous is the acquire-
- ment of knowledge, and how much happier that man is who
- believes his native town to be the world, than he who aspires
- to become greater than his nature will allow.
- When I found so astonishing a power placed within my
- hands, I hesitated a long time concerning the manner in
- which I should employ it. Although I possessed the capacity
- of bestowing animation, yet to prepare a frame for the recep-
- tion of it, with all its intricacies of fibres, muscles, and veins,
- still remained a work of inconceivable difflculty and labour. I
- doubted at first whether I should attempt the creation of a
- being like myself or one of simpler organization; but my
- imagination was too much exalted by my first success to per-
- mit me to doubt of my ability to give life to an animal as com-
- plex and wonderful as man. The materials at present within
- my command hardly appeared adequate to so arduous an un-
- dertaking; but I doubted not that I should ultimately succeed.
- I prepared myself for a multitude of reverses; my operations
- might be incessantly baffled, and at last my work be imper-
- fect: yet, when I considered the improvement which every
- day takes place in science and mechanics, I was encouraged
- to hope my present attempts would at least lay the founda-
- tions of future success. Nor could I consider the magnitude
- and complexity of my plan as any argument of its impractica-
- bility. It was with these feelings that I began the creation of a
- human being. As the minuteness of the parts formed a great
- hindrance to my speed, I resolved, contrary to my first inten-
- tion, to make the being of a gigantic stature; that is to say,
- about eight feet in height, and proportionably large. After
- having formed this determination, and having spent some
- months in successfully collecting and arranging my materials,
- I began.
- No one can conceive the variety of feelings which bore me
- onwards, like a hurricane, in the first enthusiasm of success.
- Life and death appeared to me ideal bounds, which I should
- first break through, and pour a torrent of light into our dark
- world. A new species would bless me as its creator and
- source; many happy and excellent natures would owe their
- being to me. No father could claim the gratitude of his child
- so completely as I should deserve their's. Pursuing these re-
- flections, I thought, that if I could bestow animation upon
- lifeless matter, I might in process of time (although I now
- found it impossible) renew life where death had apparently
- devoted the body to corruption.
- These thoughts supported my spirits, while I pursued my
- undertaking with unremitting ardour. My cheek had grown
- pale with study, and my person had become emaciated with
- confinement. Sometimes, on the very brink of certainty, I
- failed; yet still I clung to the hope which the next day or the
- next hour might realize. One secret which I alone possessed
- was the hope to which I had dedicated myself; and the moon
- gazed on my midnight labours, while, with unrelaxed and
- breathless eagerness, I pursued nature to her hiding places.
- Who shall conceive the horrors of my secret toil, as I dabbled
- among the unhallowed damps of the grave, or tortured the
- living animal to animate the lifeless clay? My limbs now trem-
- ble, and my eyes swim with the remembrance; but then a re-
- sistless, and almost frantic impulse, urged me forward; I
- seemed to have lost all soul or sensation but for this one pur-
- suit. It was indeed but a passing trance, that only made me
- feel with renewed acuteness so soon as, the unnatural stimu-
- lus ceasing to operate, I had returned to my old habits. I col-
- lected bones from charnel houses; and disturbed, with pro-
- fane fingers, the tremendous secrets of the human frame. In
- a solitary chamber, or rather cell, at the top of the house, and
- separated from all the other apartments by a gallery and stair-
- case, I kept my workshop of filthy creation; my eyeballs were
- starting from their sockets in attending to the details of my
- employment. The dissecting room and the slaughter-house
- furnished many of my materials; and often did my human na-
- ture turn with loathing from my occupation, whilst, still
- urged on by an eagerness which perpetually increased, I
- brought my work near to a conclusion.
- The summer months passed while I was thus engaged,
- heart and soul, in one pursuit. It was a most beautiful season;
- never did the fields bestow a more plentiful harvest, or the
- vines yield a more luxuriant vintage: but my eyes were insen-
- sible to the charms of nature. And the same feelings which
- made me neglect the scenes around me caused me also to
- forget those friends who were so many miles absent, and
- whom I had not seen for so long a time. I knew my silence
- disquieted them; and I well remembered the words of my fa-
- ther: "I know that while you are pleased with yourself, you
- will think of us with affection, and we shall hear regularly
- from you. You must pardon me, if I regard any interruption
- in your correspondence as a proof that your other duties are
- equally neglected."
- I knew well therefore what would be my father's feelings;
- but I could not tear my thoughts from my employment,
- loathsome in itself, but which had taken an irresistible hold
- of my imagination. I wished, as it were, to procrastinate all
- that related to my feelings of affection until the great object,
- which swallowed up every habit of my nature, should be com-
- pleted.
- I then thought that my father would be unjust if he as-
- cribed my neglect to vice, or faultiness on my part; but I am
- now convinced that he was justified in conceiving that I
- should not be altogether free from blame. A human being in
- perfection ought always to preserve a calm and peaceful
- mind, and never to allow passion or a transitory desire to dis-
- turb his tranquillity. I do not think that the pursuit of knowl-
- edge is an exception to this rule. If the study to which you ap-
- ply yourself has a tendency to weaken your affections, and to
- destroy your taste for those simple pleasures in which no al
- loy can possibly mix, then that study is certainly unlawful,
- that is to say, not befitting the human mind. If this rule were
- always observed; if no man allowed any pursuit whatsoever to
- interfere with the tranquillity of his domestic affections,
- Greece had not been enslaved; Caesar would have spared his
- country; America would have been discovered more gradu-
- ally; and the empires of Mexico and Peru had not been de-
- stroyed.
- But I forget that I am moralizing in the most interesting
- part of my tale; and your looks remind me to proceed.
- My father made no reproach in his letters; and only took
- notice of my silence by inquiring into my occupations more
- particularly than before. Winter, spring, and summer, passed
- away during my labours; but I did not watch the blossom or
- the expanding leaves sights which before always yielded me
- supreme delight, so deeply was I engrossed in my occupation.
- The leaves of that year had withered before my work drew
- near to a close; and now every day shewed me more plainly
- how well I had succeeded. But my enthusiasm was checked
- by my anxiety, and I appeared rather like one doomed by
- slavery to toil in the mines, or any other unwholesome trade,
- than an artist occupied by his favourite employment. Every
- night I was oppressed by a slow fever, and I became nervous
- to a most painful degree; a disease that I regretted the more
- because I had hitherto enjoyed most excellent health, and
- had always boasted of the firmness of my nerves. But I be-
- lieved that exercise and amusement would soon drive away
- such symptoms; and I promised myself both of these, when
- my creation should be complete.
- CHAPTER IV.
-
- It was on a dreary night of November, that I beheld the ac-
- complishment of my toils. With an anxiety that almost
- amounted to agony, I collected the instruments of life
- around me, that I might infuse a spark of being into the life-
- less thing that lay at my feet. It was already one in the morn-
- ing; the rain pattered dismally against the panes, and my
- candle was nearly burnt out, when, by the glimmer of the
- half-extinguished light, I saw the dull yellow eye of the crea-
- ture open; it breathed hard, and a convulsive motion agitated
- its limbs.
- How can I describe my emotions at this catastrophe, or
- how delineate the wretch whom with such infinite pains and
- care I had endeavoured to form? His limbs were in propor-
- tion, and I had selected his features as beautiful. Beautiful!-
- Great God! His yellow skin scarcely covered the work of mus-
- cles and arteries beneath; his hair was of a lustrous black, and
- flowing; his teeth of a pearly whiteness; but these luxuriances
- only formed a more horrid contrast with his watery eyes, that
- seemed almost of the same colour as the dun white sockets in
- which they were set, his shrivelled complexion, and straight
- black lips.
- The different accidents of life are not so changeable as the
- feelings of human nature. I had worked hard for nearly two
- years, for the sole purpose of infusing life into an inanimate
- body. For this I had deprived myself of rest and health. I had
- desired it with an ardour that far exceeded moderation; but
- now that I had finished, the beauty of the dream vanished,
- and breathless horror and disgust filled my heart. Unable to
- endure the aspect of the being I had created, I rushed out of
- the room, and continued a long time traversing my bed-
- chamber, unable to compose my mind to sleep. At length las-
- situde succeeded to the tumult I had before endured; and I
- threw myself on the bed in my clothes, endeavouring to seek
- a few moments of forgetfulness. But it was in vain: I slept in-
- deed, but I was disturbed by the wildest dreams. I thought I
- saw Elizabeth, in the bloom of health, walking in the streets
- of Ingolstadt. Delighted and surprised, I embraced her; but
- as I imprinted the first kiss on her lips, they became livid with
- the hue of death; her features appeared to change, and I
- thought that I held the corpse of my dead mother in my
- arms; a shroud enveloped her form, and I saw the grave-
- worms crawling in the folds of the flannel. I started from my
- sleep with horror; a cold dew covered my forehead, my teeth
- chattered, and every limb became convulsed; when, by the
- dim and yellow light of the moon, as it forced its way through
- the window-shutters, I beheld the wretch - the miserable
- monster whom I had created. He held up the curtain of the
- bed; and his eyes, if eyes they may be called, were fixed on
- me. His jaws opened, and he muttered some inarticulate
- sounds, while a grin wrinkled his cheeks. He might have spo-
- ken, but I did not hear; one hand was stretched out, seem-
- ingly to detain me, but I escaped, and rushed down stairs. I
- took refuge in the court-yard belonging to the house which I
- inhabited; where I remained during the rest of the night,
- walking up and down in the greatest agitation, listening atten-
- tively, catching and fearing each sound as if it were to an-
- nounce the approach of the demoniacal corpse to which I
- had so miserably given life.
- Oh! no mortal could support the horror of that counte-
- nance. A mummy again endued with animation could not be
- so hideous as that wretch. I had gazed on him while unfin-
- ished; he was ugly then; but when those muscles and joints
- were rendered capable of motion, it became a thing such as
- even Dante could not have conceived.
- I passed the night wretchedly. Sometimes my pulse beat so
- quickly and hardly, that I felt the palpitation of every artery;
- at others, I nearly sank to the ground through languor and
- extreme weakness. Mingled with this horror, I felt the bitter-
- ness of disappointment: dreams that had been my food and
- pleasant rest for so long a space, were now become a hell to
- me; and the change was so rapid, the overthrow so complete!
- Morning, dismal and wet, at length dawned, and discov-
- ered to my sleepless and aching eyes the church of Ingol-
- stadt, its white steeple and clock, which indicated the sixth
- hour. The porter opened the gates of the court, which had
- that night been my asylum, and I issued into the streets, pac-
- ing them with quick steps, as if I sought to avoid the wretch
- whom I feared every turning of the street would present to
- my view. I did not dare return to the apartment which I in-
- habited, but felt impelled to hurry on, although wetted by the
- rain, which poured from a black and comfortless sky.
- I continued walking in this manner for some time, endeav-
- ouring, by bodily exercise, to ease the load that weighed
- upon my mind. I traversed the streets, without any clear con-
- ception of where I was, or what I was doing. My heart palpi-
- tated in the sickness of fear; and I hurried on with irregular
- steps, not daring to look about me:
-
- Like one who, on a lonely road,
- Doth walk in fear and dread,
- And, having once turn'd round, walks on,
- And turns no more his head;
- Because he knows a frightful fiend
- Doth close behind him tread.
-
- Continuing thus, I came at length opposite to the inn at
- which the various diligences and carriages usually stopped.
- Here I paused, I knew not why; but I remained some minutes
- with my eyes fixed on a coach that was coming towards me
- from the other end of the street. As it drew nearer, I ob-
- served that it was the Swiss diligence: it stopped just where I
- was standing; and, on the door being opened, I perceived
- Henry Clerval, who, on seeing me, instantly sprung out. ~My
- dear Frankenstein," exclaimed he, "how glad I am to see you!
- how fortunate that you should be here at the very moment of
- my alighting!"
- Nothing could equal my delight on seeing Clerval; his
- presence brought back to my thoughts my father, Elizabeth,
- and all those scenes of home so dear to my recollection. I
- grasped his hand, and in a moment forgot my horror and
- misfortune; I felt suddenly, and for the first time during
- many months, calm and serene joy. I welcomed my friend,
- therefore, in the most cordial manner, and we walked to-
- wards my college. Clerval continued talking for some time
- about our mutual friends, and his own good fortune in being
- permitted to come to Ingolstadt. "You may easily believe,"
- said he, "how great was the difficulty to persuade my father
- that it was not absolutely necessary for a merchant not to un-
- derstand any thing except book-keeping; and, indeed, I be-
- lieve I left him incredulous to the last, for his constant answer
- to my unwearied entreaties was the same as that of the Dutch
- school-master in the Vicar of Wakefield: 'I have ten thousand
- florins a year without Greek, I eat heartily without Greek.'
- But his affection for me at length overcame his dislike of
- learning, and he has permitted me to undertake a voyage of
- discovery to the land of knowledge."
- "It gives me the greatest delight to see you; but tell me
- how you left my father, brothers, and Elizabeth."
- "Very well, and very happy, only a little uneasy that they
- hear from you so seldom. By the bye, I mean to lecture you a
- little upon their account myself. - But, my dear Franken-
- stein," continued he, stopping short, and gazing full in my
- face, "I did not before remark how very ill you appear; so
- thin and pale; you look as if you had been watching for sev-
- eral nights."
- "You have guessed right; I have lately been so deeply en-
- gaged in one occupation, that I have not allowed myself suffi-
- cient rest, as you see: but I hope, I sincerely hope, that all
- these employments are now at an end, and that I am at
- length free."
- I trembled excessively; I could not endure to think of, and
- far less to allude to the occurrences of the preceding night. I
- walked with a quick pace, and we soon arrived at my college.
- I then reflected, and the thought made me shiver, that the
- creature whom I had left in my apartment might still be
- there, alive, and walking about. I dreaded to behold this mon-
- ster; but I feared still more that Henry should see him. En-
- treating him therefore to remain a few minutes at the bottom
- of the stairs, I darted up towards my own room. My hand was
- already on the lock of the door before I recollected myself. I
- then paused; and a cold shivering came over me. I threw the
- door forcibly open, as children are accustomed to do when
- they expect a spectre to stand in waiting for them on the
- other side; but nothing appeared. I stepped fearfully in: the
- apartment was empty; and my bedroom was also freed from
- its hideous guest. I could hardly believe that so great a good-
- fortune could have befallen me; but when I became assured
- that my enemy had indeed fled, I clapped my hands for joy,
- and ran down to Clerval.
- We ascended into my room, and the servant presently
- brought breakfast; but I was unable to contain myself. It was
- not joy only that possessed me; I felt my flesh tingle with ex-
- cess of sensitiveness, and my pulse beat rapidly. I was unable
- to remain for a single instant in the same place; I jumped
- over the chairs, clapped my hands, and laughed aloud. Cler-
- val at first attributed my unusual spirits to joy on his arrival;
- but when he obserwed me more attentively, he saw a wildness
- in my eyes for which he could not account; and my loud, un-
- restrained, heartless laughter, frightened and astonished him.
- "My dear Victor,~ cried he, awhat, for God's sake, is the
- matter? Do not laugh in that manner. How ill you are! What
- is the cause of all this?"
- "Do not ask me," cried I, putting my hands before my
- eyes, for I thought I saw the dreaded spectre glide into the
- room; "he can tell. Oh, save me! save me!" I imagined that
- the monster seized me; I struggled furiously, and fell down in
- a fit.
- Poor Clerval! what must have been his feelings? A meet-
- ing, which he anticipated with such joy, so strangely turned
- to bitterness. But I was not the witness of his grief; for I was
- lifeless, and did not recover my senses for a long, long time.
- This was the commencement of a nervous fever, which
- confined me for several months. During all that time Henry
- was my only nurse~ I afterwards learned that, knowing my fa-
- ther's advanced age, and unfitness for so long a journey, and
- how wretched my sickness would make Elizabeth, he spared
- them this grief by concealing the extent of my disorder. He
- knew that I could not have a more kind and attentive nurse
- than himself; and, firm in the hope he felt of my recovery, he
- did not doubt that, instead of doing harm, he performed the
- kindest action that he could towards them.
- But I was in reality very ill; and surely nothing but the un-
- bounded and unremitting attentions of my friend could have
- restored me to life. The form of the monster on whom I had
- bestowed existence was for ever before my eyes, and I raved
- incessantly concerning him. Doubtless my words surprised
- Henry: he at first believed them to be the wanderings of my
- disturbed imagination; but the pertinacity with which I con-
- tinually recurred to the same subject persuaded him that my
- disorder indeed owed its origin to some uncommon and ter-
- rible event.
- By very slow degrees, and with frequent relapses, that
- alarmed and grieved my friend, I recovered. I remember the
- first time I became capable of observing outward objects with
- any kind of pleasure, I perceived that the fallen leaves had
- disappeared, and that the young buds were shooting forth
- from the trees that shaded my window. It was a divine spring;
- and the season contributed greatly to my convalescence. I felt
- also sentiments of joy and affection revive in my bosom; my
- gloom disappeared, and in a short time I became as cheerful
- as before I was attacked by the fatal passion.
- "Dearest Clerval," exclaimed I, Uhow kind, how very good
- you are to me. This whole winter, instead of being spent in
- study, as you promised yourself, has been consumed in my
- sick room. How shall I ever repay you? I feel the greatest re-
- morse for the disappointment of which I have been the occa-
- sion; but you will forgive me."
- "You will repay me entirely, if you do not discompose
- yourself, but get well as fast as you can; and since you appear
- in such good spirits, I may speak to you on one subject, may I
- not?"
- I trembled. One subject! what could it be? Could he allude
- to an object on whom I dared not even think?
- "Compose yourself," said Clerval, who observed my
- change of colour, "I will not mention it, if it agitates you; but
- your father and cousin would be very happy if they received a
- letter from you in your own hand-writing. They hardly know
- how ill you have been, and are uneasy at your long silence."
- "Is that all? my dear Henry. How could you suppose that
- my first thought would not fly towards those dear, dear
- friends whom I love, and who are so deserving of my love."
- "If this is your present temper, my friend, you will perhaps
- be glad to see a letter that has been Iying here some days for
- you: it is from your cousin, I believe."
- CHAPTER V.
-
- CLERVAL then put the following letter into my hands.
-
-
- To V. FRANKENSTEIN.
-
- MY DEAR COUSIN,
- "I cannot describe to you the uneasiness we have all felt
- concerning your health. We cannot help imagining that your
- friend Clerval conceals the extent of your disorder: for it is
- now several months since we have seen your hand-writing;
- and all this time you have been obliged to dictate your letters
- to Henry. Surely, Victor, you must have been exceedingly ill;
- and this makes us all very wretched, as much so nearly as af-
- ter the death of your dear mother. My uncle was almost per-
- suaded that you were indeed dangerously ill, and could
- hardly be restrained from undertaking a journey to Ingol-
- stadt. Clerval always writes that you are getting better; I
- eagerly hope that you will confirm this intelligence soon in
- your own hand-writing; for indeed, indeed, Victor, we are all
- very miserable on this account. Relieve us from this fear, and
- we shall be the happiest creatures in the world. Your father's
- health is now so vigorous, that he appears ten years younger
- since last winter. Ernest also is so much improved, that you
- would hardly know him: he is now nearly sixteen, and has
- lost that sickly appearance which he had some years ago; he
- is grown quite robust and active.
- ''My uncle and I conversed a long time last night about
- what profession Ernest should follow. His constant illness
- when young has deprived him of the habits of application;
- and now that he enjoys good health, he is continually in the
- open air, climbing the hills, or rowing on the lake. I therefore
- proposed that he should be a farmer; which you know,
- Cousin, is a favourite scheme of mine. A farmer's is a very
- healthy happy life; and the least hurtful, or rather the most
- beneficial profession of any. My uncle had an idea of his be-
- ing educated as an advocate, that through his interest he
- might become a judge. But, besides that he is not at all fitted
- for such an occupation, it is certainly more creditable to culti-
- vate the earth for the sustenance of man, than to be the con-
- fidant, and sometimes the accomplice, of his vices; which is
- the profession of a lawyer. I said, that the employments of a
- prosperous farmer, if they were not a more honourable, they
- were at least a happier species of occupation than that of a
- judge, whose misfortune it was always to meddle with the
- dark side of human nature. My uncle smiled, and said, that I
- ought to be an advocate myself, which put an end to the con-
- versation on that subject.
- "And now I must tell you a little story that will please, and
- perhaps amuse you. Do you not remember Justine Moritz?
- Probably you do not; I will relate her history, therefore, in a
- few words. Madame Moritz, her mother, was a widow with
- four children, of whomJustine was the third. This girl had al-
- ways been the favourite of her father; but, through a strange
- perversity, her mother could not endure her, and, after the
- death of M. Moritz, treated her very ill. My aunt observed
- this; and, when Justine was twelve years of age, prevailed on
- her mother to allow her to live at her house. The republican
- institutions of our country have produced simpler and hap-
- pier manners than those which prevail in the great monar-
- chies that surround it. Hence there is less distinction between
- the several classes of its inhabitants; and the lower orders be-
- ing neither so poor nor so despised, their manners are more
- refined and moral. A servant in Ceneva does not mean the
- same thing as a servant in France and England. Justine, thus
- received in our family, learned the duties of a servant; a con-
- dition which, in our fortunate country, does not include the
- idea of ignorance, and a sacrifice of the dignity of a human
- being.
- "After what I have said, I dare say you well remember the
- heroine of my little tale: for Justine was a great favourite of
- your's; and I recollect you once remarked, that if you were in
- an ill humour, one glance fromJustine could dissipate it, for
- the same reason that Ariosto gives concerning the beauty of
- Angelica - she looked so frank-hearted and happy. My aunt
- conceived a great attachment for her, by which she was in-
- duced to give her an education superior to that which she
- had at first intended. This benefit was fully repaid; Justine
- was the most grateful little creature in the world: I do not
- mean that she made any professions, I never heard one pass
- her lips; but you could see by her eyes that she almost adored
- her protectress. Although her disposition was gay, and in
- many respects inconsiderate, yet she paid the greatest atten-
- tion to every gesture of my aunt. She thought her the model
- of all excellence, and endeavoured to imitate her phraseology
- and manners, so that even now she often reminds me of her.
- "When my dearest aunt died, every one was too much oc-
- cupied in their own grief to notice poorJustine, who had at-
- tended her during her illness with the most anxious affection.
- Poor Justine was very ill; but other trials were reserved for
- her.
- "One by one, her brothers and sister died; and her
- mother, with the exception of her neglected daughter, was
- left childless. The conscience of the woman was troubled; she
- began to think that the deaths of her favourites was a judg-
- ment from heaven to chastise her partiality. She was a Roman
- Catholic; and I believe her confessor confirmed the idea
- which she had conceived. Accordingly, a few months after
- your departure for Ingolstadt, Justine was called home by her
- repentant mother. Poor girl! she wept when she quitted our
- house: she was much altered since the death of my aunt; grief
- had given softness and a winning mildness to her manners,
- which had before been remarkable for vivacity. Nor was her
- residence at her mother's house of a nature to restore her
- gaiety. The poor woman was very vacillating in her repen-
- tance. She sometimes begged Justine to forgive her unkind-
- ness, but much oftener accused her of having caused the
- deaths of her brothers and sister. Perpetual fretting at length
- threw Madame Moritz into a decline, which at first increased
- her irritability, but she is now at peace for ever. She died on
- the first approach of cold weather, at the beginning of this
- last winter. Justine has returned to us; and I assure you I love
- her tenderly. She is very clever and gentle, and extremely
- pretty; as I mentioned before, her mien and her expressions
- continually remind me of my dear aunt.
- "I must say also a few words to you, my dear cousin, of lit-
- tle darling William. I wish you could see him; he is very tall of
- his age, with sweet laughing blue eyes, dark eye-lashes, and
- curling hair. When he smiles, two little dimples appear on
- each cheek, which are rosy with health. He has already had
- one or two little wives, but Louisa Biron is his favourite, a
- pretty little girl of five years of age.
- "Now, dear Victor, I dare say you wish to be indulged in a
- little gossip concerning the good people of Geneva. The
- pretty Miss Mansfield has already received the congratulatory
- visits on her approaching marriage with a young Englishman,
- John Melbourne, Esq. Her ugly sister, Manon, married M.
- Duvillard, the rich banker, last autumn. Your favourite
- schoolfellow, Louis Manoir, has suffered several misfortunes
- since the departure of Clerval from Geneva. But he has al-
- ready recovered his spirits, and is reported to be on the point
- of marrying a very lively pretty Frenchwoman, Madame Tav-
- ernier. She is a widow, and much older than Manoir; but she
- is very much admired, and a favourite with every body.
- "I have written myself into good spirits, dear cousin; yet I
- cannot conclude without again anxiously inquiring concern-
- ing your health. Dear Victor, if you are not very ill, write
- yourself, and make you father and all of us happy; or I
- cannot bear to think of the other side of the question; my
- tears already flow. Adieu, my dearest cousin.
- ELIZABETH LAVENZA.
-
- "Geneva, March 18th, 17-."
-
- "Dear, dear Elizabeth!" I exclaimed when I had read her
- letter, "I will write instantly, and relieve them from the anxi-
- ety they must feel." I wrote, and this exertion greatly fatigued
- me; but my convalescence had commenced, and proceeded
- regularly. In another fortnight I was able to leave my cham-
- ber.
- One of my first duties on my recovery was to introduce
- Clerval to the several professors of the university. In doing
- this, I underwent a kind of rough usage, ill befitting the
- wounds that my mind had sustained. Ever since the fatal
- night, the end of my labours, and the beginning of my mis-
- fortunes, I had conceived a violent antipathy even to the
- name of natural philosophy. When I was otherwise quite re-
- stored to health, the sight of a chemical instrument would re-
- new all the agony of my nervous symptoms. Henry saw this,
- and had removed all my apparatus from my view. He had
- also changed my apartment; for he perceived that I had ac-
- quired a dislike for the room which had previously been my
- laboratory. But these cares of Clerval were made of no avail
- when I visited the professors. M. Waldman inflicted torture
- when he praised, with kindness and warmth, the astonishing
- progress I had made in the sciences. He soon perceived that I
- disliked the subject; but, not guessing the real cause, he at-
- tributed my feelings to modesty, and changed the subject
- from my improvement to the science itself, with a desire, as I
- evidently saw, of drawing me out. What could I do? He
- meant to please, and he tormented me. I felt as if he had
- placed carefully, one by one, in my view those instruments
- which were to be afterwards used in putting me to a slow and
- cruel death. I writhed under his words, yet dared not exhibit
- the pain I felt. Clerval, whose eyes and feelings were always
- quick in discerning the sensations of others, declined the sub-
- ject, alleging, in excuse, his total ignorance; and the conversa-
- tion took a more general turn. I thanked my friend from my
- heart, but I did not speak. I saw plainly that he was surprised,
- but he never attempted to draw my secret from me; and al-
- though I loved him with a mixture of affection and reverence
- that knew no bounds, yet I could never persuade myself to
- confide to him that event which was so often present to my
- recollection, but which I feared the detail to another would
- only impress more deeply.
- M. Krempe was not equally docile; and in my condition at
- that time, of almost insupportable sensitiveness, his harsh
- blunt encomiums gave me even more pain than the benevo-
- lent approbation of M. Waldman. "D - n the fellow!" cried he;
- "why, M. Clerval, I assure you he has outstript us all. Aye,
- stare if you please; but it is nevertheless true. A youngster
- who, but a few years ago, believed Cornelius Agrippa as
- firmly as the gospel, has now set himself at the head of the
- university; and if he is not soon pulled down, we shall all be
- out of countenance. - Aye, aye," continued he, observing my
- face expressive of suffering, "M. Frankenstein is modest; an
- excellent quality in a young man. Young men should be diffi-
- dent of themselves, you know, M. Clerval; I was myself when
- young: but that wears out in a very short time."
- M. Krempe had now commenced an eulogy on himself,
- which happily turned the conversation from a subject that
- was so annoying to me.
- Clerval was no natural philosopher. His imagination was
- too vivid for the minutiae of science. Languages were his
- principle study; and he sought, by acquiring their elements,
- to open a field for self-instruction on his return to Geneva.
- Persian, Arabic, and Hebrew, gained his attention, after he
- had made himself perfectly master of Greek and Latin. For
- my own part, idleness had ever been irksome to me; and now
- that I wished to fly from reflection, and hated my former
- studies, I felt great relief in being the fellow-pupil with my
- friend, and found not only instruction but consolation in the
- works of the orientalists. Their melancholy is soothing, and
- their joy elevating to a degree I never experienced in study-
- ing the authors of any other country. When you read their
- writings, life appears to consist in a warm sun and garden of
- roses, in the smiles and frowns of a fair enemy, and the fire
- that consumes your own heart. How different from the
- manly and heroical poetry of Greece and Rome.
- Summer passed away in these occupations, and my return
- to Geneva was fixed for the latter end of autumn; but being
- delayed by several accidents, winter and snow arrived, the
- roads were deemed impassable, and my journey was retarded
- until the ensuing spring. I felt this delay very bitterly; for I
- longed to see my native town, and my beloved friends. My re-
- turn had only been delayed so long from an unwillingness to
- leave Clerval in a strange place, before he had become ac-
- quainted with any of its inhabitants. The winter, however,
- was spent cheerfully; and although the spring was uncom-
- monly late, when it came, its beauty compensated for its dila-
- toriness.
- The month of May had already commenced, and I ex-
- pected the letter daily which was to fix the date of my depar-
- ture, when Henry proposed a pedestrian tour in the environs
- of Ingolstadt that I might bid a personal farewell to the coun-
- try I had so long inhabited. I acceded with pleasure to this
- proposition: I was fond of exercise, and Clerval had always
- been my favourite companion in the rambles of this nature
- that I had taken among the scenes of my native country.
- We passed a fortnight in these perambulations: my health
- and spirits had long been restored, and they gained addi-
- tional strength from the salubrious air I breathed, the natural
- incidents of our progress, and the conversation of my friend.
- Study had before secluded me from the intercourse of my fel-
- low-creatures, and rendered me unsocial; but Clerval called
- forth the better feelings of my heart; he again taught me to
- love the aspect of nature, and the cheerful faces of children.
- Excellent friend! how sincerely did you love me, and endeav-
- our to elevate my mind, until it was on a level with your own.
- A selfish pursuit had cramped and narrowed me, until your
- gentleness and affection warmed and opened my senses; I be-
- came the same happy creature who, a few years ago, loving
- and beloved by all, had no sorrow or care. When happy, in-
- animate nature had the power of bestowing on me the most
- delightful sensations. A serene sky and verdant fields filled
- me with ecstasy. The present season was indeed divine; the
- flowers of spring bloomed in the hedges, while those of sum-
- mer were already in bud: I was undisturbed by thoughts
- which during the preceding year had pressed upon me, not-
- withstanding my endeavours to throw them off, with an invin-
- cible burden.
- Henry rejoiced in my gaiety, and sincerely sympathized in
- my feelings: he exerted himself to amuse me, while he ex-
- pressed the sensations that filled his soul. The resources of
- his mind on this occasion were truly astonishing: his conver-
- sation was full of imagination; and very often, in imitation of
- the Persian and Arabic writers, he invented tales of wonder-
- ful fancy and passion. At other times he repeated my favour-
- ite poems, or drew me out into arguments, which he sup-
- ported with great ingenuity.
- We returned to our college on a Sunday afternoon: the
- peasants were dancing, and every one we met appeared gay
- and happy. My own spirits were high, and I bounded along
- with feelings of unbridled joy and hilarity.
- CHAPTER VI
-
- On my return, I found the following letter from my father: -
-
- "To V. FRANKENSTEIN.
-
- "MY DEAR VICTOR,
- "You have probably waited impatiently for a letter to fix
- the date of your return to us; and I was at first tempted to
- write only a few lines, merely mentioning the day on which I
- should expect you. But that would be a cruel kindness, and I
- dare not do it. What would be your surprise, my son, when
- you expected a happy and gay welcome, to behold, on the
- contrary, tears and wretchedness? And how, Victor, can I re-
- late our misfortune? Absence cannot have rendered you cal-
- lous to our joys and griefs; and how shall I inflict pain on an
- absent child? I wish to prepare you for the woeful news, but I
- know it is impossible; even now your eye skims over the page,
- to seek the words which are to convey to you the horrible tid-
- ings.
- "William is dead! - that sweet child, whose smiles de-
- lighted and warmed my heart, who was so gentle, yet so gay!
- Victor, he is murdered!
- "I will not attempt to console you; but will simply relate
- the circumstances of the transaction.
- "Last Thursday (May 7th) I, my niece, and your two broth-
- ers, went to walk in Plainpalais. The evening was warm and
- serene, and we prolonged our walk farther than usual. It was
- already dusk before we thought of returning; and then we
- discovered that William and Ernest, who had gone on before,
- were not to be found. We accordingly rested on a seat until
- they should return. Presently Ernest came, and inquired if we
- had seen his brother: he said, that they had been playing to-
- gether, that William had run away to hide himself, and that
- he vainly sought for him, and afterwards waited for him a
- long time, but that he did not return.
- "This account rather alarmed us, and we continued to
- search for him until night fell, when Elizabeth conjectured
- that he might have returned to the house. He was not there.
- We returned again, with torches; for I could not rest, when I
- thought that my sweet boy had lost himself, and was exposed
- to all the damps and dews of night: Elizabeth also suffered ex-
- treme anguish. About five in the morning I discovered my
- lovely boy, whom the night before I had seen blooming and
- active in health, stretched on the grass livid and motionless:
- the print of the murderer's finger was on his neck.
- "He was conveyed home, and the anguish that was visible
- in my countenance betrayed the secret to Elizabeth. She was
- very earnest to see the corpse. At first I attempted to prevent
- her; but she persisted, and entering the room where it lay,
- hastily examined the neck of the victim, and dasping her
- hands exclaimed, 'O God! I have murdered my darling in-
- fant!'
- "She fainted, and was restored with extreme difficulty.
- When she again lived, it was only to weep and sigh. She told
- me, that that same evening William had teazed her to let him
- wear a very valuable miniature that she possessed of your
- mother. This picture is gone, and was doubtless the tempta-
- tion which urged the murderer to the deed. We have no
- trace of him at present, although our exertions to discover
- him are unremitted; but they will not restore my beloved Wil-
- liam.
- "Come, dearest Victor; you alone can console Elizabeth.
- She weeps continually, and accuses herself unjustly as the
- cause of his death; her words pierce my heart. We are all un-
- happy; but will not that be an additional motive for you, my
- son, to return and be our comforter? Your dear mother!
- Alas, Victor! I now say, Thank God she did not live to witness
- the cruel, miserable death of her youngest darling!
- "Come, Victor; not brooding thoughts of vengeance
- against the assassin, but with feelings of peace and gentle-
- ness, that will heal, instead of festering the wounds of our
- minds. Enter the house of mourning, my friend, but with
- kindness and affection for those who love you, and not with
- hatred for your enemies.
- "Your affectionate and afflicted father,
-
- ALPHONSE FRANKENSTEIN.
-
- "Geneva, May 12th, 17-."
-
- Clerval, who had watched my countenance as I read this
- letter, was surprised to observe the despair that succeeded to
- the joy I at first expressed on receiving news from my friends.
- I threw the letter on the table, and covered my face with my
- hands.
- "My dear Frankenstein," exclaimed Henry, when he per-
- ceived me weep with bitterness, "are you always to be un-
- happy? My dear friend, what has happened?"
- I motioned to him to take up the letter, while I walked up
- and down the room in the extremest agitation. Tears also
- gushed from the eyes of Clerval, as he read the account of
- my misfortune.
- "I can offer you no consolation, my friend," said he; "your
- disaster is irreparable. What do you intend to do?~
- "To go instantly to Geneva: come with me, Henry, to or-
- der the horses."
- During our walk, Clerval endeavoured to raise my spirits.
- He did not do this by common topics of consolation, but by
- exhibiting the truest sympathy. "Poor William!" said he, "that
- dear child; he now sleeps with his angel mother. His friends
- mourn and weep, but he is at rest: he does not now feel the
- murderer's grasp; a sod covers his gentle form, and he knows
- no pain. He can no longer be a fit subject for pity; the survi-
- vors are the greatest sufferers, and for them time is the only
- consolation. Those maxims of the Stoics, that death was no
- evil, and that the mind of man ought to be superior to de-
- spair on the eternal absence of a beloved object, ought not to
- be urged. Even Cato wept over the dead body of his
- brother."
- Clerval spoke thus as we hurried through the streets; the
- words impressed themselves on my mind, and I remembered
- them afterwards in solitude. But now, as soon as the horses
- arrived, I hurried into a cabriole, and bade farewell to my
- friend.
- My journey was very melancholy. At first I wished to hurry
- on, for I longed to console and sympathize with my loved
- and sorrowing friends; but when I drew near my native town,
- I slackened my progress. I could hardly sustain the multitude
- of feelings that crowded into my mind. I passed through
- scenes familiar to my youth, but which I had not seen for
- nearly six years. How altered every thing might be during
- that time? One sudden and desolating change had taken
- place; but a thousand little circumstances might have by de-
- grees worked other alterations, which, although they were
- done more tranquilly, might not be the less decisive. Fear
- overcame me; I dared not advance, dreading a thousand
- nameless evils that made me tremble, although I was unable
- to define them.
- I remained two days at Lausanne, in this painful state of
- mind. I contemplated the lake: the waters were placid; all
- around was calm, and the snowy mountains, athe palaces of
- nature," were not changed. By degrees the calm and heav-
- enly scene restored me, and I continued my journey towards
- Geneva.
- The road ran by the side of the lake, which became nar-
- rower as I approached my native town. I discovered more dis-
- tinctly the black sides of Jura, and the bright summit of Mont
- Blanc; I wept like a child: "Dear mountains! my own beautiful
- lake! how do you welcome your wanderer? Your summits are
- clear; the sky and lake are blue and placid. Is this to prognos-
- ticate peace, or to mock at my unhappiness?"
- I fear, my friend, that I shall render myself tedious by
- dwelling on these preliminary circumstances; but they were
- days of comparative happiness, and I think of them with
- pleasure. My country, my beloved country! who but a native
- can tell the delight I took in again beholding thy streams, thy
- mountains, and, more than all, thy lovely lake.
- Yet, as I drew nearer home, grief and fear again overcame
- me. Night also closed around; and when I could hardly see
- the dark mountains, I felt still more gloomily. The picture ap-
- peared a vast and dim scene of evil, and I foresaw obscurely
- that I was destined to become the most wretched of human
- beings. Alas! I prophesied truly, and failed only in one single
- circumstance, that in all the misery I imagined and dreaded, I
- did not conceive the hundredth part of the anguish I was des-
- tined to endure.
- It was completely dark when I arrived in the environs of
- Geneva; the gates of the town were already shut; and I was
- obliged to pass the night at Secheron, a village half a league
- to the east of the city. The sky was serene; and, as I was un-
- able to rest, I resolved to visit the spot where my poor Wil-
- liam had been murdered. As I could not pass through the
- town, I was obliged to cross the lake in a boat to arrive at
- Plainpalais. During this short voyage I saw the lightnings play-
- ing on the summit of Mont Blanc in the most beautiful fig-
- ures. The storm appeared to approach rapidly; and, on land-
- ing, I ascended a low hill, that I might observe its progress. It
- advanced; the heavens were clouded, and I soon felt the rain
- coming slowly in large drops, but its violence quickly in-
- creased.
- I quitted my seat, and walked on, although the darkness
- and storm increased every minute, and the thunder burst
- with a terrific crash over my head. It was echoed from Saleve,
- the Juras, and the Alps of Savoy; vivid flashes of lightning
- dazzled my eyes, illuminating the lake, making it appear like
- a vast sheet of fire; then for an instant every thing seemed of
- a pitchy darkness, until the eye recovered itself from the pre-
- ceding flash. The storm, as is often the case in Switzerland,
- appeared at once in various parts of the heavens. The most
- violent storm hung exactly north of the town, over that part
- of the lake which lies between the promontory of Belrive and
- the village of Copet. Another storm enlighted Jura with faint
- flashes; and another darkened and sometimes disclosed the
- Mole, a peaked mountain to the east of the lake.
- While I watched the storm, so beautiful yet terrific, I wan-
- dered on with a hasty step. This noble war in the sky elevated
- my spirits; I clasped my hands, and exclaimed aloud, "Wil-
- liam, dear angel! this is thy funeral, this thy dirge!" As I said
- these words, I perceived in the gloom a figure which stole
- from behind a clump of trees near me; I stood fixed, gazing
- intently: I could not be mistaken. A flash of lightning illumi-
- nated the object, and discovered its shape plainly to me; its
- gigantic stature, and the deformity of its aspect, more hide-
- ous than belongs to humanity, instantly informed me that it
- was the wretch, the filthy daemon to whom I had given life.
- What did he there? Could he be (I shuddered at the concep-
- tion) the murderer of my brother? No sooner did that idea
- cross my imagination, than I became convinced of its truth;
- my teeth chattered, and I was forced to lean against a tree for
- support. The figure passed me quickly, and I lost it in the
- gloom. Nothing in human shape could have destroyed that
- fair child. He was the murderer! I could not doubt it. The
- mere presence of the idea was an irresistible proof of the
- fact. I thought of pursuing the devil; but it would have been
- in vain, for another flash discovered him to me hanging
- among the rocks of the nearly perpendicular ascent of Mont
- Saleve, a hill that bounds Plainpalais on the south. He soon
- reached the summit, and disappeared.
- I remained motionless. The thunder ceased; but the rain
- still continued, and the scene was enveloped in an impenetra-
- ble darkness. I revolved in my mind the events which I had
- until now sought to forget: the whole train of my progress to-
- wards the creation; the appearance of the work of my own
- hands alive at my bed side; its departure. Two years had now
- nearly elapsed since the night on which he first received life;
- and was this his first crime? Alas! I had turned loose into the
- world a depraved wretch, whose delight was in carnage and
- misery; had he not murdered my brother?
- No one can conceive the anguish I suffered during the re-
- mainder of the night, which I spent, cold and wet, in the
- open air. But I did not feel the inconvenience of the weather;
- my imagination was busy in scenes of evil and despair. I con-
- sidered the being whom I had cast among mankind, and en-
- dowed with the will and power to effect purposes of horror,
- such as the deed which he had now done, nearly in the light
- of my own vampire, my own spirit let loose from the grave,
- and forced to destroy all that was dear to me.
- Day dawned; and I directed my steps towards the town.
- The gates were open; and I hastened to my father's house.
- My first thought was to discover what I knew of the mur-
- derer, and cause instant pursuit to be made. But I paused
- when I reflected on the story that I had to tell. A being whom
- I myself had formed, and endued with life, had met me at
- midnight among the precipices of an inaccessible mountain. I
- remembered also the nervous fever with which I had been
- seized just at the time that I dated my creation, and which
- would give an air of delirium to a tale otherwise so utterly im-
- probable. I well knew that if any other had communicated
- such a relation to me, I should have looked upon it as the
- ravings of insanity. Besides, the strange nature of the animal
- would elude all pursuit, even if I were so far credited as to
- persuade my relatives to commence it. Besides, of what use
- would be pursuit? Who could arrest a creature capable of
- scaling the overhanging sides of Mont Saleve? These reflec-
- tions determined me, and I resolved to remain silent.
- It was about five in the morning when I entered my fa-
- ther's house. I told the servants not to disturb the family, and
- went into the library to attend their usual hour of rising.
- Six years had elapsed, passed as a dream but for one indel
- ible trace, and I stood in the same place where I had last em-
- braced my father before my departure for Ingolstadt. Be-
- loved and respectable parent! He still remained to me. I
- gazed on the picture of my mother, which stood over the
- mantle-piece. It was an historical subject, painted at my fa-
- ther's desire, and represented Caroline Beaufort in an agony
- of despair, kneeling by the coffin of her dead father. Her
- garb was rustic, and her cheek pale; but there was an air of
- dignity and beauty, that hardly permitted the sentiment of
- pity. Below this picture was a miniature of William; and my
- tears flowed when I looked upon it. While I was thus en-
- gaged, Ernest entered: he had heard me arrive, and hastened
- to welcome me. He expressed a sorrowful delight to see me:
- "Welcome, my dearest Victor," said he. "Ah! I wish you had
- come three months ago, and then you would have found us
- all joyous and delighted. But we are now unhappy; and, I am
- afraid, tears instead of smiles will be your welcome. Our fa-
- ther looks so sorrowful: this dreadful event seems to have re-
- vived in his mind his grief on the death of Mamma. Poor
- Eli~abeth also is quite inconsolable." Ernest began to weep as
- he said these words.
- "Do not," said I, "welcome me thus; try to be more calm,
- that I may not be absolutely miserable the moment I enter
- my father's house after so long an absence. But, tell me, how
- does my father support his misfortunes? and how is my poor
- Elizabeth?"
- "She indeed requires consolation; she accused herself of
- having caused the death of my brother, and that made her
- very wretched. But since the murderer has been discovered "
- "The murderer discovered! Good God! how can that be?
- who could attempt to pursue him? It is impossible; one might
- as well try to overtake the winds, or confine a mountain-
- stream with a straw."
- "I do not know what you mean; but we were all very un-
- happy when she was discovered. No one would believe it at
- first; and even now Elizabeth will not be convinced, notwith
- standing all the evidence. Indeed, who would credit that
- Justine Moritz, who was so amiable, and fond of all the fam-
- ily, could all at once become so extremely wicked?"
- "Justine Moritz! Poor, poor girl, is she the accused? But it
- is wrongfully; every one knows that; no one believes it, surely,
- Ernest?"
- "No one did at first; but several circumstances came out,
- that have almost forced conviction upon us: and her own be-
- haviour has been so confused, as to add to the evidence of
- facts a weight that, I fear, leaves no hope for doubt. But she
- will be tried to day, and you will then hear all."
- He related that, the morning on which the murder of poor
- William had been discovered, Justine had been taken ill, and
- confined to her bed; and, after several days, one of the ser-
- vants, happening to examine the apparel she had worn on
- the night of the murder, had discovered in her pocket the
- picture of my mother, which had been judged to be the temp-
- tation of the murderer. The servant instantly shewed it to
- one of the others, who, without saying a word to any of the
- family, went to a magistrate; and, upon their deposition,
- Justine was apprehended. On being charged with the fact, the
- poor girl confirmed the suspicion in a great measure by her
- extreme confusion of manner.
- This was a strange tale, but it did not shake my faith; and I
- replied earnestly, "You are all mistaken; I know the mur-
- derer.Justine, poor, goodJustine, is innocent."
- At that instant my father entered. I saw unhappiness
- deeply impressed on his countenance, but he endeavoured to
- welcome me cheerfully; and, after we had exchanged our
- mournful greeting, would have introduced some other topic
- than that of our disaster, had not Ernest exclaimed, "Good
- God, Papa! Victor says that he knows who was the murderer
- of poor William."
- "We do also, unfortunately," replied my father; "for in-
- deed I had rather have been forever ignorant than have dis-
- covered so much depravity and ingratitude in one I valued so
- highly."
- "My dear father, you are mistaken;Justine is innocent."
- "If she is, God forbid that she should suffer as guilty. She
- is to be tried to-day, and I hope, I sincerely hope, that she will
- be acquitted."
- This speech calmed me. I was firmly convinced in my own
- mind that Justine, and indeed every human being, was guilt-
- less of this murder. I had no fear, therefore, that any circum-
- stantial evidence could be brought forward strong enough to
- convict her; and, in this assurance, I calmed myself, expecting
- the trial with eagerness, but without prognosticating an evil
- result.
- We were soon joined by Elizabeth. Time had made great
- alterations in her form since I had last beheld her. Six years
- before she had been a pretty, good-humoured girl, whom
- every one loved and caressed. She was now a woman in stat-
- ure and expression of countenance, which was uncommonly
- lovely. An open and capacious forehead gave indications of a
- good understanding, joined to great frankness of disposition.
- Her eyes were hazel, and expressive of mildness, now
- through recent affliction allied to sadness. Her hair was of a
- rich dark auburn, her complexion fair, and her figure slight
- and graceful. She welcomed me with the greatest affection.
- "Your arrival, my dear cousin," said she, "fills me with hope.
- You perhaps will find some means to justify my poor guiltless
- Justine. Alas! who is safe, if she be convicted of crime? I rely
- on her innocence as certainly as I do upon my own. Our mis-
- fortune is doubly hard to us; we have not only lost that lovely
- darling boy, but this poor girl, whom I sincerely love, is to be
- torn away by even a worse fate. If she is condemned, I never
- shall know joy more. But she will not, I am sure she will not;
- and then I shall be happy again, even after the sad death of
- my little William."
- "She is innocent, my Elizabeth," said I, "and that shall be
- proved; fear nothing, but let your spirits be cheered by the
- assurance of her acquittal."
- "How kind you are! every one else believes in her guilt,
- and that made me wretched; for I knew that it was impossi-
- ble: and to see every one else prejudiced in so deadly a man-
- ner, rendered me hopeless and despairing." She wept.
- "Sweet niece," said my father, "dry your tears. If she is, as
- you believe, innocent, rely on the justice of our judges, and
- the activity with which I shall prevent the slightest shadow of
- partiality."
- CHAPTER Vll.
-
- We passed a few sad hours, until eleven o'clock, when the
- trial was to commence. My father and the rest of the family
- being obliged to attend as witnesses, I accompanied them to
- the court. During the whole of this wretched mockery of jus-
- tice, I suffered living torture. It was to be decided, whether
- the result of my curiosity and lawless devices would cause the
- death of two of my fellow-beings: one a smiling babe, full of
- innocence and joy; the other far more dreadfully murdered,
- with every aggravation of infamy that could make the murder
- memorable in horror. Justine also was a girl of merit, and
- possessed qualities which promised to render her life happy:
- now all was to be obliterated in an ignominious grave; and I
- the cause! A thousand times rather would I have confessed
- myself guilty of the crime ascribed to Justine; but I was ab-
- sent when it was committed, and such a declaration would
- have been considered as the ravings of a madman, and would
- not have exculpated her who suffered through me.
- The appearance of Justine was calm. She was dressed in
- mourning; and her countenance, always engaging, was ren-
- dered, by the solemnity of her feelings, exquisitely beautiful.
- Yet she appeared confident in innocence, and did not trem-
- ble, although gazed on and execrated by thousands; for all
- the kindness which her beauty might otherwise have excited,
- was obliterated in the minds of the spectators by the imagina-
- tion of the enormity she was supposed to have committed.
- She was tranquil, yet her tranquillity was evidently con-
- strained; and as her confusion had before been adduced as a
- proof of her guilt, she worked up her mind to an appearance
- of courage. When she entered the court, she threw her eyes
- round it, and quickly discovered where we were seated. A
- tear seemed to dim her eye when she saw us; but she quickly
- recovered herself, and a look of sorrowful affection seemed
- to attest her utter guiltlessness.
- The trial began; and after the advocate against her had
- stated the charge, several witnesses were called. Several
- strange facts combined against her, which might have stag-
- gered any one who had not such proof of her innocence as I
- had. She had been out the whole of the night on which the
- murder had been committed, and towards morning had been
- perceived by a market-woman not far from the spot where
- the body of the murdered child had been afterwards found.
- The woman asked her what she did there; but she looked
- very strangely, and only returned a confused and unin(telligi-
- ble answer. She returned to the house about eight o',clock;
- and when one inquired where she had passed the night, she
- replied, that she had been looking for the child, and de-
- manded earnestly, if any thing had been heard conc~rning
- him. When shewn the body, she fell into violent hysterics,
- and kept her bed for several days. The picture was the)n pro-
- duced, which the servant had found in her pocket; and when
- Elizabeth, in a faltering voice, proved that it was the same
- which, an hour before the child had been missed, shle had
- placed round his neck, a murmur of horror and indigmation
- filled the court.
- Justine was called on for her defence. As the trial haid pro-
- ceeded, her countenance had altered. Surprise, horror, and
- misery, were strongly expressed. Sometimes she struggled
- with her tears; but when she was desired to plead, she col-
- lected her powers, and spoke in an audible although variable
- voice:-
- "God knows," she said, "how entirely I am innocent.. But I
- do not pretend that my protestations should acquit me: I rest
- my innocence on a plain and simple explanation of the facts
- which have been adduced against me; and I hope the charac-
- ter I have always borne will incline my judges to a favourable
- interpretation, where any circumstance appears doubtful or
- suspicious."
- She then related that, by the permission of Elizabeth, she
- had passed the evening of the night on which the murder
- had been committed, at the house of an aunt at Chene, a vil-
- lage situated at about a league from Ceneva. On her return,
- at about nine o'clock, she met a man, who asked her if she
- had seen any thing of the child who was lost. She was
- alarmed by this account, and passed several hours in looking
- for him, when the gates of Geneva were shut, and she was
- forced to remain several hours of the night in a barn belong
- ing to a cottage, being unwilling to call up the inhabitants, to
- whom she was well known. Unable to rest or sleep, she quit-
- ted her asylum early, that she might again endeavour to find
- my brother. If she had gone near the spot where his body lay,
- it was without her knowledge. That she had been bewildered
- when questioned by the market-woman, was not surprising,
- since she had passed a sleepless night, and the fate of poor
- William was yet uncertain. Concerning the picture she could
- give no account.
- "I know," continued the unhappy victim, Uhow heavily and
- fatally this one circumstance weighs against me, but I have no
- power of explaining it; and when I have expressed my utter
- ignorance, I am only left to conjecture concerning the prob-
- abilities by which it might have been placed in my pocket.
- But here also I am checked. I believe that I have no enemy
- on earth, and none surely would have been so wicked as to
- destroy me wantonly. Did the murderer place it there? I
- know of no opportunity afforded him for so doing; or if I
- had, why should he have stolen the jewel, to part with it again
- so soon?
- "I commit my cause to the justice of my judges, yet I see
- no room for hope. I beg permission to have a few witnesses
- examined concerning my character; and if their testimony
- shall not overweigh my supposed guilt, I must be con-
- demned, although I would pledge my salvation on my inno-
- cence."
- Several witnesses were called, who had known her for
- many years, and they spoke well of her; but fear, and hatred
- of the crime of which they supposed her guilty, rendered
- them timorous, and unwilling to come forward. Elizabeth saw
- even this last resource, her excellent dispositions and irre-
- proachable conduct, about to fail the accused, when, al
- though violently agitated, she desired permission to address
- the court.
- "I am," said she, "the cousin of the unhappy child who was
- murdered, or rather his sister, for I was educated by and have
- lived with his parents ever since and even long before his
- birth. It may therefore be judged indecent in me to come for-
- ward on this occasion; but when I see a fellow-creature about
- to perish through the cowardice of her pretended friends, I
- wish to be allowed to speak, that I may say what I know of
- her character. I am well acquainted with the accused. I have
- lived in the same house with her, at one time for five, and at
- another for nearly two years. During all that period she ap-
- peared to me the most amiable and benevolent of human
- creatures. She nursed Madame Frankenstein, my aunt, in her
- last illness with the greatest affection and care; and after-
- wards attended her own mother during a tedious illness, in a
- manner that excited the admiration of all who knew her. Af-
- ter which she again lived in my uncle's house, where she was
- beloved by all the family. She was warmly attached to the
- child who is now dead, and acted towards him like a most af-
- fectionate mother. For my own part, I do not hesitate to say,
- that, notwithstanding all the evidence produced against her, I
- believe and rely on her perfect innocence. She had no temp-
- tation for such an action: as to the bauble on which the chief
- proof rests, if she had earnestly desired it, I should have will-
- ingly given it to her; so much do I esteem and value her."
- Excellent Elizabeth! A murmur of approbation was heard;
- but it was excited by her generous interference, and not in fa-
- vour of poor Justine, on whom the public indignation was
- turned with renewed violence, charging her with the blackest
- ingratitude. She herself wept as Elizabeth spoke, but she did
- not answer. My own agitation and anguish was extreme dur-
- ing the whole trial. I believed in her innocence; I knew it.
- Could the daemon, who had (I did not for a minute doubt)
- murdered my brother, also in his hellish sport have betrayed
- the innocent to death and ignominy. I could not sustain the
- horror of my situation; and when I perceived that the popu-
- lar voice, and the countenances of the judges, had already
- condemned my unhappy victim, I rushed out of the court in
- agony. The tortures of the accused did not equal mine; she
- was sustained by innocence, but the fangs of remorse tore my
- bosom, and would not forego their hold.
- I passed a night of unmingled wretchedness. In the morn-
- ing I went to the court; my lips and throat were parched. I
- dared not ask the fatal question; but I was known, and the of-
- ficer guessed the cause of my visit. The ballots had been
- thrown; they were all black, andJustine was condemned.
- I cannot pretend to describe what I then felt. I had before
- experienced sensations of horror; and I have endeavoured to
- bestow upon them adequate expressions, but words cannot
- convey an idea of the heart-sickening despair that I then en-
- dured. The person to whom I addressed myself added, that
- Justine had already confessed her guilt. "That evidence," he
- observed, "was hardly required in so glaring a case, but I am
- glad of it; and, indeed, none of our judges like to condemn a
- criminal upon circumstantial evidence, be it ever so decisive."
- When I returned home, Elizabeth eagerly demanded the
- result.
- "My cousin," replied I, "it is decided as you may have ex-
- pected; all judges had rather that ten innocent should suffer,
- than that one guilty should escape. But she has confessed."
- This was a dire blow to poor Elizabeth, who had relied
- with firmness upon Justine's innocence. "Alas!" said she,
- "how shall I ever again believe in human benevolence?
- Justine, whom I loved and esteemed as my sister, how could
- she put on those smiles of innocence only to betray; her mild
- eyes seemed incapable of any severity or ill-humour, and yet
- she has committed a murder."
- Soon after we heard that the poor victim had expressed a
- wish to see my cousin. My father wished her not to go; but
- said, that he left it to her own judgment and feelings to de-
- cide. "Yes," said Elizabeth, "I will go, although she is guilty;
- and you, Victor, shall accompany me: I cannot go alone." The
- idea of this visit was torture to me, yet I could not refuse.
- We entered the gloomy prison-chamber, and beheld
- Justine sitting on some straw at the further end; her hands
- were manacled, and her head rested on her knees. She rose
- on seeing us enter; and when we were left alone with her, she
- threw herself at the feet of Elizabeth, weeping bitterly. My
- cousin wept also.
- "Oh, Justine!" said she, "why did you rob me of my last
- consolation. I relied on your innocence; and although I was
- then very wretched, I was not so miserable as I am now."
- "And do you also believe that I am so very, very wicked?
- Do you also join with my enemies to crush me?" Her voice
- was suffocated with sobs.
- "Rise, my poor girl," said Elizabeth, "why do you kneel, if
- you are innocent? I am not one of your enemies; I believed
- you guiltless, notwithstanding every evidence, until I heard
- that you had yourself declared your guilt. That report, you
- say, is false; and be assured, dear Justine, that nothing can
- shake my confidence in you for a moment, but your own con-
- fession."
- "I did confess; but I confessed a lie. I confessed, that I
- might obtain absolution; but now that falsehood lies heavier
- at my heart than all my other sins. The God of heaven forgive
- me! Ever since I was condemned, my confessor has besieged
- me; he threatened and menaced, until I almost began to
- think that I was the monster that he said I was. He threat-
- ened excommunication and hell fire in my last moments, if I
- continued obdurate. Dear lady, I had none to support me; all
- looked on me as a wretch doomed to ignominy and perdi-
- tion. What could I do? In an evil hour I subscribed to a lie;
- and now only am I truly miserable."
- She paused, weeping, and then continued-"I thought
- with horror, my sweet lady, that you should believe your
- Justine, whom your blessed aunt had so highly honoured,
- and whom you loved, was a creature capable of a crime which
- none but the devil himself could have perpetrated. Dear Wil-
- liam! dearest blessed child! I soon shall see you again in
- heaven, where we shall all be happy; and that consoles me,
- going as I am to suffer ignominy and death."
- "Oh, Justine! forgive me for having for one moment dis-
- trusted you. Why did you confess? But do not mourn, my
- dear girl; I will every where proclaim your innocence, and
- force belief. Yet you must die; you, my playfellow, my com-
- panion, my more than sister. I never can survive so horrible a
- misfortune."
- "Dear, sweet Elizabeth, do not weep. You ought to raise
- me with thoughts of a better life, and elevate me from the
- petty cares of this world of injustice and strife. Do not you,
- excellent friend, drive me to despair."
- "I will try to comfort you; but this, I fear, is an evil too
- deep and poignant to admit of consolation, for there is no
- hope. Yet heaven bless thee, my dearestJustine, with resigna-
- tion, and a confidence elevated beyond this world. Oh! how I
- hate its shews and mockeries! when one creature is mur-
- dered, another is immediately deprived of life in a slow tor-
- turing manner; then the executioners, their hands yet reek-
- ing with the blood of innocence, believe that they have done
- a great deed. They call this retrioution. Hateful name! When
- that word is pronounced, I know greater and more horrid
- punishments are going to be inflicted than the gloomiest ty-
- rant has ever invented to satiate his utmost revenge.' Yet this
- is not consolation for you, myJustine, unless indeed that you
- may glory in escaping from so miserable a den. Alas! I would
- I were in peace with my aunt and my lovely William, escaped
- from a world which is hateful to me, and the visages of men
- which I abhor."
- Justine smiled languidly. "This, dear lady, is despair, and
- not resignation. I must not learn the lesson that you would
- teach me. Talk of something else, something that will bring
- peace, and not increase of misery."
- During this conversation I had retired to a corner of the
- prison-room, where I could conceal the horrid anguish that
- possessed me. Despair! Who dared talk of that? The poor vic-
- tim, who on the morrow was to pass the dreary boundary be-
- tween life and death, felt not as I did, such deep and bitter
- agony. I gnashed my teeth, and ground them together, utter-
- ing a groan that came from my inmost soul. Justine started.
- When she saw who it was, she approached me, and said,
- "Dear Sir, you are very kind to visit me; you, I hope, do not
- believe that I am guilty."
- I could not answer. "No, Justine," said Elizabeth; "he is
- more convinced of your innocence than I was; for even when
- he heard that you had confessed, he did not credit it.n
- "I truly thank him. In these last moments I feel the sincer-
- est gratitude towards those who think of me with kindness.
- How sweet is the affection of others to such a wretch as I am!
- It removes more than half my misfortune; and I feel as if I
- could die in peace, now that my innocence is acknowledged
- by you, dear lady, and your cousin."
- Thus the poor sufferer tried to comfort others and herself.
- She indeed gained the resignation she desired. But I, the true
- murderer, felt the never-dying worm alive in my bosom,'
- which allowed of no hope or consolation. Elizabeth also
- wept, and was unhappy; but her's also was the misery of inno-
- cence, which, like a cloud that passes over the fair moon, for
- a while hides, but cannot tarnish its brightness. Anguish and
- despair had penetrated into the core of my heart; I bore a
- hell within me, which nothing could extinguish. We staid
- several hours withJustine; and it was with great difficulty that
- Elizabeth could tear herself away. "I wish," cried she, "that I
- were to die with you; I cannot live in this world of misery."
- Justine assumed an air of cheerfulness, while she with diffi-
- culty repressed her bitter tears. She embraced Elizabeth, and
- said, in a voice of half-suppressed emotion, "Farewell, sweet
- lady, dearest Elizabeth, my beloved and only friend; may
- heaven in its bounty bless and preserve you; may this be the
- last misfortune that you will ever suffer. Live, and be happy,
- and make others so."
- As we returned, Elizabeth said, ~You know not, my dear
- Victor, how much I am relieved, now that I trust in the inno-
- cence of this unfortunate girl. I never could again have
- known peace, if I had been deceived in my reliance on her.
- For the moment that I did believe her guilty, I felt an anguish
- that I could not have long sustained. Now my heart is light-
- ened. The innocent suffers; but she whom I thought amiable
- and good has not betrayed the trust I reposed in her, and I
- am consoled."
- Amiable cousin! such were your thoughts, mild and gentle
- as your own dear eyes and voice. But I - I was a wretch, and
- none ever conceived of the misery that I then endured.
-
-
- END OF VOLUME I.
- VOLUME II
-
-
-
- CHAPTER 1.
-
- Nothing is more painful to the human mind, than, after
- the feelings have been worked up by a quick succession of
- events, the dead calmness of inaction and certainty which fol-
- lows, and deprives the soul both of hope and fear. Justine
- died; she rested; and I was alive. The blood flowed freely in
- my veins, but a weight of despair and remorse pressed on my
- heart, which nothing could remove. Sleep fled from my eyes;
- I wandered like an evil spirit, for I had committed deeds of
- mischief beyond description horrible, and more, much more,
- (I persuaded myself) was yet behind. Yet my heart overflowed
- with kindness, and the love of virtue. I had begun life with
- benevolent intentions, and thirsted for the moment when I
- should put them in practice, and make myself useful to my
- fellow-beings. NOW all was blasted: instead of that serenity of
- conscience, which allowed me to look back upon the past
- with self-satisfaction, and from thence to gather promise of
- new hopes, I was seized by remorse and the sense of guilt,
- which hurried me away to a hell of intense tortures, such as
- no language can describe.
- This state of mind preyed upon my health, which had en-
- tirely recovered from the first shock it had sustained. I
- shunned the face of man; all sound of joy or complacenq
- was torture to me; solitude was my only consolation-deep,
- dark, death-like solitude.
- My father observed with pain the alteration perceptible in
- my disposition and habits, and endeavoured to reason with
- me on the folly of giving way to immoderate grief. "Do you
- think, Victor," said he, "that I do not suffer also? No one
- could love a child more than I loved your brother;" (tears
- came into his eyes as he spoke); "but is it not a duty to the
- survivors, that we should refrain from augmenting their un-
- happiness by an appearance of immoderate grief? It is also a
- duty owed to yourself; for excessive sorrow prevents improve-
- ment or enjoyment, or even the discharge of daily usefulness,
- without which no man is fit for society."
- This advice, although good, was totally inapplicable to my
- case; I should have been the first to hide my grief, and con-
- sole my friends, if remorse had not mingled its bitterness
- with my other sensations. Now I could only answer my father
- with a look of despair, and endeavour to hide myself from his
- view.
- About this time we retired to our house at Belrive. This
- change was particularly agreeable to me. The shutting of the
- gates regularly at ten o'clock, and the impossibility of remain-
- ing on the lake after that hour, had rendered our residence
- within the walls of Geneva very irksome to me. I was now
- free. Often, after the rest of the family had retired for the
- night, I took the boat, and passed many hours upon the
- water. Sometimes, with my sails set, I was carried by the
- wind; and sometimes, after rowing into the middle of the
- lake, I left the boat to pursue its own course, and gave way to
- my own miserable reflections. I was often tempted, when all
- was at peace around me, and I the only unquiet thing that
- wandered restless in a scene so beautiful and heavenly, if I ex-
- cept some bat, or the frogs, whose harsh and interrupted
- croaking was heard only when I approached the shore-
- often, I say, I was tempted to plunge into the silent lake, that
- the waters might close over me and my calamities for ever.
- But I was restrained, when I thought of the heroic and suffer-
- ing Elizabeth, whom I tenderly loved, and whose existence
- was bound up in mine. I thought also of my father, and sur-
- viving brother: should I by my base desertion leave them ex-
- posed and unprotected to.the malice of the fiend whom I
- had let loose among them?
- At these moments I wept bitterly, and wished that peace
- would revisit my mind only that I might afford them consola-
- tion and happiness. But that could not be. Remorse extin-
- guished every hope. I had been the author of unalterable
- evils; and I lived in daily fear, lest the monster whom I had
- created should perpetrate some new wickedness. I had an ob-
- scure feeling that all was not over, and that he would still
- commit some signal crime, which by its enormity should al-
- most efface the recollection of the past. There was always
- scope for fear, so long as any thing I loved remained behind.
- My abhorrence of this fiend cannot be conceived. When I
- thought of him, I gnashed my teeth, my eyes became in-
- flamed, and I ardently wished to extinguish that life which I
- had so thoughtlessly bestowed. When I reflected on his
- crimes and malice, my hatred and revenge burst all bounds
- of moderation. I would have made a pilgrimage to the high-
- est peak of the Andes, could I, when there, have precipitated
- him to their base. I wished to see him again, that I might
- wreak the utmost extent of anger on his head, and avenge
- the deaths of William and Justine.
- Our house was the house of mourning. My father's health
- was deeply shaken by the horror of the recent events. Eliza-
- beth was sad and desponding; she no longer took delight in
- her ordinary occupations; all pleasure seemed to her sacri-
- lege toward the dead; eternal woe and tears she then thought
- was the just tribute she should pay to innocence so blasted
- and destroyed. She was no longer that happy creature, who
- in earlier youth wandered with me on the banks of the lake,
- and talked with ecstacy of our future prospects. She had be-
- come grave, and often conversed of the inconstancy of for-
- tune, and the instability of human life.
- "When I reflect, my dear cousin," said she, "on the miser-
- able death of Justine Moritz, I no longer see the world and its
- works as they before appeared to me. Before, I looked upon
- the accounts of vice and injustice, that I read in books or
- heard from others, as tales of ancient days, or imaginary
- evils; at least they were remote, and more familiar to reason
- than to the imagination; but now misery has come home, and
- men appear to me as monsters thirsting for each other's
- blood. Yet I am certainly unjust. Every body believed that
- poor girl to be guilty; and if she could have committed the
- crime for which she suffered, assuredly she would have been
- the most depraved of human creatures. For the sake of a few
- jewels, to have murdered the son of her benefactor and
- friend, a child whom she had nursed from its birth, and ap-
- peared to love as if it had been her own! I could not consent
- to the death of any human being; but certainly I should have
- thought such a creature unfit to remain in the society of
- men. Yet she was innocent. I know, I feel she was innocent;
- you are of the same opinion, and that confirms me. Alas! Vic-
- tor, when falsehood can look so like the truth, who can as-
- sure themselves of certain happiness? I feel as if I were walk-
- ing on the edge of a precipice, towards which thousands are
- crowding, and endeavouring to plunge me into the abyss.
- William and Justine were assassinated, and the murderer es-
- capes; he walks about the world free, and perhaps respected.
- But even if I were condemned to suffer on the scaffold for
- the same crimes, I would not change places with such a
- wretch."
- I listened to this discourse with the extremest agony. I, not
- in deed, but in effect, was the true murderer. Elizabeth read
- my anguish in my countenance, and kindly taking my hand
- said, "My dearest cousin, you must calm yourself. These
- events have affected me, God knows how deeply; but I am
- not so wretched as you are. There is an expression of despair,
- and sometimes of revenge, in your countenance, that makes
- me tremble. Be calm, my dear Victor; I would sacrifice my
- life to your peace. We surely shall be happy: quiet in our na-
- tive country, and not mingling in the world, what can disturb
- our tranquillity?"
- She shed tears as she said this, distrusting the very solace
- that she gave; but at the same time she smiled, that she might
- chase away the fiend that lurked in my heart. My father, who
- saw in the unhappiness that was painted in my face only an
- exaggeration of that sorrow which I might naturally feel,
- thought than an amusement suited to my taste would be the
- best means of restoring to me my wonted serenity. It was
- from this cause that he had removed to the country; and, in-
- duced by the same motive, he now proposed that we should
- all make an excursion to the valley of Chamounix. I had been
- there before, but Elizabeth and Ernest never had; and both
- had often expressed an earnest desire to see the scenery of
- this place, which had been described to them as so wonderful
- and sublime. Accordingly we departed from Geneva on this
- tour about the middle of the month of August, nearly two
- months after the death of Justine.
- The weather was uncommonly fine; and if mine had been
- a sorrow to be chased away by any fleeting circumstance, this
- excursion would certainly have had the effect intended by my
- father. As it was, I was somewhat interested in the scene; it
- sometimes lulled, although it could not extinguish my grief.
- During the first day we travelled in a carriage. In the morn-
- ing we had seen the mountains at a distance, towards which
- we gradually advanced. We perceived that the valley through
- which we wound, and which was formed by the river Arve,
- whose course we followed, closed in upon us by degrees; and
- when the sun had set, we beheld immense mountains and
- precipices overhanging us on every side, and heard the sound
- of the river raging among rocks, and the dashing of waterfalls
- around.
- The next day we pursued our journey upon mules; and as
- we ascended still higher, the valley assumed a more magnifi-
- cent and astonishing character. Ruined castles hanging on
- the precipices of piny mountains; the impetuous Arve, and
- cottages every here and there peeping forth from among the
- trees, formed a scene of singular beauty. But it was aug-
- mented and rendered sublime by the mighty Alps, whose
- white and shining pyramids and domes towered above all, as
- belonging to another earth, the habitations of another race
- of beings.
- We passed the bridge of Pelissier, where the ravine, which
- the river forms, opened before us, and we began to ascend
- the mountain that overhangs it. Soon after we entered the
- valley of Chamounix. This valley is more wonderful and sub-
- lime, but not so beautiful and picturesque as that of Servox,
- through which we had just passed. The high and snowy
- mountains were its immediate boundaries; but we saw no
- more ruined castles and fertile fields. Immense glaciers ap-
- proached the road; we heard the rumbling thunder of the
- falling avelanche, and marked the smoke of its passage. Mont
- Blanc, the supreme and magnificent Mont Blanc, raised itself
- from the surrounding aiguilles, and its tremendous dome
- overlooked the valley.
- During this journey, I sometimes joined Elizabeth, and ex-
- erted myself to point out to her the various beauties of the
- scene. I often suffered my mule to lag behind, and indulged
- in the misery of reflection. At other times I spurred on the
- animal before my companions, that I might forget them, the
- world, and, more than all, myself. When at a distance, I
- alighted, and threw myself on the grass, weighed down by
- horror and despair. At eight in the evening I arrived at
- Chamounix. My father and Elizabeth were very much fa-
- tigued; Ernest, who accompanied us, was delighted, and in
- high spirits: the only circumstance that detracted from his
- pleasure was the south wind, and the rain it seemed to prom-
- ise for the next day.
- We retired early to our apartments, but not to sleep; at
- least I did not. I remained many hours at the window, watch
- ing the pallid lightning that played above Mont Blanc, and lis-
- tening to the rushing of the Arve, which ran below my window.
- CHAPTER II.
-
- The next day, contrary to the prognostications of our
- guides, was fine, although clouded. We visited the source of
- the Arveiron, and rode about the valley until evening. These
- sublime and magnificent scenes afforded me the greatest
- consolation that I was capable of receiving. They elevated me
- from all littleness of feeling; and although they did not re-
- move my grief, they subdued and tranquillized it. In some de-
- gree, also, they diverted my mind from the thoughts over
- which it had brooded for the last month. I returned in the
- evening, fatigued, but less unhappy, and conversed with my
- family with more cheerfulness than had been my custom for
- some time. My father was pleased, and Elizabeth overjoyed.
- "My dear cousin," said she, "you see what happiness you dif-
- fuse when you are happy; do not relapse again!"
- The following morning the rain poured down in torrents,
- and thick mists hid the summits of the mountains. I rose
- early, but felt unusually melancholy. The rain depressed me;
- my old feelings recurred, and I was miserable. I knew how
- disappointed my father would be at this sudden change, and
- I wished to avoid him until I had recovered myself so far as
- to be enabled to conceal those feelings that overpowered me.
- I knew that they would remain that day at the inn; and as I
- had ever inured myself to rain, moisture, and cold, I resolved
- to go alone to the summit of Montanvert. I remembered the
- effect that the view of the tremendous and ever-moving gla-
- cier had produced upon my mind when I first saw it. It had
- then filled me with a sublime ecstacy that gave wings to the
- soul, and allowed it to soar from the obscure world to light
- and joy. The sight of the awful and majestic in nature had in-
- deed always the effect of solemnizing my mind, and causing
- me to forget the passing cares of life. I determined to go
- alone, for I was well acquainted with the path, and the pres-
- ence of another would destroy the solitary grandeur of the
- scene.
- The ascent is precipitous, but the path is cut into continual
- and short windings, which enable you to surmount the per-
- pendicularity of the mountain. It is a scene terrifically deso-
- late. In a thousand spots the traces of the winter avelanche
- may be perceived, where trees lie broken and strewed on the
- ground; some entirely destroyed, others bent, leaning upon
- the jutting rocks of the mountain, or transversely upon other
- trees. The path, as you ascend higher, is intersected by ra-
- vines of snow, down which stones continually roll from
- above; one of them is particularly dangerous, as the slightest
- sound, such as even speaking in a loud voice, produces a con-
- cussion of air sufficient to draw destruction upon the head of
- the speaker. The pines are not tall or luxuriant, but they are
- sombre, and add an air of severity to the scene. I looked on
- the valley beneath; vast mists were rising from the rivers
- which ran through it, and curling in thick wreaths around the
- opposite mountains, whose summits were hid in the uniform
- clouds, while rain poured from the dark sky, and added to
- the melancholy impression I received from the objects
- around me. Alas! why does man boast of sensibilities superior
- to those apparent in the brute; it only renders them more
- necessary beings. If our impulses were confined to hunger,
- thirst, and desire, we might be nearly free; but now we are
- moved by every wind that blows, and a chance word or scene
- that that word may convey to us.
-
- We rest; a dream has power to poison sleep.
- We rise; one wand'ring thought pollutes the day.
- We feel, conceive, or reason; laugh, or weep,
- Embrace fond woe, or cast our cares away;
- It is the same: for, be it joy or sorrow,
- The path of its departure still is free.
- Man's yesterday may ne'er be like his morrow;
- Nought may endure but mutability!
-
- It was nearly noon when I arrived at the top of the ascent.
- For some time I sat upon the rock that overlooks the sea of
- ice. A mist covered both that and the surrounding moun-
- tains. Presently a breeze dissipated the cloud, and I descend-
- ed upon the glacier. The surface is very uneven, rising like
- the waves of a troubled sea, descending low, and interspersed
- by rifts that sink deep. The field of ice is almost a league in
- width, but I spent nearly two hours in crossing it. The oppo-
- site mountain is a bare perpendicular rock. From the side
- where I now stood Montanvert was exactly opposite, at the
- distance of a league; and above it rose Mont Blanc, in awful
- majesty. I remained in a recess of the rock, gazing on this
- wonderful and stupendous scene. The sea, or rather the vast
- river of ice, wound among its dependent mountains, whose
- aerial summits hung over its recesses. Their icy and glittering
- peaks shone in the sunlight over the clouds. My heart, which
- was before sorrowful, now swelled with something like joy; I
- exclaimed-"Wandering spirits, if indeed ye wander, and do
- not rest in your narrow beds, allow me this faint happiness,
- or take me, as your companion, away from the joys of life."
- As I said this, I suddenly beheld the figure of a man, at
- some distance, advancing towards me with superhuman
- speed. He bounded over the crevices in the ice, among which
- I had walked with caution; his stature also, as he approached,
- seemed to exceed that of man. I was troubled: a mist came
- over my eyes, and I felt a faintness seize me; but I was quickly
- restored by the cold gale of the mountains. I perceived, as
- the shape came nearer, (sight tremendous and abhorred!)
- that it was the wretch whom I had created. I trembled with
- rage and horror, resolving to wait his approach, and then
- close with him in mortal combat. He approached; his counte-
- nance bespoke bitter anguish, combined with disdain and
- malignity, while its unearthly ugliness rendered it almost too
- horrible for human eyes. But I scarcely observed this; anger
- and hatred had at first deprived me of utterance, and I recov-
- ered only to overwhelm him with words expressive of furious
- detestation and contempt.
- "Devil!" I exclaimed, ado you dare approach me? and do
- not you fear the fierce vengeance of my arm wreaked on
- your miserable head? Begone, vile insect! or rather stay, that
- I may trample you to dust! and, oh, that I could, with the ex-
- tinction of your miserable existence, restore those victims
- whom you have so diabolically murdered!"
- "I expected this reception,n said the daemon. "All men
- hate the wretched; how then must I be hated, who am miser-
- able beyond all living things! Yet you, my creator, detest and
- spurn me, thy creature, to whom thou art bound by ties only
- dissoluble by the annihilation of one of us. You purpose to
- kill me. How dare you sport thus with life? Do your duty to-
- wards me, and I will do mine towards you and the rest of
- mankind. If you will comply with my conditions, I will leave
- them and you at peace; but if you refuse, I will glut the maw
- of death, until it be satiated with the blood of your remaining
- friends."
- "Abhorred monster! fiend that thou art! the tortures of
- hell are too mild a vengeance for thy crimes. Wretched devil!
- you reproach me with your creation; come on then, that I
- may extinguish the spark which I so negligently bestowed."
- My rage was without bounds; I sprang on him, impelled by
- all the feelings which can arm one being against the existence
- of another.
- He easily eluded me, and said,
- "Be calm! I entreat you to hear me, before you give vent to
- your hatred on my devoted head. Have I not suffered
- enough, that you seek to increase my misery? Life, although
- it may only be an accumulation of anguish, is dear to me, and
- I will defend it. Remember, thou hast made me more power-
- ful than thyself; my height is superior to thine; my joints
- more supple. But I will not be tempted to set myself in oppo-
- sition to thee. I am thy creature, and I will be even mild and
- docile to my natural lord and king, if thou wilt also perforrn
- thy part, the which thou owest me. Oh, Frankenstein, be not
- equitable to every other, and trample upon me alone, to
- whom thy justice, and even thy clemency and affection, is
- most due. Remember, that I am thy creature: I ought to be
- thy Adam; but I am rather the fallen angel, whom thou
- drivest from joy for no misdeed. Every where I see bliss,
- from which I alone am irrevocably excluded. I was benevo-
- lent and good; misery made me a fiend. Make me happy, and
- I shall again be virtuous."
- "Begone! I will not hear you. There can be no community
- between you and me; we are enemies. Begone, or let us try
- our strength in a fight, in which one must fall."
- "How can I move thee? Will no entreaties cause thee to
- turn a favourable eye upon thy creature, who implores thy
- goodness and compassion. Believe me, Frankenstein: I was
- benevolent; my soul glowed with love and humanity: but am I
- not alone, miserably alone? You, my creator, abhor me; what
- hope can I gather from your fellow-creatures, who owe me
- nothing? they spurn and hate me. The desert mountains and
- dreary glaciers are my refuge. I have wandered here many
- days; the caves of ice, which I only do not fear, are a dwelling
- to me, and the only one which man does not grudge. These
- bleak skies I hail, for they are kinder to me than your fellow-
- beings. If the multitude of mankind knew of my existence,
- they would do as you do, and arm themselves for my destruc-
- tion. Shall I not then hate them who abhor me? I will keep no
- terms with my enemies. I am miserable, and they shall share
- my wretchedness. Yet it is in your power to recompense me,
- and deliver them from an evil which it only remains for you
- to make so great, that not only you and your family, but thou-
- sands of others, shall be swallowed up in the whirlwinds of its
- rage. Let your compassion be moved, and do not disdain me.
- Listen to my tale: when you have heard that, abandon or
- commiserate me, as you shall judge that I deserve. But hear
- me. The guilty are allowed, by human laws, bloody as they
- may be, to speak in their own defence before they are con-
- demned. Listen to me, Frankenstein. You accuse me of mur-
- der; and yet you would, with a satisfied conscience, destroy
- your own creature. Oh, praise the eternal justice of man! Yet
- I ask you not to spare me: listen to me; and then, if you can,
- and if you will, destroy the work of your hands."
- "Why do you call to my remembrance circumstances of
- which I shudder to reflect, that I have been the miserable ori-
- gin and author? Cursed be the day, abhorred devil, in which
- you first saw light! Cursed (although I curse myself) be the
- hands that formed you! You have made me wretched beyond
- expression. You have left me no power to consider whether I
- am just to you, or not. Begone! Relieve me from the sight of
- your detested form."
- "Thus I relieve thee, my creator," he said, and placed his
- hated hands before my eyes, which I flung from me with vio-
- lence; "thus I take from thee a sight which you abhor. Still
- thou canst listen to me, and grant me thy compassion. By the
- virtues that I once possessed, I demand this from you. Hear
- my tale; it is long and strange, and the temperature of this
- place is not fitting to your fine sensations; come to the hut
- upon the mountain. The sun is yet high in the heavens; be-
- fore it descends to hide itself behind yon snowy precipices,
- and illuminate another world, you will have heard my story,
- and can decide. On you it rests, whether I quit for ever the
- neighbourhood of man, and lead a harmless life, or become
- the scourge of your fellow-creatures, and the author of your
- own speedy ruin."
- As he said this, he led the way across the ice: I followed.
- My heart was full, and I did not answer him; but, as I pro-
- ceeded, I weighed the various arguments that he had used,
- and determined at least to listen to his tale. I was partly
- urged by curiosity, and compassion confirmed my resolution.
- I had hitherto supposed him to be the murderer of my
- brother, and I eagerly sought a confirmation or denial of this
- opinion. For the first time, also, I felt what the duties of a
- creator towards his creature were, and that I ought to render
- him happy before I complained of his wickedness. These
- motives urged me to comply with his demand. We crossed
- the ice, therefore, and ascended the opposite rock. The air
- was cold, and the rain again began to descend: we entered
- the hut, the fiend with an air of exultation, I with a heavy
- heart, and depressed spirits. But I consented to listen; and,
- seating myself by the fire which my odious companion had
- lighted, he thus began his tale.
- CHAPTER III.
-
- " I t is with considerable difficulty that I remember the origi-
- nal aera of my being: all the events of that period appear con-
- fused and indistinct. A strange multiplicity of sensations
- seized me, and I saw, felt, heard, and smelt, at the same time;
- and it was, indeed, a long time before I learned to distinguish
- between the operations of my various senses. By degrees, I
- remember, a stronger light pressed upon my nerves, so that I
- was obliged to shut my eyes. Darkness then came over me,
- and troubled me; but hardly had I felt this, when, by opening
- my eyes, as I now suppose, the light poured in upon me
- again. I walked, and, I believe, descended; but I presently
- found a great alteration in my sensations. Before, dark and
- opaque bodies had surrounded me, impervious to my touch
- or sight; but I now found that I could wander on at liberty,
- with no obstacles which I could not either surmount or avoid.
- The light became more and more oppressive to me; and, the
- heat wearying me as I walked, I sought a place where I could
- receive shade. This was the forest near Ingolstadt; and here I
- lay by the side of a brook resting from my fatigue, until I felt
- tormented by hunger and thirst. This roused me from my
- nearly dormant state, and I ate some berries which I found
- hanging on the trees, or Iying on the ground. I slaked my
- thirst at the brook; and then Iying down, was overcome by
- sleep.
- "It was dark when I awoke; I felt cold also, and half-fright-
- ened as it were instinctively, finding myself so desolate. Be-
- fore I had quitted your apartment, on a sensation of cold, I
- had covered myself with some clothes; but these were insuffi-
- cient to secure me from the dews of night. I was a poor, help-
- less, miserable wretch; I knew, and could distinguish, noth
- ing; but, feeling pain invade me on all sides, I sat down and
- wept.
- "Soon a gentle light stole over the heavens, and gave me a
- sensation of pleasure. I started up, and beheld a radiant form
- rise from among the trees. I gazed with a kind of wonder. It
- moved slowly, but it enlightened my path; and I again went
- out in search of berries. I was still cold, when under one of
- the trees I found a huge cloak, with which I covered myself,
- and sat down upon the ground. No distinct ideas occupied
- my mind; all was confused. I felt light, and hunger, and thirst,
- and darkness; innumerable sounds rung in my ears, and on
- all sides various scents saluted me: the only object that I
- could distinguish was the bright moon, and I fixed my eyes
- on that with pleasure.
- "Several changes of day and night passed, and the orb of
- night had greatly lessened when I began to distinguish my
- sensations from each other. I gradually saw plainly the clear
- stream that supplied me with drink, and the trees that shaded
- me with their foliage. I was delighted when I first discovered
- that a pleasant sound, which often saluted my ears, pro-
- ceeded from the throats of the little winged animals who had
- often intercepted the light from my eyes. I began also to ob-
- serve, with greater accuracy, the forms that surrounded me,
- and to perceive the boundaries of the radiant roof of light
- which canopied me. Sometimes I tried to imitate the pleasant
- songs of the birds, but was unable. Sometimes I wished to ex-
- press my sensations in my own mode, but the uncouth and
- inarticulate sounds which broke from me frightened me into
- silence again.
- "The moon had disappeared from the night, and again,
- with a lessened form, shewed itself, while I still remained in
- the forest. My sensations had, by this time, become distinct,
- and my mind received every day additional ideas. My eyes be-
- came accustomed to the light, and to perceive objects in their
- right forms; I distinguished the insect from the herb, and, by
- degrees, one herb from another. I found that the sparrow ut-
- tered none but harsh notes, whilst those of the blackbird and
- thrush were sweet and enticing.
- "One day, when I was oppressed by cold, I found a fire
- which had been left by some wandering beggars, and was
- overcome with delight at the warmth I experienced from it.
- In my joy I thrust my hand into the live embers, but quickly
- drew it out again with a cry of pain. How strange, I thought,
- that the same cause should produce such opposite effects! I
- examined the materials of the fire, and to my joy found it to
- be composed of wood. I quickly collected some branches; but
- they were wet, and would not burn. I was pained at this, and
- sat still watching the operation of the fire. The wet wood
- which I had placed near the heat dried, and itself became in-
- flamed. I reflected on this; and, by touching the various
- branches, I discovered the cause, and busied myself in collect-
- ing a great quantity of wood, that I might dry it, and have a
- plentiful supply of fire. When night came on, and brought
- sleep with it, I was in the greatest fear lest my fire should be
- extinguished. I covered it carefully with dry wood and leaves,
- and placed wet branches upon it; and then, spreading my
- cloak, I lay on the ground, and sunk into sleep.
- "It was morning when I awoke, and my first care was to
- visit the fire. I uncovered it, and a gentle breeze quickly
- fanned it into a flame. I observed this also, and contrived a
- fan of branches, which roused the embers when they were
- nearly extinguished. When night came again, I found, with
- pleasure, that the fire gave light as well as heat; and that the
- discovery of this element was useful to me in my food; for I
- found some of the offals that the travellers had left had been
- roasted, and tasted much more savoury than the berries I
- gathered from the trees. I tried, therefore, to dress my food
- in the same manner, placing it on the live embers. I found
- that the berries were spoiled by this operation, and the nuts
- and roots much improved.
- "Food, however, became scarce; and I often spent the
- whole day searching in vain for a few acorns to assuage the
- pangs of hunger. When I found this, I resolved to quit the
- place that I had hitherto inhabited, to seek for one where the
- few wants I experienced would be more easily satisfied. In
- this emigration, I exceedingly lamented the loss of the fire
- which I had obtained through accident, and knew not how to
- re-produce it. I gave several hours to the serious considera-
- tion of this difficulty; but I was obliged to relinquish all at-
- tempt to supply it; and, wrapping myself up in my cloak, I
- struck across the wood towards the setting sun. I passed three
- days in these rambles, and at length discovered the open
- country. A great fall of snow had taken place the night be-
- fore, and the fields were of one uniform white; the appear-
- ance was disconsolate, and I found my feet chilled by the
- cold damp substance that covered the ground.
- "It was about seven in the morning, and I longed to obtain
- food and shelter; at length I perceived a small hut, on a rising
- ground, which had doubtless been built for the convenience
- of some shepherd. This was a new sight to me; and I exam-
- ined the structure with great curiosity. Finding the door
- open, I entered. An old man sat in it, near a fire, over which
- he was preparing his breakfast. He turned on hearing a
- noise; and, perceiving me, shrieked loudly, and, quitting the
- hut, ran across the fields with a speed of which his debilitated
- form hardly appeared capable. His appearance, different
- from any I had ever before seen, and his flight, somewhat
- surprised me. But I was enchanted by the appearance of the
- hut: here the snow and rain could not penetrate; the ground
- was dry; and it presented to me then as exquisite and divine a
- retreat as Pandaemonium appeared to the daemons of hell
- after their sufferings in the lake of fire. I greedily devoured
- the remnants of the shepherd's breakfast, which consisted of
- bread, cheese, milk, and wine; the latter, however, I did not
- like. Then overcome by fatigue, I lay down among some
- straw, and fell asleep.
- "It was noon when I awoke; and, allured by the warmth of
- the sun, which shone brightly on the white ground, I deter-
- mined to recommence my travels; and, depositing the re-
- mains of the peasant's breakfast in a wallet I found, I pro-
- ceeded across the fields for several hours, until at sunset I
- arrived at a village. How miraculous did this appear! the huts,
- the neater cottages, and stately houses, engaged my admira-
- tion by turns. The vegetables in the gardens, the milk and
- cheese that I saw placed at the windows of some of the cot-
- tages, allured my appetite. One of the best of these I entered;
- but I had hardly placed my foot within the door, before the
- children shrieked, and one of the women fainted. The whole
- village was roused; some fled, some attacked me, until, griev-
- ously bruised by stones and many other kinds of missile
- weapons, I escaped to the open country, and fearfully took
- refuge in a low hovel, quite bare, and making a wretched ap-
- pearance after the palaces I had beheld in the village. This
- hovel, however, joined a cottage of a neat and pleasant ap-
- pearance; but, after my late dearly-bought experience, I
- dared not enter it. My place of refuge was constructed of
- wood, but so low, that I could with difficulty sit upright in it.
- No wood, however, was placed on the earth, which formed
- the floor, but it was dry; and although the wind entered it by
- innumerable chinks, I found it an agreeable asylum from the
- snow and rain.
- "Here then I retreated, and lay down, happy to have found
- a shelter, however miserable, from the inclemency of the sea-
- son, and still more from the barbarity of man.
- "As soon as morning dawned, I crept from my kennel, that
- I might view the adjacent cottage, and discover if I could re-
- main in the habitation I had found. It was situated against the
- back of the cottage, and surrounded on the sides which were
- exposed by a pig-stye and a clear pool of water. One part was
- open, and by that I had crept in; but now I covered every
- crevice by which I might be perceived with stones and wood,
- yet in such a manner that I might move them on occasion to
- pass out: all the light I enjoyed came through the stye, and
- that was sufficient for me.
- "Having thus arranged my dwelling, and carpeted it with
- clean straw, I retired; for I saw the figure of a man at a dis-
- tance, and I remembered too well my treatment the night be-
- fore, to trust myself in his power. I had first, however, pro-
- vided for my sustenance for that day, by a loaf of coarse
- bread, which I purloined, and a cup with which I could drink,
- more conveniently than from my hand, of the pure water
- which flowed by my retreat. The floor was a little raised, so
- that it was kept perfectly dry, and by its vicinity to the chim-
- ney of the cottage it was tolerably warm.
- "Being thus provided, I resolved to reside in this hovel, un-
- til something should occur which might alter my determina-
- tion. It was indeed a paradise, compared to the bleak forest,
- my former residence, the rain-dropping branches, and dank
- earth. I ate my breakfast with pleasure, and was about to re-
- move a plank to procure myself a little water, when I heard a
- step, and, looking through a small chink, I beheld a young
- creature, with a pail on her head, passing before my hovel.
- The girl was young and of gentle demeanour, unlike what I
- have since found cottagers and farm-house servants to be.
- Yet she was meanly dressed, a coarse blue petticoat and a
- linen jacket being her only garb; her fair hair was plaited, but
- not adorned; she looked patient, yet sad. I lost sight of her;
- and in about a quarter of an hour she returned, bearing the
- pail, which was now partly filled with milk. As she walked
- along, seemingly incommoded by the burden, a young man
- met her, whose countenance expressed a deeper despon-
- dence. Uttering a few sounds with an air of melancholy, he
- took the pail from her head, and bore it to the cottage him-
- self. She followed, and they disappeared. Presently I saw the
- young man again, with some tools in his hand, cross the field
- behind the cottage; and the girl was also busied, sometimes
- in the house, and sometimes in the yard.
- "On examining my dwelling, I found that one of the win-
- dows of the cottage had formerly occupied a part of it, but
- the panes had been filled up with wood. In one of these was a
- small and almost imperceptible chink, through which the eye
- could just penetrate. Through this crevice, a small room was
- visible, white-washed and clean, but very bare of furniture. In
- one corner, near a small fire, sat an old man, leaning his
- head on his hands in a disconsolate attitude. The young girl
- was occupied in arranging the cottage; but presently she took
- something out of a drawer, which employed her hands, and
- she sat down beside the old man, who, taking up an instru-
- ment, began to play, and to produce sounds, sweeter than
- the voice of the thrush or the nightingale. It was a lovely
- sight, even to me, poor wretch! who had never beheld aught
- beautiful before. The silver hair and benevolent countenance
- of the aged cottager, won my reverence; while the gentle
- manners of the girl enticed my love. He played a sweet
- mournful air, which I perceived drew tears from the eyes of
- his amiable companion, of which the old man took no notice,
- until she sobbed audibly; he then pronounced a few sounds,
- and the fair creature, leaving her work, knelt at his feet. He
- raised her, and smiled with such kindness and affection, that
- I felt sensations of a peculiar and overpowering nature: they
- were a mixture of pain and pleasure, such as I had never be-
- fore experienced, either from hunger or cold, warmth or
- food; and I withdrew from the window, unable to bear these
- emotions.
- "Soon after this the young man returned, bearing on his
- shoulders a load of wood. The girl met him at the door,
- helped to relieve him of his burden, and, taking some of the
- fuel into the cottage, placed it on the fire; then she and the
- youth went apart into a nook of the cottage, and he shewed
- her a large loaf and a piece of cheese. She seemed pleased;
- and went into the garden for some roots and plants, which
- she placed in water, and then upon the fire. She afterwards
- continued her work, whilst the young man went into the gar-
- den, and appeared busily employed in digging and pulling up
- roots. After he had been employed thus about an hour, the
- young woman joined him, and they entered the cottage to-
- gether.
- "The old man had, in the mean time, been pensive; but,
- on the appearance of his companions, he assumed a more
- cheerful air, and they sat down to eat. The meal was quickly
- dispatched. The young woman was again occupied in arrang-
- ing the cottage; the old man walked before the cottage in the
- sun for a few minutes, leaning on the arm of the youth. Noth-
- ing could exceed in beauty the contrast between these two ex-
- cellent creatures. One was old, with silver hairs and a counte-
- nance beaming with benevolence and love: the younger was
- slight and graceful in his figure, and his features were
- moulded with the finest symmetry; yet his eyes and attitude
- expressed the utmost sadness and despondency. The old man
- returned to the cottage; and the youth, with tools different
- from those he had used in the morning, directed his steps
- across the fields.
- "Night quickly shut in; but, to my extreme wonder, I
- found that the cottagers had a means of prolonging light, by
- the use of tapers, and was delighted to find, that the setting
- of the sun did not put an end to the pleasure I experienced
- in watching my human neighbours. In the evening, the young
- girl and her companion were employed in various occupa-
- tions which I did not understand; and the old man again took
- up the instrument, which produced the divine sounds that
- had enchanted me in the morning. So soon as he had fin-
- ished, the youth began, not to play, but to utter sounds that
- were monotonous, and neither resembling the harmony of
- the old man's instrument or the songs of the birds; I since
- found that he read aloud, but at that time I knew nothing of
- the science of words or letters.
- "The family, after having been thus occupied for a short
- time, extinguished their lights, and retired, as I conjectured,
- to rest.
- CHAPTER IV.
-
- " I lay on my straw, but I could not sleep. I thought of the
- occurrences of the day. What chiefly struck me was the gentle
- manners of these people; and I longed to join them, but
- dared not. I remembered too well the treatment I had suf-
- fered the night before from the barbarous villagers, and re-
- solved, whatever course of conduct I might hereafter think it
- right to pursue, that for the present I would remain quietly in
- my hovel, watching, and endeavouring to discover the mo-
- tives which influenced their actions.
- "The cottagers arose the next morning before the sun.
- The young woman arranged the cottage, and prepared the
- food; and the youth departed after the first meal.
- "This day was passed in the same routine as that which
- preceded it. The young man was constantly employed out of
- doors, and the girl in various laborious occupations within.
- The old man, whom I soon perceived to be blind, employed
- his leisure hours on his instrument, or in contemplation.
- Nothing could exceed the love and respect which the
- younger cottagers exhibited towards their venerable compan-
- ion. They performed towards him every little office of affec-
- tion and duty with gentleness; and he rewarded them by his
- benevolent smiles.
- "They were not entirely happy. The young man and his
- companion often went apart, and appeared to weep. I saw no
- cause for their unhappiness; but I was deeply affected by it. If
- such lovely creatures were miserable, it was less strange that
- I, an imperfect and solitary being, should be wretched. Yet
- why were these gentle beings unhappy? They possessed a de-
- lightful house (for such it was in my eyes), and every luxury;
- they had a fire to warm them when chill, and delicious viands
- when hungry; they were dressed in excellent clothes; and, still
- more, they enjoyed one another's company and speech, inter-
- changing each day looks of affection and kindness. What did
- their tears imply? Did they really express pain? I was at first
- unable to solve these questions; but perpetual attention, and
- time, explained to me many appearances which were at first
- enigmatic.
- "A considerable period elapsed before I discovered one of
- the causes of the uneasiness of this amiable family; it was pov-
- erty: and they suffered that evil in a very distressing degree.
- Their nourishment consisted entirely of the vegetables of
- their garden, and the milk of one cow, who gave very little
- during the winter, when its masters could scarcely procure
- food to support it. They often, I believe, suffered the pangs
- of hunger very poignantly, especially the two younger cottag-
- ers; for several times they placed food before the old man,
- when they reserved none for themselves.
- "This trait of kindness moved me sensibly. I had been ac-
- customed, during the night, to steal a part of their store for
- my own consumption; but when I found that in doing this I
- inflicted pain on the cottagers, I abstained, and satisfied my-
- self with berries, nuts, and roots, which I gathered from a
- neighbouring wood.
- "I discovered also another means through which I was en-
- abled to assist their labours. I found that the youth spent a
- great part of each day in collecting wood for the family fire;
- and, during the night, I often took his tools, the use of which
- I quickly discovered, and brought home firing sufficient for
- the consumption of several days.
- "I remember, the first time that I did this, the young
- woman, when she opened the door in the morning, appeared
- greatly astonished on seeing a great pile of wood on the out-
- side. She uttered some words in a loud voice, and the youth
- joined her, who also expressed surprise. I observed, with
- pleasure, that he did not go to the forest that day, but spent
- it in repairing the cottage, and cultivating the garden.
- "By degrees I made a discovery of still greater moment. I
- found that these people possessed a method of communicat-
- ing their experience and feelings to one another by articulate
- sounds. I perceived that the words they spoke sometimes
- produced pleasure or pain, smiles or sadness, in the minds
- and countenances of the hearers. This was indeed a godlike
- science, and I ardently desired to become acquainted with it.
- But I was baffled in every attempt I made for this purpose.
- Their pronunciation was quick; and the words they uttered,
- not having any apparent connexion with visible objects, I was
- unable to discover any clue by which I could unravel the mys-
- tery of their reference. By great application, however, and af-
- ter having remained during the space of several revolutions
- of the moon in my hovel, I discovered the names that were
- given to some of the most familiar objects of discourse: I
- learned and applied the words fire, milk bread, and wood. I
- learned also the names of the cottagers themselves. The
- youth and his companion had each of them several names,
- but the old man had only one, which was father. The girl was
- called sister, or Agatha; and the youth Felix, brother, or son. I
- cannot describe the delight I felt when I learned the ideas ap-
- propriated to each of these sounds, and was able to pro-
- nounce them. I distinguished several other words, without
- being able as yet to understand or apply them; such as good,
- dearest, unhappy.
- "I spent the winter in this manner. The gentle manners
- and beauty of the cottagers greatly endeared them to me:
- when they were unhappy, I felt depressed; when they re-
- joiced, I sympathized in their joys. I saw few human beings
- beside them; and if any other happened to enter the cottage,
- their harsh manners and rude gait only enhanced to me the
- superior accomplishments of my friends. The old man, I
- could perceive, often endeavoured to encourage his children,
- as sometimes I found that he called them, to cast off their
- melancholy. He would talk in a cheerful accent, with an ex-
- pression of goodness that bestowed pleasure even upon me.
- Agatha listened with respect, her eyes sometimes filled with
- tears, which she endeavoured to wipe away unperceived; but
- I generally found that her countenance and tone were more
- cheerful after having listened to the exhortations of her fa-
- ther. It was not thus with Felix. He was always the saddest of
- the groupe; and, even to my unpractised senses, he appeared
- to have suffered more deeply than his friends. But if his
- countenance was more sorrowful, his voice was more cheer
- ful than that of his sister, especially when he addressed the
- old man.
- "I could mention innumerable instances, which, although
- slight, marked the dispositions of these amiable cottagers. In
- the midst of poverty and want, Felix carried with pleasure to
- his sister the first little white flower that peeped out from be-
- neath the snowy ground. Early in the morning before she
- had risen, he cleared away the snow that obstructed her path
- to the milk-house, drew water from the well, and brought the
- wood from the out-house, where, to his perpetual
- astonishment, he found his store always replenished by an in-
- visible hand. In the day, I believe, he worked sometimes for
- a neighbouring farmer, because he often went forth, and did
- not return until dinner, yet brought no wood with him. At
- other times he worked in the garden; but, as there was little
- to do in the frosty season, he read to the old man and
- Agatha.
- "This reading had puzzled me extremely at first; but, by
- degrees, I discovered that he uttered many of the same
- sounds when he read as when he talked. I conjectured, there-
- fore, that he found on the paper signs for speech which he
- understood, and I ardently longed to comprehend these also;
- but how was that possible, when I did not even understand
- the sounds for which they stood as signs? I improved, how-
- ever, sensibly in this science, but not sufficiently to follow up
- any kind of conversation, although I applied my whole mind
- to the endeavour: for I easily perceived that, although I
- eagerly longed to discover myself to the cottagers, I ought
- not to make the attempt until I had first become master of
- their language; which knowledge might enable me to make
- them overlook the deformity of my figure; for with this also
- the contrast perpetually presented to my eyes had made me
- acquainted.
- "I had admired the perfect forms of my cottagers their
- grace, beauty, and delicate complexions: but how was I terri-
- fied, when I viewed myself in a transparent pool! At first I
- started back, unable to believe that it was indeed I who was
- reflected in the mirror; and when I became fully convinced
- that I was in reality the monster that I am, I was filled with
- the bitterest sensations of despondence and mortification.
- Alas! I did not yet entirely know the fatal effects of this miser-
- able deformity.
- "As the sun became warmer, and the light of day longer,
- the snow vanished, and I beheld the bare trees and the black
- earth. From this time Felix was more employed; and the
- heart-moving indications of impending famine disappeared.
- Their food, as I afterwards found, was coarse, but it was
- wholesome; and they procured a sufficiency of it. Several new
- kinds of plants sprung up in the garden, which they dressed;
- and these signs of comfort increased daily as the season ad-
- vanced.
- "The old man, leaning on his son, walked each day at
- noon, when it did not rain, as I found it was called when the
- heavens poured forth its waters. This frequently took place;
- but a high wind quickly dried the earth, and the season be-
- came far more pleasant than it had been.
- "My mode of life in my hovel was uniform. During the
- morning I attended the motions of the cottagers; and when
- they were dispersed in various occupations, I slept: the re-
- mainder of the day was spent in observing my friends. When
- they had retired to rest, if there was any moon, or the night
- was star-light, I went into the woods, and collected my own
- food and fuel for the cottage. When I returned, as often as it
- was necessary, I cleared their path from the snow, and per-
- formed those offices that I had seen done by Felix. I after-
- wards found that these labours, performed by an invisible
- hand, greatly astonished them; and once or twice I heard
- them, on these occasions, utter the words good spirit, wonder-
- ful; but I did not then understand the signification of these
- terms.
- "My thoughts now became more active, and I longed to
- discover the motives and feelings of these lovely creatures; I
- was inquisitive to know why Felix appeared so miserable, and
- Agatha so sad. I thought (foolish wretch!) that it might be in
- my power to restore happiness to these deserving people.
- When I slept, or was absent, the forms of the venerable blind
- father, the gentle Agatha, and the excellent Felix, flitted be-
- fore me. I looked upon them as superior beings, who would
- be the arbiters of my future destiny. I formed in my imagina-
- tion a thousand pictures of presenting myself to them, and
- their reception of me. I imagined that they would be dis-
- gusted, until, by my gentle demeanour and conciliating
- words, I should first win their favour, and afterwards their
- love.
- "These thoughts exhilarated me, and led me to apply with
- fresh ardour to the acquiring the art of language. My organs
- were indeed harsh, but supple; and although my voice was
- very unlike the soft music of their tones, yet I pronounced
- such words as I understood with tolerable ease. It was as the
- ass and the lap-dog; yet surely the gentle ass, whose inten-
- tions were affectionate, although his manners were rude, de-
- served better treatment than blows and execration.
- "The pleasant showers and genial warmth of spring greatly
- altered the aspect of the earth. Men, who before this change
- seemed to have been hid in caves, dispersed themselves, and
- were employed in various arts of cultivation. The birds sang
- in more cheerful notes, and the leaves began to bud forth on
- the trees. Happy, happy earth! fit habitation for gods, which,
- so short a time before, was bleak, damp, and unwholesome.
- My spirits were elevated by the enchanting appearance of na-
- ture; the past was blotted from my memory, the present was
- tranquil, and the filture gilded by bright rays of hope, and an-
- ticipations of joy.
- CHAPTER V.
-
- " I now hasten to the more moving part of my story. I shall
- relate events that impressed me with feelings which, from
- what I was, have made me what I am.
- "Spring advanced rapidly; the weather became fine, and
- the skies cloudless. It surprised me, that what before was de-
- sert and gloomy should now bloom with the most beautiful
- flowers and verdure. My senses were gratified and refreshed
- by a thousand scents of delight, and a thousand sights of
- beauty.
- "It was on one of these days, when my cottagers peri-
- odically rested from labour the old man played on his gui-
- tar, and the children listened to him I observed that the
- countenance of Felix was melancholy beyond expression: he
- sighed frequently; and once his father paused in his music,
- and I conjectured by his manner that he inquired the cause
- of his son's sorrow. Felix replied in a cheerful accent, and the
- old man was recommencing his music, when some one
- tapped at the door.
- "It was a lady on horseback, accompanied by a country-
- man as a guide. The lady was dressed in a dark suit, and cov-
- ered with a thick black veil. Agatha asked a question; to
- which the stranger only replied by pronouncing, in a sweet
- accent, the name of Felix. Her voice was musical, but unlike
- that of either of my friends. On hearing this word, Felix came
- up hastily to the lady; who, when she saw him, threw up her
- veil, and I beheld a countenance of angelic beauty and ex-
- pression. Her hair of a shining raven black, and curiously
- braided; her eyes were dark, but gentle, although animated;
- her features of a regular proportion, and her complexion
- wondrously fair, each cheek tinged with a lovely pink.
- "Felix seemed ravished with delight when he saw her,
- every trait of sorrow vanished from his face, and it instantly
- expressed a degree of ecstatic joy, of which I could hardly
- have believed it capable; his eyes sparkled, as his cheek
- flushed with pleasure; and at that moment I thought him as
- beautiful as the stranger. She appeared affected by different
- feelings; wiping a few tears from her lovely eyes, she held out
- her hand to Felix, who kissed it rapturously, and called her,
- as well as I could distinguish, his sweet Arabian. She did not
- appear to understand him, but smiled. He assisted her to dis-
- mount, and, dismissing her guide, conducted her into the
- cottage. Some conversation took place between him and his
- father; and the young stranger knelt at the old man's feet,
- and would have kissed his hand, but he raised her, and em-
- braced her affectionately.
- "l soon perceived, that although the stranger uttered ar-
- ticulate sounds, and appeared to have a language of her own,
- she was neither understood by, or herself understood, the
- cottagers. They made many signs which I did not compre-
- hend; but I saw that her presence diffused gladness through
- the cottage, dispelling their sorrow as the sun dissipates the
- morning mists. Felix seemed peculiarly happy, and with
- smiles of delight welcomed his Arabian. Agatha, the ever-gen-
- tle Agatha, kissed the hands of the lovely stranger; and, point-
- ing to her brother, made signs which appeared to me to
- mean that he had been sorrowful until she came. Some hours
- passed thus, while they, by their countenances, expressed joy,
- the cause of which I did not comprehend. Presently I found,
- by the frequent recurrence of one sound which the stranger
- repeated after them, that she was endeavouring to learn their
- language; and the idea instantly occurred to me, that I should
- make use of the same instructions to the same end. The
- stranger learned about twenty words at the first lesson, most
- of them indeed were those which I had before understood,
- but I profited by the others.
- "As night came on, Agatha and the Arabian retired early.
- When they separated, Felix kissed the hand of the stranger,
- and said, 'Good night, sweet Safie.' He sat up much longer,
- conversing with his father; and, by the frequent repetition of
- her name, I conjectured that their lovely guest was the sub-
- ject of their conversation. I ardently desired to understand
- them, and bent every faculty towards that purpose, but found
- it utterly impossible.
- "The next morning Felix went out to his work; and, after
- the usual occupations of Agatha were finished, the Arabian
- sat at the feet of the old man, and, taking his guitar, played
- some airs so entrancingly beautiful, that they at once drew
- tears of sorrow and delight from my eyes. She sang, and her
- voice flowed in a rich cadence, swelling or dying away, like a
- nightingale of the woods.
- "When she had finished, she gave the guitar to Agatha,
- who at first declined it. She played a simple air, and her voice
- accomyanied it in sweet accents, but unlike the wondrous
- strain of the stranger. The old man appeared enraptured,
- and said some words, which Agatha endeavoured to explain
- to Safie, and by which he appeared to wish to express that
- she bestowed on him the greatest delight by her music.
- "The days now passed as peaceably as before, with the sole
- alteration, that joy had taken place of sadness in the counte-
- nances of my friends. Safie was always gay and happy; she
- and I improved rapidly in the knowledge of language, so that
- in two months I began to comprehend most of the words ut-
- tered by my protectors.
- "In the meanwhile also the black ground was covered with
- herbage, and the green banks interspersed with innumerable
- flowers, sweet to the scent and the eyes, stars of pale radiance
- among the moonlight woods; the sun became warmer, the
- nights clear and balmy; and my nocturnal rambles were an
- extreme pleasure to me, although they were considerably
- shortened by the late setting and early rising of the sun; for I
- never ventured abroad during daylight, fearful of meeting
- with the same treatment as I had formerly endured in the
- first village which I entered.
- "My days were spent in close attention, that I might more
- speedily master the language; and I may boast that I im-
- proved more rapidly than the Arabian, who understood very
- little, and conversed in broken accents, whilst I compre-
- hended and could imitate almost every word that was spoken.
- "While I improved in speech, I also learned the science of
- letters, as it was taught to the stranger; and this opened be-
- fore me a wide field for wonder and delight.
- "The book from which Felix instructed Safie was Volney's
- Ruins of Empires. I should not have understood the purport of
- this book, had not Felix, in reading it, given very minute ex-
- planations. He had chosen this work, he said, because the de-
- clamatory style was framed in imitation of the eastern
- authors. Through this work I obtained a cursory knowledge
- of history, and a view of the several empires at present exist-
- ing in the world; it gave me an insight into the manners, gov-
- ernments, and religions of the different nations of the earth.
- I heard of the slothful Asiatics; of the stupendous genius and
- mental activity of the Grecians; of the wars and wonderful
- virtue of the early Romans of their subsequent degenera-
- tion of the decline of that mighty empire; of chivalry,
- christianity, and kings. I heard of the discovery of the Ameri-
- can hemisphere, and wept with Safie over the hapless fate of
- its original inhabitants.
- "These wonderful narrations inspired me with strange feel-
- ings. Was man, indeed, at once so powerful, so virtuous, and
- magnificent, yet so vicious and base? He appeared at one
- time a mere scion of the evil principle, and at another as all
- that can be conceived of noble and godlike. To be a great
- and virtuous man appeared the highest honour than can be-
- fall a sensitive being; to be base and vicious, as many on re-
- cord have been, appeared the lowest degradation, a condi-
- tion more abject that of the blind mole or harmless worm.
- For a long time I could not conceive how one man could go
- forth to murder his fellow, or even why there were laws and
- governments; but when I heard details of vice and bloodshed,
- my wonder ceased, and I turned away with disgust and loath-
- ing.
- "Every conversation of the cottagers now opened new
- wonders to me. While I listened to the instructions which Fe-
- lix bestowed upon the Arabian, the strange system of human
- society was explained to me. I heard of the division of prop-
- erty, of immense wealth and squalid poverty; of rank, de-
- scent, and noble blood.
- "The words induced me to turn towards myself. I learned
- that the possessions most esteemed by your fellow-creatures
- were, high and unsullied descent united with riches. A man
- might be respected with only one of these acquisitions; but
- without either he was considered, except in very rare in-
- stances, as a vagabond and a slave, doomed to waste his pow-
- ers for the profit of the chosen few. And what was I? Of my
- creation and creator I was absolutely ignorant; but I knew
- that I possessed no money, no friends, no kind of property. I
- was, besides, endowed with a figure hideously deformed and
- loathsome; I was not even of the same nature as man. I was
- more agile than they, and could subsist upon coarser diet; I
- bore the extremes of heat and cold with less injury to my
- frame; my stature far exceeded their's. When I looked
- around, I saw and heard of none like me. Was I then a mon-
- ster, a blot upon the earth, from which all men fled, and
- whom all men disowned?
- "I cannot describe to you the agony that these reflections
- inflicted upon me; I tried to dispel them, but sorrow only in-
- creased with knowledge. Oh, that I had for ever remained in
- my native wood, nor known or felt beyond the sensations of
- hunger, thirst, and heat!
- "Of what a strange nature is knowledge! It clings to the
- mind, when it has once seized on it, like a lichen on the rock.
- I wished sometimes to shake off all thought and feeling; but I
- learned that there was but one means to overcome the sensa-
- tion of pain, and that was death a state which I feared yet
- did not understand. I admired virtue and good feelings, and
- loved the gentle manners and amiable qualities of my cottag-
- ers; but I was shut out from intercourse with them, except
- through means which I obtained by stealth, when I was un-
- seen and unknown, and which rather increased than satisfied
- the desire I had of becoming one among my fellows. The
- gentle words of Agatha, and the animated smiles of the
- charming Arabian, were not for me. The mild exhortations
- of the old man, and the lively conversation of the loved Felix,
- were not for me. Miserable, unhappy wretch!
- "Other lessons were impressed upon me even more
- deeply. I heard of the difference of sexes; of the birth and
- growth of children; how the father doated on the smiles of
- the infant, and the lively sallies of the older child; how all the
- life and cares of the mother were wrapt up in the precious
- charge; how the mind of youth expanded and gained knowl-
- edge; of brother, sister, and all the various relationships
- which bind one human being to another in mutual bonds.
- "But where were my friends and relations? No father had
- watched my infant days, no mother had blessed me with
- smiles and caresses; or if they had, all my past life was now a
- blot, a blind vacancy in which I distinguished nothing. From
- my earliest remembrance I had been as I then was in height
- and proportion. I had never yet seen a being resembling me,
- or who claimed any intercourse with me. What was I? The
- question again recurred, to be answered only with groans.
- "I will soon explain to what these feelings tended; but al-
- low me now to return to the cottagers, whose story excited in
- me such various feelings of indignation, delight, and wonder,
- but which all terminated in additional love and reverence for
- my protectors (for so I loved, in an innocent, half painful
- self-deceit, to call them).
- CHAPTER Vl.
-
- "Some time elapsed before I learned the history of my
- friends. It was one which could not fail to impress itself
- deeply on my mind, unfolding as it did a number of circum-
- stances each interesting and wonderful to one so utterly inex-
- perienced as I was.
- "The name of the old man was De Lacey. He was descend-
- ed from a good family in France, where he had lived for
- many years in affluence, respected by his superiors, and be-
- loved by his equals. His son was bred in the service of his
- country; and Agatha had ranked with ladies of the highest
- distinction. A few months before my arrival, they had lived in
- a large and luxurious city, called Paris, surrounded by
- friends, and possessed of every enjoyment which virtue, re-
- finement of intellect, or taste, accompanied by a moderate
- fortune, could afford.
- "The father of Safie had been the cause of their ruin. He
- was a Turkish merchant, and had inhabited Paris for many
- years, when, for some reason which I could not learn, he be-
- came obnoxious to the government. He was seized and cast
- into prison the very day that Safie arrived from Constanti-
- nople to join him. He was tried, and condemned to death.
- The injustice of his sentence was very flagrant; all Paris was
- indignant; and it was judged that his religion and wealth,
- rather than the crime alleged against him, had been the cause
- of his condemnation.
- "Felix had been present at the trial; his horror and indig-
- nation were uncontrollable, when he heard the decision of
- the court. He made, at that moment, a solemn vow to deliver
- him, and then looked around for the means. After many
- fruitless attempts to gain admittance to the prison, he found
- a strongly grated window in an unguarded part of the build-
- ing, which lighted the dungeon of the unfortunate Ma-
- hometan; who, loaded with chains, waited in despair the exe-
- cution of the barbarous sentence. Felix visited the grate at
- night, and made known to the prisoner his intentions in his
- favour. The Turk, amazed and delighted, endeavoured to kin-
- dle the zeal of his deliverer by promises of reward and
- wealth. Felix rejected his offers with contempt; yet when he
- saw the lovely Safie, who was allowed to visit her father, and
- who, by her gestures, expressed her lively gratitude, the
- youth could not help owning to his own mind, that the cap-
- tive possessed a treasure which would fully reward his toil
- and hazard.
- "The Turk quickly perceived the impression that his
- daughter had made on the heart of Felix, and endeavoured
- to secure him more entirely in his interests by the promise of
- her hand in marriage, so soon as he should be conveyed to a
- place of safety. Felix was too delicate to accept this offer; yet
- he looked forward to the probability of that event as to the
- consummation of his happiness.
- "During the ensuing days, while the preparations were go-
- ing forward for the escape of the merchant, the zeal of Felix
- was warmed by several letters that he received from this
- lovely girl, who found means to express her thoughts in the
- language of her lover by the aid of an old man, a servant of
- her father's, who understood French. She thanked him in the
- most ardent terms for his intended services towards her fa-
- ther; and at the same time she gently deplored her own fate.
- "I have copies of these letters; for I found means, during
- my residence in the hovel, to procure the implements of writ-
- ing; and the letters were often in the hands of Felix or
- Agatha. Before I depart, I will give them to you, they will
- prove the truth of my tale; but at present, as the sun is al-
- ready far declined, I shall only have time to repeat the sub-
- stance of them to you.
- "Safie related, that her mother was a Christian Arab,
- seized and made a slave by the Turks; recommended by her
- beauty, she had won the heart of the father of Safie, who
- married her. The young girl spoke in high and enthusiastic
- terms of her mother, who, born in freedom spurned the
- bondage to which she was now reduced. She instructed hler
- daughter in the tenets of her religion, and taught her to as-
- pire to higher powers of intellect, and an independence of
- spirit, forbidden to the female followers of Mahomet.This
- lady died; but her lessons were indelibly impressed on the
- mind of Safie, who sickened at the prospect of again return-
- ing to Asia, and the being immured within the walls of a
- harem, allowed only to occupy herself with puerile amuse-
- ments, ill suited to the temper of her soul, now accustomed
- to grand ideas and a noble emulation for virtue. The pros-
- pect of marrying a Christian, and remaining in a country
- where women were allowed to take a rank in society, was en-
- chanting to her.
- "The day for the execution of the Turk was fixed; but, on
- the night previous to it, he had quitted prison, and before
- morning was distant many leagues from Paris. Felix had pro-
- cured passports in the name of his father, sister, and himself.
- He had previously communicated his plan to the former,
- who aided the deceit by quitting his house, under the pre-
- tence of a journey, and concealed himself, with his daughter,
- in an obscure part of Paris.
- "Felix conducted the fugitives through France to Lyons,
- and across Mont Cenis to Leghorn, where the merchant had
- decided to wait a favourable opportunity of passing into
- some part of the Turkish dominions.
- "Safie resolved to remain with her father until the moment
- of his departure, before which time the Turk renewed his
- promise that she should be united to his deliverer; and Felix
- remained with them in expectation of that event; and in the
- mean time he enjoyed the society of the Arabian, who exhib-
- ited towards him the simplest and tenderest affection. They
- conversed with one another through the means of an inter-
- preter, and sometimes with the interpretation of looks; and
- Safie sang to him the divine airs of her native country.
- "The Turk allowed this intimacy to take place, and encour-
- aged the hopes of the youthful lovers, while in his heart he
- had formed far other plans. He loathed the idea that his
- daughter should be united to a Christian; but he feared the
- resentment of Felix if he should appear lukewarm; for he
- knew that he was still in the power of his deliverer, if he
- should choose to betray him to the Italian state which they in-
- habited. He revolved a thousand plans by which he should be
- enabled to prolong the deceit until it might be no longer nec-
- essary, and secretly to take his daughter with him when he
- departed. His plans were greatly facilitated by the news which
- arrived from Paris.
- "The government of France were greatly enraged at the es-
- cape of their victim, and spared no pains to detect and pun-
- ish his deliverer. The plot of Felix was quickly discovered,
- and De Lacey and Agatha were thrown into prison. The news
- reached Felix, and roused him from his dream of pleasure.
- His blind and aged father, and his gentle sister, lay in a noi-
- some dungeon, while he enjoyed the free air, and the society
- of her whom he loved. This idea was torture to him. He
- quickly arranged with the Turk, that if the latter should find
- a favourable opportunity for escape before Felix could return
- to Italy, Safie should remain as a boarder at a convent at Leg-
- horn; and then, quitting the lovely Arabian, he hastened to
- Paris, and delivered himself up to the vengeance of the law,
- hoping to free De Lacey and Agatha by this proceeding.
- "He did not succeed. They remained confined for five
- months before the trial took place; the result of which de-
- prived them of their fortune, and condemned them to a per-
- petual exile from their native country.
- "They found a miserable asylum in the cottage in Ger-
- many, where I discovered them. Felix soon learned that the
- treacherous Turk, for whom he and his family endured such
- unheard-of oppression, on discovering that his deliverer was
- thus reduced to poverty and impotence, became a traitor to
- good feeling and honour, and had quitted Italy with his
- daughter, insultingly sending Felix a pittance of money to aid
- him, as he said, in some plan of future maintenance.
- "Such were the events that preyed on the heart of Felix,
- and rendered him, when I first saw him, the most miserable
- of his family. He could have endured poverty, and when this
- distress had been the meed of his virtue, he would have glo-
- ried in it: but the ingratitude of the Turk, and the loss of his
- beloved Safie, were misfortunes more bitter and irreparable.
- The arrival of the Arabian now infused new life into his soul.
- "When the news reached Leghorn, that Felix was deprived
- of his wealth and rank, the merchant commanded his daugh
- ter to think no more of her lover, but to prepare to return
- with him to her native country. The generous nature of Safie
- was outraged by this command; she attempted to expostulate
- with her father, but he left her angrily, reiterating his tyranni-
- cal mandate.
- "A few days after, the Turk entered his daughter's apart-
- ment, and told her hastily, that he had reason to believe that
- his residence at Leghorn had been divulged, and that he
- should speedily be delivered up to the French government;
- he had, consequently, hired a vessel to convey him to Con-
- stantinople, for which city he should sail in a few hours. He
- intended to leave his daughter under the care of a confiden-
- tial servant, to follow at her leisure with the greater part of
- his property, which had not yet arrived at Leghorn.
- "When alone, Safie resolved in her own mind the plan of
- conduct that it would become her to pursue in this emer-
- gency. A residence in Turkey was abhorrent to her; her relig-
- ion and feelings were alike adverse to it. By some papers of
- her father's, which fell into her hands, she heard of the exile
- of her lover, and learnt the name of the spot where he then
- resided. She hesitated some time, but at length she formed
- her determination. Taking with her some jewels that be-
- longed to her, and a small sum of money, she quitted Italy,
- with an attendant, a native of Leghorn, but who understood
- the common language of Turkey, and departed for Germany.
- "She arrived in safety at a town about twenty leagues from
- the cottage of De Lacey" when her attendant fell dangerously
- ill. Safie nursed her with the most devoted affection; but the
- poor girl died, and the Arabian was left alone, unacquainted
- with the language of the country, and utterly ignorant of the
- customs of the world. She fell, however, into good hands.
- The Italian had mentioned the name of the spot for which
- they were bound; and, after her death, the woman of the
- house in which they had lived took care that Safie should ar-
- rive in safety at the cottage of her lover.
- CHAPTER VII.
-
- " Such was the history of my beloved cottagers. It impressed
- me deeply. I learned, from the views of social life which it de-
- veloped, to admire their virtues, and to deprecate the vices of
- mankind.
-
- "As yet I looked upon crime as a distant evil; benevolence
- and generosity were ever present before me, inciting within
- me a desire to become an actor in the busy scene where so
- many admirable qualities were called forth and displayed.
- But, in giving an account of the progress of my intellect, I
- must not omit a circumstance which occurred in the begin-
- ning of the month of August of the same year.
- "One night, during my accustomed visit to the neighbour-
- ing wood, where I collected my own food, and brought home
- firing for my protectors, I found on the ground a leathern
- portmanteau, containing several articles of dress and some
- books. I eagerly seized the prize, and returned with it to my
- hovel. Fortunately the books were written in the language the
- elements of which I had acquired at the cottage; they con-
- sisted of Paradise Lost, a volume of Plutarch's Lives, and the
- Sorrows of Werter. The possession of these treasures gave me
- extreme delight; I now continually studied and exercised my
- mind upon these histories, whilst my friends were employed
- in their ordinary occupations.
- "I can hardly describe to you the effect of these books.
- They produced in me an infinity of new images and feelings,
- that sometimes raised me to ecstasy, but more frequently
- sunk me into the lowest dejection. In the Sorrows of Werter, be-
- sides the interest of its simple and affecting story, so many
- opinions are canvassed, and so many lights thrown upon
- what had hitherto been to me obscure subjects, that I found
- in it a never-ending source of speculation and astonishment.
- The gentle and domestic manners it described, combined
- with lofty sentiments and feelings, which had for their object
- something out of self, accorded well with my experience
- among my protectors, and with the wants which were for
- ever alive in my own bosom. But I thought Werter himself a
- more divine being than I had ever beheld or imagined; his
- character contained no pretension, but it sunk deep. The dis-
- quisitions upon death and suicide were calculated to fill me
- with wonder. I did not pretend to enter into the merits of
- the case, yet I inclined towards the opiniolns of the hero,
- whose extinction I wept, without precisely un~derstanding it.
- "As I read, however, I applied much perSo~nally to my own
- feelings and condition. I found myself similar, yet at the same
- time strangely unlike the beings concerninlg whom I read,
- and to whose conversation I was a listener-- I sympathized
- with, and partly understood them, but I was unformed in
- mind; I was dependent on none, and relateid to none. 'The
- path of my departure was free;' and there was none to la-
- ment my annihilation. My person was hideous, and my stat-
- ure gigantic: what did this mean? Who was I? What was I?
- Whence did I come? What was my destinatiion? These ques-
- tions continually recurred, but I was unable to solve them.
- "The volume of Plutarch's Lives which I possessed, con-
- tained the histories of the first founders of the ancient repub-
- lics. This book had a far different effect upon me from the
- Sorrows of Werter. I learned from Werter's jimaginations de-
- spondency and gloom: but Plutarch taught me high thoughts;
- he elevated me above the wretched sphere of my own reflec-
- tions, to admire and love the heroes of past ages. Many
- things I read surpassed my understanding and experience. I
- had a very confused knowledge of kingdoms, wide extents of
- country, mighty rivers, and boundless seas. But I was per-
- fectly unacquainted with towns, and large assemblages of
- men. The cottage of my protectors had beenl the only school
- in which I had studied human nature; but this book devel
- oped new and mightier scenes of action. I read of men con-
- cerned in public affairs governing or massacring their spe-
- cies. I felt the greatest ardour for virtue rise within me, and
- abhorrence for vice, as far as I understood the signification
- of those terms, relative as they were, as I applied them, to
- pleasure and pain alone. Induced by these feelings, I was of
- course led to admire peaceable law-givers, Numa, Solon, and
- Lycurgus, in preference to Romulus and Theseus. The patri-
- archal lives of my protectors caused these impressions to take
- a firm hold on my mind; perhaps, if my first introduction to
- humanity had been made by a young soldier, burning for
- glory and slaughter, I should have been imbued with differ-
- ent sensations.
- "But Paradise Lost excited different and far deeper emo-
- tions. I read it, as I had read the other volumes which had
- fallen into my hands, as a true history. It moved every feeling
- of wonder and awe, that the pictulre of an omnipotent God
- warlfing with his creatures was capable of exciting. I often re-
- ferred the several situations, as their similarity struck me, to
- my own. Like Adam, I was created apparently united by no
- link to any other being in existenc,e; but his state was far dif-
- ferent from mine in every other respect. He had come forth
- from the hands of God a perfect creature, happy and pros-
- perous, guarded by the special care of his Creator; he was al-
- lowed to converse with, and acquire knowledge from beings
- of a superior nature: but I was wretched, helpless, and alone.
- Many times I considered Satan as the fitter emblem of my
- condition; for often, like him, when I viewed the bliss of my
- protectors the bitter gall of envy rose within me.
- "Another circumstance strengthened and confirmed these
- feelings. Soon after my arrival in the hovel, I discovered some
- papers in the pocket of the dress which I had taken from
- your laboratory. At first I had neglected them; but now that I
- was; able to decypher the characters in which they were writ-
- ten, I began to study them with diligence. It was your journal
- of the four months that preceded rny creation. You minutely
- desclribed in these papers every step you took in the progress
- of your work; this history was mingled with accounts of do-
- mestic occurrences. You, doubtless, recollect these papers.
- Here they are. Everything is related in them which bears ref-
- erence to my accursed origin; the whole detail of that series
- of disgusting circumstances which produced it is set in view;
- the minutest description of my odious and loathsome person
- is given, in language which painted your own horrors, and
- rendered mine ineffaceable. I sickened as I read. 'Hateful day
- when I received life!' I exclaimed in agony. 'Cursed creator!
- Why did you form a monster so hideous that even you
- turned from me in disgust? God in pity made man beautiful
- and alluring, after his own image; but my form is a filthy type
- of your's, more horrid from its very resemblance. Satan had
- his companions, fellow-devils, to admire and encourage him;
- but I am solitary and detested.'
- "These were the reflections of my hours of despondency
- and solitude; but when I contemplated the virtues of the cot-
- tagers, their amiable and benevolent dispositions, I per-
- suaded myself that when they should become acquainted
- with my admiration of their virtues, they would compassion-
- ate me, and overlook my personal deformity. Could they turn
- from their door one, however monstrous, who solicited their
- compassion and friendship? I resolved, at least, not to de-
- spair, but in every way to fit myself for an interview with
- them which would decide my fate. I postponed this attempt
- for some months longer; for the importance attached to its
- success inspired me with a dread lest I should fail. Besides, I
- found that my understanding improved so much with every
- day's experience, that I was unwilling to commence this un-
- dertaking until a few more months should have added to my
- wisdom.
- "Several changes, in the mean time, took place in the cot-
- tage. The presence of Safie diffused happiness among its in-
- habitants; and I also found that a greater degree of plenty
- reigned there. Felix and Agatha spent more time in amuse-
- ment and conversation, and were assisted in their labours by
- servants. They did not appear rich, but they were contented
- and happy; their feelings were serene and peaceful, while
- mine became every day more tumultuous. Increase of knowl
- edge only discovered to me more clearly what a wretched
- outcast I was. I cherished hope, it is true; but it vanished,
- when I beheld my person reflected in water, or my shadow in
- the moon-shine, even as that frail image and that inconstant
- shade.
- "I endeavoured to crush these fears, and to fortify myself
- for the trial which in a few months I resolved to undergo;
- and sometimes I allowed my thoughts, unchecked by reason,
- to ramble in the fields of Paradise, and dared to fancy ami-
- able and lovely creatures sympathizing with my feelings and
- cheering my gloom; their angelic countenances breathed
- smiles of consolation. But it was all a dream: no Eve soothed
- my sorrows, or shared my thoughts; I was alone. I remem-
- bered Adam's supplication to his Creator; but where was
- mine? he had abandoned me, and, in the bitterness of my
- heart, I cursed him.
- "Autumn passed thus. I saw, with surprise and grief, the
- leaves decay and fall, and nature again assume the barren
- and bleak appearance it had worn when I first beheld the
- woods and the lovely moon. Yet I did not heed the bleakness
- of the weather; I was better fitted by my conformation for the
- endurance of cold than heat. But my chief delights were the
- sight of the flowers, the birds, and all the gay apparel of sum-
- mer; when those deserted me, I turned with more attention
- towards the cottagers. Their happiness was not decreased by
- the absence of summer. They loved, and sympathized with
- one another; and their joys, depending on each other, were
- not interrupted by the casualties that took place around
- them. The more I saw of them, the greater became my desire
- to claim their protection and kindness; my heart yearned to
- be known and loved by these amiable creatures: to see their
- sweet looks turned towards me with affection, was the utmost
- limit of my ambition. I dared not think that they would turn
- them from me with disdain and horror. The poor that
- stopped at their door were never driven away. I asked, it is
- true, for greater treasures than a little food or rest; I required
- kindness and sympathy; but I did not believe myself utterly
- unworthy of it.
- "The winter advanced, and an entire revolution of the sea-
- sons had taken place since I awoke into life. My attention, at
- this time, was solely directed towards my plan of introducing
- myself into the cottage of my protectors. I revolved many
- projects; but that on which I finally fixed was, to enter the
- dwelling when the blind old man should be alone. I had sa-
- gacity enough to discover, that the unnatural hideousness of
- my person was the chief object of horror with those who had
- formerly beheld me. My voice, although harsh, had nothing
- terrible in it; I thought, therefore, that if, in the absence of
- his children, I could gain the good-will and mediation of the
- old De Lacey, I might, by his means, be tolerated by my
- younger protectors.
- "One day, when the sun shone on the red leaves that
- strewed the ground, and diffused cheerfulness, although it
- denied warmth, Safie, Agatha, and Felix, departed on a long
- country walk, and the old man, at his own desire, was left
- alone in the cottage. When his children had departed, he
- took up his guitar, and played several mournful, but sweet
- airs, more sweet and mournful than I had ever heard him
- play before. At first his countenance was illuminated with
- pleasure, but, as he continued, thoughtfulness and sadness
- succeeded; at length, laying aside the instrument, he sat ab-
- sorbed in reflection.
- "My heart beat quick; this was the hour and moment of
- trial, which would decide my hopes, or realize my fears. The
- servants were gone to a neighbouring fair. All was silent in
- and around the cottage: it was an excellent opportunity; yet,
- when I proceeded to execute my plan, my limbs failed me,
- and I sunk to the ground. Again I rose; and, exerting all the
- firmness of which I was master, removed the planks which I
- had placed before my hovel to conceal my retreat. The fresh
- air revived me, and, with renewed determination, I ap-
- proached the door of their cottage.
- "I knocked. 'Who is there?' said the old man 'Come in.'
- "I entered; 'Pardon this intrusion,' said I, 'I am a traveller
- in want of a little rest; you would greatly oblige me, if you
- would allow me to remain a few minutes before the fire.'
- "'Enter,' said De Lacey; 'and I will try in what manner I
- can relieve your wants; but, unfortunately, my children are
- from home, and, as I am blind, I am afraid I shall find it diffl-
- cult to procure food for you.'
- "'Do not trouble yourself, my kind host, I have food; it is
- warmth and rest only that I need.'
- "I sat down, and a silence ensued. I knew that every min-
- ute was precious to me, yet I remained irresolute in what
- manner to commence the interview; when the old man ad-
- dressed me
- "'By your language, stranger, I suppose you are my coun-
- tryman; are you French?'
- "'No; but I was educated by a French family, and under-
- stand that language only. I am now going to claim the protec-
- tion of some friends, whom I sincerely love, and of whose fa-
- vour I have some hopes.'
- "'Are these Germans?'
- "'No, they are French. But let us change the subject. I am
- an unfortunate and deserted creature; I look around, and I
- have no relation or friend upon earth. These amiable people
- to whom I go have never seen me, and know little of me. I
- am full of fears; for if I fail there, I am an outcast in the
- world for ever.'
- "'Do not despair. To be friendless is indeed to be unfortu-
- nate; but the hearts of men, when unprejudiced by any obvi-
- ous self-interest, are full of brotherly love and charity. Rely,
- therefore, on your hopes; and if these friends are good and
- amiable, do not despair.'
- "'They are kind - they are the most excellent creatures in
- the world; but, unfortunately, they are prejudiced against me.
- I have good dispositions; my life has been hitherto harmless,
- and, in some degree, beneficial; but a fatal prejudice clouds
- their eyes, and where they ought to see a feeling and kind
- friend, they behold only a detestable monster.'
- "'That is indeed unfortunate; but if you are really blame-
- less, cannot you undeceive them?'
- "'I am about to undertake that task; and it is on that ac-
- count that I feel so many overwhelming terrors. I tenderly
- love these friends; I have, unknown to them, been for many
- months in the habits of daily kindness towards them; but they
- believe that I wish to injure them, and it is that prejudice
- which I wish to overcome.'
- "'Where do these friends reside?'
- "'Near this spot.'
- "The old man paused, and then continued, 'If you will un-
- reservedly confide to me the particulars of your tale, I per-
- haps may be of use in undeceiving them. I am blind, and can-
- not judge of your countenance, but there is something in
- your words which persuades me that you are sincere. I am
- poor, and an exile; but it will afford me true pleasure to be in
- any way serviceable to a human creature.'
- "'Excellent man! I thank you, and accept your generous of-
- fer. You raise me from the dust by this kindness; and I trust
- that, by your aid, I shall not be driven from the society and
- sympathy of your fellow-creatures.'
- "'Heaven forbid! even if you were really criminal; for that
- can only drive you to desperation, and not instigate you to
- virtue. I also am unfortunate; I and my family have been
- condemned, although innocent: judge, therefore, if I do not
- feel for your misfortunes.'
- "'How can I thank you, my best and only benefactor? from
- your lips first have I heard the voice of kindness directed to-
- wards me; I shall be for ever grateful; and your present hu-
- manity assures me of success with those friends whom I am
- on the point of meeting.'
- "'May I know the names and residence of those friends?'
- "I paused. This, I thought, was the moment of decision,
- which was to rob me of, or bestow happiness on me for ever.
- I struggled vainly for firmness sufficient to answer him, but
- the effort destroyed all my remaining strength; I sank on the
- chair, and sobbed aloud. At that moment I heard the steps of
- my younger protectors. I had not a moment to lose; but, seiz-
- ing the hand of the old man, I cried, 'Now is the time! - save
- and protect me! You and your family are the friends whom I
- seek. Do not you desert me in the hour of trial!'
- "'Great God!' exclaimed the old man, 'who are you?'
- "At that instant the cottage door was opened, and Felix,
- Safie, and Agatha entered. Who can describe their horror
- and consternation on beholding me? Agatha fainted; and
- Safie, unable to attend to her friend, rushed out of the cot-
- tage. Felix darted forward, and with supernatural force tore
- me from his father, to whose knees I clung: in a transport of
- fury, he dashed me to the ground, and struck me violently
- with a stick. I could have torn him limb from limb, as the lion
- rends the antelope. But my heart sunk within me as with bit-
- ter sickness, and I refrained. I saw him on the point of re-
- peating his blow, when, overcome by pain and anguish, I
- quitted the cottage, and in the general tumult escaped unper-
- ceived to my hovel.
- CHAPTER Vlll.
-
- "Cursed, cursed creator! Why did I live? Why, in that in-
- stant, did I not extinguish the spark of existence which you
- had so wantonly bestowed? I know not; despair had not yet
- taken possession of me; my feelings were those of rage and
- revenge. I could with pleasure have destroyed the cottage
- and its inhabitants, and have glutted myself with their shrieks
- and misery.
- "When night came, I quitted my retreat, and wandered in
- the wood; and now, no longer restrained by the fear of dis-
- covery, I gave- vent to my anguish in fearful howlings. I was
- like a wild beast that had broken the toils; destroying the ob-
- jects that obstructed me, and ranging through the wood with
- a stag-like swiftness. Oh! what a miserable night I passed! the
- cold stars shone in mockery, and the bare trees waved their
- branches above me: now and then the sweet voice of a bird
- burst forth amidst the universal stillness. All, save I, were at
- rest or in enjoyment: I, like the arch fiend, bore a hell within
- me;l and, finding myself unsympathized with, wished to tear
- up the trees, spread havoc and destruction around me, and
- then to have sat down and enjoyed the ruin.
- "But this was a luxury of sensation that could not endure; I
- became fatigued with excess of bodily exertion, and sank on
- the damp grass in the sick impotence of despair. There was
- none among the myriads of men that existed who would pity
- or assist me; and should I feel kindness towards my enemies?
- No: from that moment I declared everlasting war against the
- species, and, more than all, against him who had formed me,
- and sent me forth to this insupportable misery.
- "The sun rose; I heard the voices of men, and knew that it
- was impossible to return to my retreat during that day. Ac-
- cordingly I hid myself in some thick underwood, determining
- to devote the ensuing hours to reflection on my situation.
- "The pleasant sunshine, and the pure air of day, restored
- me to some degree of tranquillity; and when I considered
- what had passed at the cottage, I could not help believing
- that I had been too hasty in my conclusions. I had certainly
- acted imprudently. It was apparent that my conversation had
- interested the father in my behalf, and I was a fool in having
- exposed my person to the horror of his children. I ought to
- have familiarized the old De Lacey to me, and by degrees
- have discovered myself to the rest of his family, when they
- should have been prepared for my approach. But I did not
- believe my errors to be irretrievable; and, after much consid-
- eration, I resolved to return to the cottage, seek the old man,
- and by my representations win him to my party.
- "These thoughts calmed me, and in the afternoon I sank
- into a profound sleep; but the fever of my blood did not al-
- low me to be visited by peaceful dreams. The horrible scene
- of the preceding day was for ever acting before my eyes; the
- females were flying, and the enraged Felix tearing me from
- his father's feet. I awoke exhausted; and, finding that it was
- already night, I crept forth from my hiding-place, and went in
- search of food.
- "When my hunger was appeased, I directed my steps to-
- wards the well-known path that conducted to the cottage. All
- there was at peace. I crept into my hovel, and remained in si-
- lent expectation of the accustomed hour when the family
- arose. That hour past, the sun mounted high in the heavens,
- but the cottagers did not appear. I trembled violently, appre-
- hending some dreadful misfortune. The inside of the cottage
- was dark, and I heard no motion; I cannot describe the agony
- of this suspence.
- "Presently two countrymen passed by; but, pausing near
- the cottage, they entered into conversation, using violent ges-
- ticulations; but I did not understand what they said, as they
- spoke the language of the country, which differed from that
- of my protectors. Soon after, however, Felix approached with
- another man: I was surprised, as I knew that he had not quit-
- ted the cottage that morning, and waited anxiously to dis-
- cover, from his discourse, the meaning of these unusual ap-
- pearances.
- "'Do you consider,' said his companion to him, 'that you
- will be obliged to pay three months' rent, and to lose the pro-
- duce of your garden? I do not wish to take any unfair advan-
- tage, and I beg therefore that you will take some days to con-
- sider of your determination.'
- "'It is utterly useless,' replied Felix, 'we can never again in-
- habit your cottage. The life of my father is in the greatest
- danger, owing to the dreadful circumstance that I have re-
- lated. My wife and my sister will never recover their horror. I
- entreat you not to reason with me any more. Take possession
- of your tenement, and let me fly from this place.'
- "Felix trembled violently as he said this. He and his com-
- panion entered the cottage, in which they remained for a few
- minutes, and then departed. I never saw any of the family of
- De Lacey more.
- ''I continued for the remainder of the day in my hovel in a
- state of utter and stupid despair. My protectors had de-
- parted, and had broken the only link that held me to the
- world. For the first time the feelings of revenge and hatred
- filled my bosom, and I did not strive to controul them; but,
- allowing myself to be borne away by the stream, I bent my
- mind towards injury and death. When I thought of my
- friends, of the mild voice of De Lacey, the gentle eyes of
- Agatha, and the exquisite beauty of the Arabian, these
- thoughts vanished, and a gush of tears somewhat soothed
- me. But again, when I reflected that they had spurned and
- deserted me, anger returned, a rage of anger; and, unable to
- injure any thing human, I turned my fury towards inanimate
- objects. As night advanced, I placed a variety of combustibles
- around the cottage; and, after having destroyed every vestige
- of cultivation in the garden, I waited with forced impatience
- until the moon had sunk to commence my operations.
- "As the night advanced, a fierce wind arose from the
- woods, and quickly dispersed the clouds that had loitered in
- the heavens: the blast tore along like a mighty avelanche, and
- produced a kind of insanity in my spirits, that burst all
- bounds of reason and reflection. I lighted the dry branch of a
- tree, and danced with fury around the devoted cottage, my
- eyes still fixed on the western horizon, the edge of which the
- moon nearly touched. A part of its orb was at length hid,
- and I waved my brand; it sunk, and, with a loud scream, I
- fired the straw, and heath, and bushes, which I had collected.
- The wind fanned the fire, and the cottage was quickly envel-
- oped by the flames, which clung to it, and licked it with their
- forked and destroying tongues.
- "As soon as I was convinced that no assistance could save
- any part of the habitation, I quitted the scene, and sought for
- refuge in the woods.
- "And now, with the world before me, whither should I
- bend my steps? I resolved to fly far from the scene of my mis-
- fortunes; but to me, hated and despised, every country must
- be equally horrible. At length the thought of you crossed my
- mind. I learned from your papers that you were my father,
- my creator; and to whom could I apply with more fitness
- than to him who had given me life? Among the lessons that
- Felix had bestowed upon Safie geography had not been omit-
- ted: I had learned from these the relative situations of the dif-
- ferent countries of the earth. You had mentioned Geneva as
- the name of your native town; and towards this place I re-
- solved to proceed.
- "But how was I to direct myself? I knew that I must travel
- in a south-westerly direction to reach my destination; but the
- sun was my only guide. I did not know the names of the
- towns that I was to pass through, nor could I ask information
- from a single human being; but I did not despair. From you
- only could I hope for succour, although towards you I felt no
- sentiment but that of hatred. Unfeeling, heartless creator!
- you had endowed me with perceptions and passions, and
- then cast me abroad an object for the scorn and horror of
- mankind. But on you only had I any claim for pity and re-
- dress, and from you I determined to seek that justice which I
- vainly attempted to gain from any other being that wore the
- human form.
- "My travels were long, and the sufferings I endured in-
- tense. It was late in autumn when I quitted the district where
- I had so long resided. I travelled only at night, fearful of en-
- countering the visage of a human being. Nature decayed
- around me, and the sun became heatless; rain and snow
- poured around me; mighty rivers were frozen; the surface of
- the earth was hard, and chill, and bare, and I found no shel-
- ter. Oh, earth! how often did I imprecate curses on the cause
- of my being! The mildness of my nature had fled, and all
- within me was turned to gall and bitterness. The nearer I ap-
- proached to your habitation, the more deeply did I feel the
- spirit of revenge enkindled in my heart. Snow fell, and the
- waters were hardened, but I rested not. A few incidents now
- and then directed me, and I possessed a map of the country;
- but I often wandered wide from my path. The agony of my
- feelings allowed me no respite: no incident occurred from
- which my rage and misery could not extract its food; but a
- circumstance that happened when I arrived on the confines
- of Switzerland, when the sun had recovered its warmth, and
- the earth again began to look green, confirmed in an especial
- manner the bitterness and horror of my feelings.
- "I generally rested during the day, and travelled only when
- I was secured by night from the view of man. One morning,
- however, finding that my path lay through a deep wood, I
- ventured to continue my journey after the sun had risen; the
- day, which was one of the first of spring, cheered even me by
- the loveliness of its sunshine and the balminess of the air. I
- felt emotions of gentleness and pleasure, that had long ap-
- peared dead, revive within me. Half surprised by the novelty
- of these sensations, I allowed myself to be borne away by
- them; and, forgetting my solitude and deformity, dared to be
- happy. Soft tears again bedewed my cheeks, and I even raised e~
- my humid eyes with thankfulness towards the blessed sun
- which bestowed such joy upon me.
- "I continued to wind among the paths of the wood, until I
- came to its boundary, which was skirted by a deep and rapid
- river, into which many of the trees bent their branches, now
- budding with the fresh spring. Here I paused, not exactly
- knowing what path to pursue, when I heard the sound of
- voices, that induced me to conceal myself under the shade of
- a cypress. I was scarcely hid, when a young girl came running
- towards the spot where I was concealed, laughing as if she
- ran from some one in sport. She continued her course along
- the precipitous sides of the river, when suddenly her foot
- slipt, and she fell into the rapid stream. I rushed from my
- hiding place, and, with extreme labour from the force of the
- current, saved her, and dragged her to shore. She was sense-
- less; and I endeavoured, by every means in my power, to re-
- store animation, when I was suddenly interrupted by the ap-
- proach of a rustic, who was probably the person from whom
- she had playfully fled. On seeing me, he darted towards me,
- and, tearing the girl from my arms, hastened towards the
- deeper parts of the wood. I followed speedily, I hardly knew
- why; but when the man saw me draw near, he aimed a gun,
- which he carried, at my body, and fired. I sunk to the
- ground, and my injurer, with increased swiftness, escaped
- into the wood.
- "This was then the reward of my benevolence! I had saved
- a human being from destruction, and, as a recompence, I
- now writhed under the miserable pain of a wound, which
- shattered the flesh and bone. The feelings of kindness and
- gentleness, which I had entertained but a few moments be-
- fore, gave place to hellish rage and gnashing of teeth. In-
- flamed by pain, I vowed eternal hatred and vengeance to all
- mankind. But the agony of my wound overcame me; my
- pulses paused, and I fainted.
- "For some weeks I led a miserable life in the woods, en-
- deavouring to cure the wound which I had received. The ball
- had entered my shoulder, and I knew not whether it had re-
- mained there or passed through; at any rate I had no means
- of extracting it. My sufferings were augmented also by the
- oppressive sense of the injustice and ingratitude of their in-
- fliction. My daily vows rose for revenge a deep and deadly
- revenge, such as would alone compensate for the outrages
- and anguish I had endured.
- "After some weeks my wound healed, and I continued my
- journey. The labours I endured were no longer to be alle~i-
- ated by the bright sun or gentle breezes of spring; all joy was
- but a mockery, which insulted my desolate state, and made
- me feel more painfully that I was not made for the enjoyment
- of pleasure.
- "But my toils now drew near a close; and, two months
- from this time, I reached the environs of Geneva.
- "It was evening when I arrived, and I retired to a hiding-
- place among the fields that surround it, to meditate in what
- manner I should apply to you. I was oppressed by fatigue and
- hunger, and far too unhappy to enjoy the gentle breezes of
- evening, or the prospect of the sun setting behind the stupen-
- dous mountains of Jura.
- "At this time a slight sleep relieved me from the pain of re-
- flection, which was disturbed by the approach of a beautiful
- child, who came running into the recess I had chosen with all
- the sportiveness of infancy. Suddenly, as I gazed on him, an
- idea seized me, that this little creature was unprejudiced, and
- had lived too short a time to have imbibed a horror of de-
- formity. If, therefore, I could seize him, and educate him as
- my companion and friend, I should not be so desolate in this
- peopled earth.
- "Urged by this impulse, I seized on the boy as he passed,
- and drew him towards me. As soon as he beheld my form, Ihe
- placed his hands before his eyes, and uttered a shrill scream:
- I drew his hand forcibly from his face, and said, 'Child, what
- is the meaning of this? I do not intend to hurt you; listen to
- me.'
- "He struggled violently; 'Let me go,' he cried; 'monster!
- ugly wretch! you wish to eat me, and tear me to pieces - You
- are an ogre - Let me go, or I will tell my papa.'
- "'Boy, you will never see your father again; you must come
- with me.'
- "'Hideous monster! let me go; My papa is a Syndic - he is
- M. Frankenstein - he would punish you. You dare not keep
- me.'
- "'Frankenstein! you belong then to my enemy - to him to-
- wards whom I have sworn eternal revenge; you shall be my
- first victim.'
- "The child still struggled, and loaded me with epithets
- which carried despair to my heart: I grasped his throat to si-
- lence him, and in a moment he lay dead at my feet.
- "I gazed on my victim, and my heart swelled with exulta-
- tion and hellish triumph: clapping my hands, I exclaimed, 'I,
- too, can create desolation; my enemy is not impregnable; this
- death will carry despair to him, and a thousand other miser-
- ies shall torment and destroy him.'
- "As I fixed my eyes on the child, I saw something glittering
- on his breast. I took it; it was a portrait of a most lovely
- woman. In spite of my malignity, it softened and attracted
- me. For a few moments I gazed with delight on her dark eyes,
- fringed by deep lashes, and her lovely lips; but presently my
- rage returned: I remembered that I was for ever deprived of
- the delights that such beautiful creatures could bestow; and
- that she whose resemblance I contemplated would, in regard-
- ing me, have changed that air of divine benignity to one ex-
- pressive of disgust and affright.
- "Can you wonder that such thoughts transported me with
- rage? I only wonder that at that moment, instead of venting
- my sensations in exclamations and agony, I did not rush
- among mankind, and perish in the attempt to destroy them.
- "While I was overcome by these feelings, I left the spot
- where I had committed the murder, and was seeking a more
- secluded hiding-place, when I perceived a woman passing
- near me. She was young, not indeed so beautiful as her
- whose portrait I held, but of an agreeable aspect, and bloom-
- ing in the loveliness of youth and health. Here, I thought, is
- one of those whose smiles are bestowed on all but me; she
- shall not escape: thanks to the lessons of Felix, and the san-
- guinary laws of man, I have learned how to work mischief. I
- approached her unperceived, and placed the portrait se-
- curely in one of the folds of her dress.
- "For some days I haunted the spot where these scenes had
- taken place; sometimes wishing to see you, sometimes re-
- solved to quit the world and its miseries for ever. At length I
- wandered towards these mountains, and have ranged
- through their immense recesses, consumed by a burning pas-
- sion which you alone can gratify. We may not part until you
- have promised to comply with my requisition. I am alone,
- and miserable; man will not associate with me; but one as de-
- formed and horrible as myself would not deny herself to me.
- My companion must be of the same species, and have the
- same defects. This being you must create."
- CHAPTER IX.
-
- The being finished speaking, and fixed his looks upon me
- in expectation of a reply. But I was bewildered, perplexed,
- and unable to arrange my ideas sufficiently to understand the
- full extent of his proposition. He continued
- "You must create a female for me, with whom I can live in
- the interchange of those sympathies necessary for my being.
- This you alone can do; and I demand it of you as a right
- which you must not refuse."
- The latter part of his tale had kindled anew in me the an-
- ger that had died away while he narrated his peaceful life
- among the cottagers, and, as he said this, I could no longer
- suppress the rage that burned within me.
- "I do refuse it," I replied; Uand no torture shall ever extort
- a consent from me. You may render me the most miserable
- of men, but you shall never make me base in my own eyes.
- Shall I create another like yourself, whose joint wickedness
- might desolate the world. Begone! I have answered you; you
- may torture me, but I will never consent.~
- "You are in the wrong," replied the fiend; Uand, instead of
- threatening, I am content to reason with you. I am malicious
- because I am miserable; am I not shunned and hated by all
- mankind? You, my creator, would tear me to pieces, and tri-
- umph; remember that, and tell me why I should pity man
- more than he pities me? You would not call it murder, if you
- could precipitate me into one of those ice-rifts, and destroy
- my frame, the work of your own hands. Shall I respect man,
- when he contemns me? Let him live with me in the inter-
- change of kindness, and, instead of injury, I would bestow
- every benefit upon him with tears of gratitude at his accep-
- tance. But that cannot be; the human senses are insurmount-
- able barriers to our union. Yet mine shall not be the submis-
- sion of ayect slavery. I will revenge my injuries: if I cannot
- inspire love, I will cause fear; and chiefly towards you my
- arch-enemy, because my creator, do I swear inextinguishable
- hatred. Have a care: I will work at your destruction, nor fin-
- ish until I desolate your heart, so that you curse the hour of
- your birth."
- A fiendish rage animated him as he said this; his face was
- wrinkled into contortions too horrible for human eyes to be-
- hold; but presently he calmed himself, and proceeded -
- "I intended to reason. This passion is detrimental to me;
- for you do not reflect that you are the cause of its excess. If
- any being felt emotions of benevolence towards me, I should
- return them an hundred and an hundred fold; for that one
- creature's sake, I would make peace with the whole kind!
- But I now indulge in dreams of bliss that cannot be realized.
- What I ask of you is reasonable and moderate; I demand a
- creature of another sex, but as hideous as myself: the gratifi-
- cation is small, but it is all that I can receive, and it shall con-
- tent me. It is true, we shall be monsters, cut off from all the
- world; but on that account we shall be more attached to one
- another. Our lives will not be happy, but they will be harm-
- less, and free from the misery I now feel. Oh! my creator,
- make me happy; let me feel gratitude towards you for one
- benefit! Let me see that I excite the sympathy of some exist-
- ing thing; do not deny me my request!"
- I was moved. I shuddered when I thought of the possible
- consequences of my consent; but I felt that there was some
- justice in his argument. His tale, and the feelings he now ex-
- pressed, proved him to be a creature of fine sensations; and
- did I not, as his maker, owe him all the portion of happiness
- that it was in my power to bestow? He saw my change of feel-
- ing, and continued -
- "If you consent, neither you nor any other human being
- shall ever see us again: I will go to the vast wilds of South
- America. My food is not that of man; I do not destroy the
- lamb and the kid, to glut my appetite; acorns and berries af-
- ford me sufficient nourishment.' My companion will be of
- the same nature as myself, and will be content with the same
- fare. We shall make our bed of dried leaves; the sun will
- shine on us as on man, and will ripen our food. The picture I
- present to you is peaceful and human, and you must feel that
- you could deny it only in the wantonness of power and cru-
- elty. Pitiless as you have been towards me, I now see compas-
- sion in your eyes; let me seize the favourable moment, and
- persuade you to promise what I so ardently desire."
- "You propose," replied I, "to fly from the habitations of
- man, to dwell in those wilds where the beasts of the field will
- be your only companions. How can you, who long for the
- love and sympathy of man, persevere in this exile? You will
- return, and again seek their kindness, and you will meet with
- their detestation; your evil passions will be renewed, and you
- will then have a companion to aid you in the task of destruc-
- tion. This may not be; cease to argue the point, for I cannot
- consent."
- "How inconstant are your feelings! but a moment ago you
- were moved by my representations, and why do you again
- harden yourself to my complaints? I swear to you, by the
- earth which I inhabit, and by you that made me, that, with
- the companion you bestow, I will quit the neighbourhood of
- man, and dwell, as it may chance, in the most savage of
- places. My evil passions will have fled, for I shall meet with
- sympathy; my life will flow quietly away, and, in my dying mo-
- ments, I shall not curse my maker."
- His words had a strange effect upon me. I compassionated
- him, and sometimes felt a wish to console him; but when I
- looked upon him, when I saw the filthy mass that moved and
- talked, my heart sickened, and my feelings were altered to
- those of horror and hatred. I tried to stifle these sensations; I
- thought, that as I could not sympathize with him, I had no
- right to withhold from him the small portion of happiness
- which was yet in my power to bestow.
- "You swear," I said, "to be harmless; but have you not al-
- ready shewn a degree of malice that should reasonably make
- me distrust you? May not even this be a feint that will in-
- crease your triumph by affording a wider scope for your re-
- venge?"
- "How is this? I thought I had moved your compassion, and
- yet you still refuse to bestow on me the only benefit that can
- soften my heart, and render me harmless. If I have no ties
- and no affections, hatred and vice must be my portion; the
- love of another will destroy the cause of my crimes, and I
- shall become a thing, of whose existence every one will be ig-
- norant. My vices are the children of a forced solitude that I
- abhor; and my virtues will necessarily arise when I live in
- communion with an equal. I shall feel the affections of a sen-
- sitive being, and become linked to the chain of existence and
- events, from which I am now excluded."
- I paused some time to reflect on all he had related, and
- the various arguments which he had employed. I thought of
- the promise of virtues which he had displayed on the open-
- ing of his existence, and the subsequent blight of all kindly
- feeling by the loathing and scorn which his protectors had
- manifested towards him. His power and threats were not
- omitted in my calculations: a creature who could exist in the
- ice caves of the glaciers, and hide himself from pursuit
- among the ridges of inaccessible precipices, was a being pos-
- sessing faculties it would be vain to cope with. After a long
- pause of reflection, I concluded, that the justice due both to
- him and my fellow-creatures demanded of me that I should
- comply with his request. Turning to him, therefore, I said
- "I consent to your demand, on your solemn oath to quit
- Europe for ever, and every other place in the neighbourhood
- of man, as soon as I shall deliver into your hands a female
- who will accompany you in your exile."
- "I swear," he cried, "by the sun, and by the blue sky of
- heaven, that if you grant my prayer, while they exist you shall
- never behold me again. Depart to your home, and com-
- mence your labours: I shall watch their progress with unutter-
- able anxiety; and fear not but that when you are ready I shall
- appear."
- Saying this, he suddenly quitted me, fearful, perhaps, of
- any change in my sentiments. I saw him descend the moun-
- tain with greater speed than the flight of an eagle, and
- quickly lost him among the undulations of the sea of ice.
- His tale had occupied the whole day; and the sun was
- upon the verge of the horizon when he departed. I knew that
- I ought to hasten my descent towards the valley, as I should
- soon be encompassed in darkness; but my heart was heavy,
- and my steps slow. The labour of winding among the little
- paths of the mountains, and fixing my feet firmly as I ad-
- vanced, perplexed me, occupied as I was by the emotions
- which the occurrences of the day had produced. Night was
- far advanced, when I came to the half-way resting-place, and
- seated myself beside the fountain. The stars shone at inter-
- vals, as the clouds passed from over them; the dark pines
- rose before me, and every here and there a broken tree lay
- on the ground: it was a scene of wonderful solemnity, and
- stirred strange thoughts within me. I wept bitterly; and, clasp-
- ing my hands in agony, I exclaimed, "Oh! stars, and clouds,
- and winds, ye are all about to mock me: if ye really pity me,
- crush sensation and memory; let me become as nought; but
- if not, depart, depart and leave me in darkness."
- These were wild and miserable thoughts; but I cannot de-
- scribe to you how the eternal twinlcling of the stars weighed
- upon me, and how I listened to every blast of wind, as if it
- were a dull ugly siroc on its way to consume me.
- Morning dawned before I arrived at the village of
- Chamounix; but my presence, so haggard and strange, hardly
- calmed the fears of my family, who had waited the whole
- night in anxious expectation of my return.
- The following day we returned to Geneva. The intention
- of my father in coming had been to divert my mind, and to
- restore me to my lost tranquillity; but the medicine had been
- fatal. And, unable to account for the excess of misery I ap-
- peared to suffer, he hastened to return home, hoping the
- quiet and monotony of a domestic life would by degrees alle-
- viate my sufferings from whatsoever cause they might spring
- For myself, I was passive in all their arrangements; and the
- gentle affection of my beloved Elizabeth was inadequate to
- draw me from the depth of my despair. The promise I had
- made to the daemon weighed upon my mind, like Dante's
- iron cowl on the heads of the hellish hypocrites. All pleas-
- ures of earth and sky passed before me like a dream, and that
- thought only had to me the reality of life. Can you wonder,
- that sometimes a kind of insanity possessed me, or that I saw
- continually about me a multitude of filthy animals inflicting
- on me incessant torture, that often extorted screams and bit-
- ter groans?
- By degrees, however, these feelings became calmed. I en-
- tered again into the every-day scene of life, if not with inter-
- est, at least with some degree of tranquillity.
- END OF VOLUME II.
- VOLUME III.
-
- CHAPTER I.
-
-
-
- Day after day, week after week, passed away on my return to
- Geneva; and I could not collect the courage to recommence
- my work. I feared the vengeance of the disappointed fiend,
- yet I was unable to overcome my repugnance to the task
- which was enjoined me. I found that I could not compose a
- female without again devoting several months to profound
- study and laborious disquisition. I had heard of some discov-
- eries having been made by an English philosopher, the
- knowledge of which was material to my success, and I some-
- times thought of obtaining my father's consent to visit Eng-
- land for this purpose; but I clung to every pretence of delay,
- and could not resolve to interrupt my returning tranquillity.
- My health, which had hitherto declined, was now much re-
- stored; and my spirits, when unchecked by the memory of my
- unhappy promise, rose proportionably. My father saw this
- change with pleasure, and he turned his thoughts towards the
- best method of eradicating the remains of my melancholy,
- which every now and then would return by fits, and with a
- devouring blackness overcast the approaching sunshine. At
- these moments I took refuge in the most perfect solitude. I
- passed whole days on the lake alone in a little boat, watching
- the clouds, and listening to the rippling of the waves, silent
- and listless. But the fresh air and bright sun seldom failed to
- restore me to some degree of composure; and, on my return,
- I met the salutations of my friends with a readier smile and a
- more cheerful heart.
- It was after my return from one of these rambles that my
- father, calling me aside, thus addressed me:-
- "I am happy to remark, my dear son, that you have re-
- sumed your former pleasures, and seem to be returning to
- yourself. And yet you are still unhappy, and still avoid our so-
- ciety. For some time I was lost in conjecture as to the cause
- of this; but yesterday an idea struck me, and if it is well
- founded, I conjure you to avow it. Reserve on such a point
- would be not only useless, but draw down treble misery on us
- all."
- I trembled violently at this exordium, and my father con-
- tinued -
- "I confess, my son, that I have always looked forward to
- your marriage with your cousin as the tie of our domestic
- comfort, and the stay of my declining years. You were at-
- tached to each other from your earliest infancy; you studied
- together, and appeared, in dispositions and tastes, entirely
- suited to one another. But so blind is the experience of man,
- that what I conceived to be the best assistants to my plan may
- have entirely destroyed it. You, perhaps, regard her as your
- sister, without any wish that she might become your wife.
- Nay, you may have met with another whom you may love;
- and, considering yourself as bound in honour to your cousin,
- this struggle may occasion the poignant misery which you ap-
- pear to feel."
- "My dear father, re-assure yourself. I love my cousin ten-
- derly and sincerely. I never saw any woman who excited, as
- Elizabeth does, my warmest admiration and affection. My fu-
- ture hopes and prospects are entirely bound up in the expec-
- tation of our union."
- "The expression of your sentiments on this subject, my
- dear Victor, gives me more pleasure than I have for some
- time experienced. If you feel thus, we shall assuredly be
- happy, however present events may cast a gloom over us. But
- it is this gloom, which appears to have taken so strong a hold
- of your mind, that I wish to dissipate. Tell me, therefore,
- whether you object to an immediate solemnization of the
- marriage. We have been unfortunate, and recent events have
- drawn us from that every-day tranquillity befitting my years
- and infirmities. You are younger; yet I do not suppose, pos-
- sessed as you are of a competent fortune, that an early mar-
- riage would at all interfere with any future plans of honour
- and utility that you may have formed. Do not suppose, how-
- ever, that I wish to dictate happiness to you, or that a delay
- on your part would cause me any serious uneasiness. Inter-
- pret my words with candour, and answer me, I conjure you,
- with confidence and sincerity."
- I listened to my father in silence, and remained for some
- time incapable of offering any reply. I revolved rapidly in my
- mind a multitude of thoughts, and endeavoured to arrive at
- some conclusion. Alas! to me the idea of an immediate union
- with my cousin was one of horror and dismay. I was bound
- by a solemn promise, which I had not yet fulfilled, and dared
- not break; or, if I did, what manifold miseries might not im-
- pend over me and my devoted family! Could I enter into a
- festival with this deadly weight yet hanging round my neck,
- and bowing me to the ground. I must perform my engage-
- ment, and let the monster depart with his mate, before I al-
- lowed myself to enjoy the delight of an union from which I
- expected peace.
- I remembered also the necessity imposed upon me of
- either journeying to England, or entering into a long corre-
- spondence with those philosophers of that country, whose
- knowledge and discoveries were of indispensable use to me
- in my present undertaking. The latter method of obtaining
- the desired intelligence was dilatory and unsatisfactory: be-
- sides, any variation was agreeable to me, and I was delighted
- with the idea of spending a year or two in change of scene
- and variety of occupation, in absence from my family; during
- which period some event might happen which would restore
- me to them in peace and happiness: my promise might be
- fulfilled, and the monster have departed; or some accident
- might occur to destroy him, and put an end to my slavery for
- ever.
- These feelings dictated my answer to my father. I ex-
- pressed a wish to visit England; but, concealing the true rea-
- sons of this request, I clothed my desires under the guise of
- wishing to travel and see the world before I sat down for life
- within the walls of my native town.
- I urged my entreaty with earnestness, and my father was
- easily induced to comply; for a more indulgent and less dicta-
- torial parent did not exist upon earth. Our plan was soon ar-
- ranged. I should travel to Strasburgh, where Clerval would
- join me. Some short time would be spent in the towns of Hol-
- land, and our principal stay would be in England. We should
- return by France; and it was agreed that the tour should oc-
- cupy the space of two years.
- My father pleased himself with the reflection, that my un-
- ion with Elizabeth should take place immediately on my re-
- turn to Geneva. UThese two years," said he, "will pass swiftly,
- and it will be the last delay that will oppose itself to your hap-
- piness. And, indeed, I earnestly desire that period to arrive,
- when we shall all be united, and neither hopes or fears arise
- to disturb our domestic calm."
- "I am content," I replied, "with your arrangement. By that
- time we shall both have become wiser, and I hope happier,
- than we at present are." I sighed; but my father kindly for-
- bore to question me further concerning the cause of my de-
- jection. He hoped that new scenes, and the amusement of
- travelling, would restore my tranquillity.
- I now made arrangements for my journey; but one feeling
- haunted me, which filled me with fear and agitation. During
- my absence I should leave my friends unconscious of the ex-
- istence of their enemy, and unprotected from his attacks, ex-
- asperated as he might be by my departure. But he had prom-
- ised to follow me wherever I might go; and would he not
- accompany me to England? This imagination was dreadful in
- itself, but soothing, inasmuch as it supposed the safety of my
- friends. I was agonized with the idea of the possibility that
- the reverse of this might happen. But through the whole pe-
- riod during which I was the slave of my creature, I allowed
- myself to be governed by the impulses of the moment; and
- my present sensations strongly intimated that the fiend
- would follow me, and exempt my family from the danger of
- his machinations.
- It was in the latter end of August that I departed, to pass
- two years of exile. Elizabeth approved of the reasons of my
- departure, and only regretted that she had not the same op-
- portunities of enlarging her experience, and cultivating her
- understanding. She wept, however, as she bade me farewell,
- and entreated me to return happy and tranquil. "We all,"
- said she, "depend upon you; and if you are miserable, what
- must be our feelings?"
- I threw myself into the carriage that was to convey me
- away, hardly knowing whither I was going, and careless of
- what was passing around. I remembered only, and it was with
- a bitter anguish that I reflected on it, to order that my chemi-
- cal instruments should be packed to go with me: for I re-
- solved to fulfil my promise while abroad, and return, if possi-
- ble, a free man. Filled with dreary imaginations, I passed
- through many beautiful and majestic scenes; but my eyes
- were fixed and unobserving. I could only think of the bourne
- of my travels, and the work which was to occupy me whilst
- they endured.
- After some days spent in listless indolence, during which I
- traversed many leagues, I arrived at Strasburgh, where I
- waited two days for Clerval. He came. Alas, how great was the
- contrast between us! He was alive to every new scene; joyful
- when he saw the beauties of the setting sun, and more happy
- when he beheld it rise, and recommence a new day. He
- pointed out to me the shifting colours of the landscape, and
- the appearances of the sky. "This is what it is to live;" he
- cried, "now I enjoy existence! But you, my dear Frankenstein,
- wherefore are you desponding and sorrowful?" In truth, I
- was occupied by gloomy thoughts, and neither saw the de-
- scent of the evening star, nor the golden sun-rise reflected in
- the Rhine.-And you, my friend, would be far more amused
- with the journal of Clerval, who observed the scenery with an
- eye of feeling and delight, than to listen to my reflections. I, a
- miserable wretch, haunted by a curse that shut up every ave-
- nue to enjoyment.
- We had agreed to descend the Rhine in a boat from Stras-
- burgh to Rotterdam, whence we might take shipping for Lon-
- don. During this voyage, we passed by many willowy islands,
- and saw several beautiful towns. We staid a day at Manheim,
- and, on the fifth from our departure from Strasburgh, ar-
- rived at Mayence. The course of the Rhine below Mayence
- becomes much more picturesque. The river descends rapidly,
- and winds between hills, not high, but steep, and of beautiful
- forms. We saw many ruined castles standing on the edges of
- precipices, surrounded by black woods, high and inaccessible.
- This part of the Rhine, indeed, presents a singularly vari-
- egated landscape. In one spot you view rugged hills, ruined
- castles overlooking tremendous precipices, with the dark
- Rhine rushing beneath; and, on the sudden turn of a prom-
- ontory, flourishing vineyards, with green sloping banks, and a
- meandering river, and populous towns, occupy the scene.
- We travelled at the time of the vintage, and heard the song
- of the labourers, as we glided down the stream. Even I, de-
- pressed in mind, and my spirits continually agitated by
- gloomy feelings, even I was pleased. I lay at the bottom of the
- boat, and, as I gazed on the cloudless blue sky, I seemed to
- drink in a tranquillity to which I had long been a stranger.
- And if these were my sensations, who can describe those of
- Henry? He felt as if he had been transported to Fairy-land,
- and enjoyed a happiness seldom tasted by man. "I have
- seen," he said, "the most beautiful scenes of my own country;
- I have visited the lakes of Lucerne and Uri, where the snowy
- mountains descend almost perpendicularly to the water, cast-
- ing black and impenetrable shades, which would cause a
- gloomy and mournful appearance, were it not for the most
- verdant islands that relieve the eye by their gay appearance; I
- have seen this lake agitated by a tempest, when the wind tore
- up whirlwinds of water, and gave you an idea of what the
- water-spout must be on the great ocean, and the waves dash
- with fury the base of the mountain, where the priest and his
- mistress were overwhelmed by an avalanche, and where their
- dying voices are still said to be heard amid the pauses of the
- nightly wind; I have seen the mountains of La Valais, and
- the Pays de Vaud: but this country, Victor, pleases me more
- than all those wonders. The mountains of Switzerland are
- more majestic and strange; but there is a charm in the banks
- of this divine river, that I never before saw equalled. Look at
- that castle which overhangs yon precipice; and that also on
- the island, almost concealed amongst the foliage of those
- lovely trees; and now that group of labourers coming from
- among their vines; and that village half-hid in the recess of
- the mountain. Oh, surely, the spirit that inhabits and guards
- this place has a soul more in harmony with man, than those
- who pile the glacier, or retire to the inaccessible peaks of the
- mountains of our own country."
- Clerval! beloved friend! even now it delights me to record
- your words, and to dwell on the praise of which you are so
- eminently deserving. He was a being formed in the "very po-
- etry of nature." His wild and enthusiastic imagination was
- chastened by the sensibility of his heart. His soul overflowed
- with ardent affections, and his friendship was of that devoted
- and wondrous nature that the worldly-minded teach us to
- look for only in the imagination. But even human sympathies
- were not sufficient to satisfy his eager mind. The scenery of
- external nature, which others regard only with admiration,
- he loved with ardour:
-
-
- "The sounding cataract
- Haunted him like a passion: the tall rock,
- The mountain, and the deep and gloomy wood,
- Their colours and their forms, were then to him
- An appetite; a feeling, and a love,
- That had no need of a remoter charm,
-
- By thought supplied, or any interest
- Unborrowed from the eye."
-
- And where does he now exist? Is this gentle and lovely be-
- ing lost for ever? Has this mind so replete with ideas, imagi-
- nations fanciful and magnificent, which formed a world,
- whose existence depended on the life of its creator; has this
- mind perished? Does it now only exist in my memory? No, it
- is not thus; your form so divinely wrought, and beaming with
- beauty, has decayed, but your spirit still visits and consoles
- your unhappy friend.
- Pardon this gush of sorrow; these ineffectual words are
- but a slight tribute to the unexampled worth of Henry, but
- they soothe my heart, overflowing with the anguish which his
- remembrance creates. I will proceed with my tale.
- Beyond Cologne we descended to the plains of Holland;
- and we resolved to post the remainder of our way; for the
- wind was contrary, and the stream of the river was too gentle
- to aid us.
- Our journey here lost the interest arising from beautiful
- scenery; but we arrived in a few days at Rotterdam, whence
- we proceeded by sea to England. It was on a clear morning,
- in the latter days of December, that I first saw the white cliffs
- of Britain. The banks of the Thames presented a new scene;
- they were flat, but fertile, and almost every town was marked
- by the remembrance of some story. We saw Tilbury Fort, and
- remembered the Spanish armada; Gravesend, Woolwich, and
- Greenwich, places which I had heard of even in my country.
- At length we saw the numerous steeples of London, St.
- Paul's towering above all, and the Tower famed in English
- history.
- CHAPTER II.
-
- London was our present point of rest; we determined to
- remain several months in this wonderful and celebrated city.
- Clerval desired the intercourse of the men of genius and tal-
- ent who flourished at this time; but this was with me a secon-
- dary object; I was principally occupied with the means of
- obtaining the information necessary for the completion of
- my promise, and quickly availed myself of the letters of intro-
- duction that I had brought with me, addressed to the most
- distinguished natural philosophers.
- If this journey had taken place during my days of study
- and happiness, it would have afforded me inexpressible pleas-
- ure. But a blight had come over my existence, and I only vis-
- ited these people for the sake of the information they might
- give me on the subject in which my interest was so terribly
- profound. Company was irksome to me; when alone, I could
- fill my mind with the sights of heaven and earth; the voice of
- Henry soothed me, and I could thus cheat myself into a tran-
- sitory peace. But busy uninteresting joyous faces brought
- back despair to my heart. I saw an insurmountable barrier
- placed between me and my fellow-men; this barrier was
- sealed with the blood of William and Justine; and to reflect
- on the events connected with those names filled my soul with
- anguish.
- But in Clerval I saw the image of my former self; he was in-
- quisitive, and anxious to gain experience and instruction.
- The difference of manners which he observed was to him an
- inexhaustible source of instruction and amusement. He was
- for ever busy; and the only check to his enjoyments was my
- sorrowful and dejected mien. I tried to conceal this as much
- as possible, that I might not debar him from the pleasures
- natural to one who was entering on a new scene of life, un-
- disturbed by any care or bitter recollection. I often refused to
- accompany him, alleging another engagement, that I might
- remain alone. I now also began to collect the materials neces-
- sary for my new creation, and this was to me like the torture
- of single drops of water continually falling on the head. Every
- thought that was devoted to it was an extreme anguish, and
- every word that I spoke in allusion to it caused my lips to
- quiver, and my heart to palpitate.
- After passing some months in London, we received a let-
- ter from a person in Scotland, who had formerly been our
- visitor at Geneva. He mentioned the beauties of his native
- country, and asked us if those were not sufficient allurements
- to induce us to prolong our journey as far north as Perth,
- where he resided. Clerval eagerly desired to accept this invita-
- tion; and I, although I abhorred society, wished to view again
- mountains and streams, and all the wondrous works with
- which Nature adorns her chosen dwelling-places.
- We had arrived in England at the beginning of October,
- and it was now February. We accordingly determined to com-
- mence our journey towards the north at the expiration of an:
- other month. In this expedition we did not intend to follow
- the great road to Edinburgh, but to visit Windsor, Oxford,
- Matlock, and the Cumberland lakes, resolving to arrive at the
- completion of this tour about the end of July. I packed my
- chemical instruments, and the materials I had collected, re-
- solving to finish my labours in some obscure nook in the
- northern Highlands of Scotland.
- We quitted London on the 27th of March, and remained a
- few days at Windsor, rambling in its beautiful forest. This was
- a new scene to us mountaineers; the majestic oaks, the quan-
- tity of game, and the herds of stately deer, were all novelties
- to us.
- From thence we proceeded to Oxford. As we entered this
- city, our minds were filled with the remembrance of the
- events that had been transacted there more than a century
- and a half before. It was here that Charles I. had collected his
- forces. This city had remained faithful to him, after the whole
- nation had forsaken his cause to join the standard of parlia-
- ment and liberty. The memory of that unfortunate king, and
- his companions, the amiable Falkland, the insolent Goring,
- his queen, and son, gave a peculiar interest to every part of
- the city, which they might be supposed to have inhabited.
- The spirit of elder days found a dwelling here, and we de-
- lighted to trace its footsteps. If these feelings had not found
- an imaginary gratification, the appearance of the city had yet
- in itself sufficient beauty to obtain our admiration. The col-
- leges are ancient and picturesque; the streets are almost mag-
- nificent; and the lovely Isis, which flows beside it through
- meadows of exquisite verdure, is spread forth into a placid
- expanse of waters, which reflects its majestic assemblage of
- towers, and spires, and domes, embosomed among aged
- trees.
- I enjoyed this scene; and yet my enjoyment was embittered
- both by the memory of the past, and the anticipation of the
- future. I was formed for peaceful happiness. During my
- youthful days discontent never visited my mind; and if I was
- ever overcome by ennui, the sight of what is beautiful in na-
- ture, or the study of what is excellent and sublime in the pro-
- ductions of man, could always interest my heart, and commu-
- nicate elasticity to my spirits. But I am a blasted tree; the bolt
- has entered my soul; and I felt then that I should survive to
- exhibit, what I shall soon cease to be-a miserable spectacle
- of wrecked humanity, pitiable to others, and abhorrent to
- myself.
- We passed a considerable period at Oxford, rambling
- among its environs, and endeavouring to identify every spot
- which might relate to the most animating epoch of English
- history. Our little voyages of discovery were often prolonged
- by the successive objects that presented themselves. We vis-
- ited the tomb of the illustrious Hampden, and the field on
- which that patriot fell. For a moment my soul was elevated
- from its debasing and miserable fears to contemplate the di-
- vine ideas of liberty and self-sacrifice, of which these sights
- were the monuments and the remembrancers. For an instant
- I dared to shake off my chains, and look around me with a
- free and lofty spirit; but the iron had eaten into my flesh, and
- I sank again, trembling and hopeless, into my miserable self.
- We left Oxford with regret, and proceeded to Matlock,
- which was our next place of rest. The country in the neigh-
- bourhood of this village resembled, to a greater degree, the
- scenery of Switzerland; but every thing is on a lower scale,
- and the green hills want the crown of distant white Alps,
- which always attend on the piny mountains of my native
- country. We visited the wondrous cave, and the little cabinets
- of natural history, where the curiosities are disposed in the
- same manner as in the collections at Servox and Chamounix.
- The latter name made me tremble, when pronounced by
- Henry; and I hastened to quit Matlock, with which that terri-
- ble scene was thus associated.
- From Derby still journeying northward, we passed two
- months in Cumberland and Westmoreland. I could now al-
- most fancy myself among the Swiss mountains. The little
- patches of snow which yet lingered on the northern sides of
- the mountains, the lakes, and the dashing of the rocky
- streams, were all familiar and dear sights to me. Here also we
- made some acquaintances, who almost contrived to cheat me
- into happiness. The delight of Clerval was proportionably
- greater than mine; his mind expanded in the company of
- men of talent, and he found in his own nature greater ca-
- pacities and resources than he could have imagined himself
- to have possessed while he associated with his inferiors. "I
- could pass my life here," said he to me; "and among these
- mountains I should scarcely regret Switzerland and the
- Rhine."
- But he found that a traveller's life is one that includes
- much pain amidst its enjoyments. His feelings are for ever on
- the stretch; and when he begins to sink into repose, he finds
- himself obliged to quit that on which he rests in pleasure for
- something new, which again engages his attention, and which
- also he forsakes for other novelties.
- We had scarcely visited the various lakes of Cumberland
- and Westmoreland, and conceived an affection for some of
- the inhabitants, when the period of our appointment with
- our Scotch friend approached, and we left them to travel on.
- For my own part I was not sorry. I had now neglected my
- promise for some time, and I feared the effects of the
- daemon's disappointment. He might remain in Switzerland,
- and wreak his vengeance on my relatives. This idea pursued
- me, and tormented me at every moment from which I might
- otherwise have snatched repose and peace. I waited for my
- letters with feverish impatience: if they were delayed, I was
- miserable, and overcome by a thousand fears; and when they
- arrived, and I saw the superscription of Elizabeth or my fa-
- ther, I hardly dared to read and ascertain my fate. Sometimes
- I thought that the fiend followed me, and might expedite my
- remissness by murdering my companion. When these
- thoughts possessed me, I would not quit Henry for a mo-
- ment, but followed him as his shadow, to protect him from
- the fancied rage of his destroyer. I felt as if I had committed
- some great crime, the consciousness of which haunted me. I
- was guiltless, but I had indeed drawn down a horrible curse
- upon my head, as mortal as that of crime.
- I visited Edinburgh with languid eyes and mind; and yet
- that city might have interested the most unfortunate being.
- Clerval did not like it so well as Oxford; for the antiquity of
- the latter city was more pleasing to him. But the beauty and
- regularity of the new town of Edinburgh, its romantic castle,
- and its environs, the most delightful in the world, Arthur's
- Seat, St. Bernard's Well, and the Pentland Hills, compensated
- him for the change, and filled him with cheerfulness and ad-
- miration. But I was impatient to arrive at the termination of
- my journey.
- We left Edinburgh in a week, passing through Coupar, St.
- Andrews, and along the banks of the Tay, to Perth, where
- our friend expected us. But I was in no mood to laugh and
- talk with strangers, or enter into their feelings or plans with
- the good humour expected from a guest; and accordingly I
- told Clerval that I wished to make the tour of Scotland alone.
- "Do you," said I, "enjoy yourself, and let this be our rendez-
- vous. I may be absent a month or two; but do not interfere
- with my motions, I entreat you: leave me to peace and soli-
- tude for a short time; and when I return, I hope it will be
- with a lighter heart, more congenial to your own temper."
- Henry wished to dissuade me; but, seeing me bent on this
- plan, ceased to remonstrate. He entreated me to write often.
- "I had rather be with you," he said, ~in your solitary rambles,
- than with these Scotch people, whom I do not know: hasten
- then, my dear friend, to return, that I may again feel myself
- somewhat at home, which I cannot do in your absence."
- Having parted from my friend, I determined to visit some
- remote spot of Scotland, and finish my work in solitude. I did
- not doubt but that the monster followed me, and would dis-
- cover himself to me when I should have finished, that he
- might receive his companion.
- With this resolution I traversed the northern highlands,
- and fixed on one of the remotest of the Orkneys as the scene
- of my labours. It was a place fitted for such a work, being
- hardly more than a rock, whose high sides were continually
- beaten upon by the waves. The soil was barren, scarcely af-
- fording pasture for a few miserable cows, and oatmeal for its
- inhabitants, which consisted of five persons, whose gaunt and
- scraggy limbs gave tokens of their miserable fare. Vegetables
- and bread, when they indulged in such luxuries, and even
- fresh water, was to be procured from the main land, which
- was about five miles distant.
- On the whole island there were but three miserable huts,
- and one of these was vacant when I arrived. This I hired. It
- contained but two rooms, and these exhibited all the squalid-
- ness of the most miserable penury. The thatch had fallen in,
- the walls were unplastered, and the door was off its hinges. I
- ordered it to be repaired, bought some furniture, and took
- possession; an incident which would, doubtless, have occa-
- sioned some surprise, had not all the senses of the cottagers
- been benumbed by want and squalid poverty. As it was, I
- lived ungazed at and unmolested, hardly thanked for the pit-
- tance of food and clothes which I gave; so much does suffer-
- ing blunt even the coarsest sensations of men.
- In this retreat I devoted the morning to labour; but in the
- evening, when the weather permitted, I walked on the stony
- beach of the sea, to listen to the waves as they roared, and
- dashed at my feet. It was a monotonous, yet ever-changing
- scene. I thought of Switzerland; it was far different from this
- desolate and appalling landscape. Its hills are covered with
- vines, and its cottages are scattered thickly in the plains. Its
- fair lakes reflect a blue and gentle sky; and, when troubled by
- the winds, their tumult is but as the play of a lively infant,
- when compared to the roarings of the giant ocean.
- In this manner I distributed my occupations when I first
- arrived; but, as I proceeded in my labour, it became every
- day more horrible and irksome to me. Sometimes I could not
- prevail on myself to enter my laboratory for several days; and
- at other times I toiled day and night in order to complete my
- work. It was indeed a filthy process in which I was engaged.
- During my first experiment, a kind of enthusiastic frenzy had
- blinded me to the horror of my employment; my mind was
- intently fixed on the sequel of my labour, and my eyes were
- shut to the horror of my proceedings. But now I went to it in
- cold blood, and my heart often sickened at the work of my
- hands.
- Thus situated, employed in the most detestable occupa-
- tion, immersed in a solitude where nothing could for an in-
- stant call my attention from the actual scene in which I was
- engaged, my spirits became unequal; I grew restless and nerv-
- ous. Every moment I feared to meet my persecutor. Some-
- times I sat with my eyes fixed on the ground, fearing to raise
- them lest they should encounter the object which I so much
- dreaded to behold. I feared to wander from the sight of my
- fellow-creatures, lest when alone he should come to claim his
- companion.
- In the mean time I worked on, and my labour was already
- considerably advanced. I looked towards its completion with
- a tremulous and eager hope, which I dared not trust myself
- to question, but which was intermixed with obscure forebod-
- ings of evil, that made my heart sicken in my bosom.
- CHAPTER III.
-
- I sat one evening in my laboratory; the sun had set, and
- the moon was just rising from the sea; I had not sufflcient
- light for my employment, and I remained idle, in a pause of
- consideration of whether I should leave my labour for the
- night, or hasten its conclusion by an unremitting attention to
- it. As I sat, a train of reflection occurred to me, which led me
- to consider the effects of what I was now doing. Three years
- before I was engaged in the same manner, and had created a
- fiend whose unparalleled barbarity had desolated my heart,
- and filled it for ever with the bitterest remorse. I was now
- about to form another being, of whose dispositions I was
- alike ignorant; she might become ten thousand times more
- malignant than her mate, and delight, for its own sake, in
- murder and wretchedness. He had sworn to quit the neigh-
- bourhood of man, and hide himself in deserts; but she had
- not; and she, who in all probability was to become a thinking
- and reasoning animal, might refuse to comply with a com-
- pact made before her creation. They might even hate each
- other; the creature who already lived loathed his own de-
- formity, and might he not conceive a greater abhorence for it
- when it came before his eyes in the female form? She also
- might turn with disgust from him to the superior beauty of
- man; she might quit him, and he be again alone, exasperated
- by the fresh provocation of being deserted by one of his own
- species.
- Even if they were to leave Europe, and inhabit the deserts
- of the new world, yet one of the first results of those sympa-
- thies for which the daemon thirsted would be children, and a
- race of devils would be propagated upon the earth, who
- might make the very existence of the species of man a condi-
- tion precarious and full of terror. Had I a right, for my own
- benefit, to inflict this curse upon everlasting generations? I
- had before been moved by the sophisms of the being I had
- created; I had been struck senseless by his fiendish threats:
- but now, for the first time, the wickedness of my promise
- burst upon me; I shuddered to think that future ages might
- curse me as their pest, whose selfishness had not hesitated to
- buy its own peace at the price perhaps of the existence of the
- whole human race.
- I trembled, and my heart failed within me; when, on look-
- ing up, I saw, by the light of the moon, the daemon at the
- casement. A ghastly grin wrinkled his lips as he gazed on me,
- where I sat fulfilling the task which he had allotted to me.
- Yes, he had followed me in my travels; he had loitered in for-
- ests, hid himself in caves, or taken refuge in wide and desert
- heaths; and he now came to mark my progress, and claim the
- fulfilment of my promise.
- As I looked on him, his countenance expressed the utmost
- extent of malice and treachery. I thought with a sensation of
- madness on my promise of creating another like to him, and,
- trembling with passion, tore to pieces the thing on which I
- was engaged. The wretch saw me destroy the creature on
- whose future existence he depended for happiness, and, with
- a howl of devilish despair and revenge, withdrew.
- I left the room, and, locking the door, made a solemn vow
- in my own heart never to resume my labours; and then, with
- trembling steps, I sought my own apartment. I was alone;
- none were near me to dissipate the gloom, and relieve me
- from the sickening oppression of the most terrible reveries.
- Several hours past, and I remained near my window gazing
- on the sea; it was almost motionless, for the winds were
- hushed, and all nature reposed under the eye of the quiet
- moon. A few fishing vessels alone specked the water, and
- now and then the gentle breeze wafted the sound of voices,
- as the fishermen called to one another. I felt the silence, al-
- though I was hardly conscious of its extreme profundity, until
- my ear was suddenly arrested by the paddling of oars near
- the shore, and a person landed close to my house.
- In a few minutes after, I heard the creaking of my door, as
- if some one endeavoured to open it softly. I trembled from
- head to foot; I felt a presentiment of who it was, and wished
- to rouse one of the peasants who dwelt in a cottage not far
- from mine; but I was overcome by the sensation of helpless-
- ness, so often felt in frightful dreams, when you in vain en-
- deavour to fly from an impending danger, and was rooted to
- the spot.
- Presently I heard the sound of footsteps along the passage;
- the door opened, and the wretch whom I dreaded appeared.
- Shutting the door, he approached me, and said, in a smoth-
- ered voice-
- "You have destroyed the work which you began; what is it
- that you intend? Do you dare to break your promise? I have
- endured toil and misery: I left Switzerland with you; I crept
- along the shores of the Rhine, among its willow islands, and
- over the summits of its hills. I have dwelt many months in the
- heaths of England, and among the deserts of Scotland. I have
- endured incalculable fatigue, and cold, and hunger; do you
- dare destroy my hopes?"
- "Begone! I do break my promise; never will I create an-
- other like yourself, equal in deformity and wickedness."
- "Slave, I before reasoned with you, but you have proved
- yourself unworthy of my condescension. Remember that I
- have power; you believe yourself miserable, but I can make
- you so wretched that the light of day will be hateful to you.
- You are my creator, but I am your master;-obey!"
- "The hour of my weakness is past, and the period of your
- power is arrived. Your threats cannot move me to do an act
- of wickedness; but they confirm me in a resolution of not cre-
- ating you a companion in vice. Shall I, in cool blood, set
- loose upon the earth a daemon, whose delight is in death and
- wretchedness. Begone! I am firm, and your words will only
- exasperate my rage."
- The monster saw my determination in my face, and
- gnashed his teeth in the impotence of anger. "Shall each
- man," cried he, "find a wife for his bosom, and each beast
- have his mate, and I be alone? I had feelings of affection, and
- they were requited by detestation and scorn. Man, you may
- hate; but beware! Your hours will pass in dread and misery,
- and soon the bolt will fall which must ravish from you your
- happiness for ever. Are you to be happy, while I grovel in the
- intensity of my wretchedness? You can blast my other pas-
- sions; but revenge remains - revenge, henceforth dearer
- than light or food! I may die; but first you, my tyrant and tor-
- mentor, shall curse the sun that gazes on your misery. Be-
- ware; for I am fearless, and therefore powerful. I will watch
- with the wiliness of a snake, that I may sting with its venom.
- Man, you shall repent of the injuries you inflict."
- ~Devil, cease; and do not poison the air with these sounds
- of malice. I have declared my resolution to you, and I am no
- coward to bend beneath words. Leave me; I am inexorable."
- "It is well. I go; but remember, I shall be with you on your
- wedding-night."
- I started forward, and exclaimed, "Villain! before you sign
- my death-warrant, be sure that you are yourself safe."
- I would have seized him; but he eluded me, and quitted
- the house with precipitation: in a few moments I saw him in
- his boat, which shot across the waters with an arrowy swift-
- ness, and was soon lost amidst the waves.
- All was again silent; but his words rung in my ears. I
- burned with rage to pursue the murderer of my peace, and
- precipitate him into the ocean. I walked up and down my
- room hastily and perturbed, while my imagination conjured
- up a thousand images to torment and sting me. Why had I
- not followed him, and closed with him in mortal strife? But I
- had suffered him to depart, and he had directed his course
- towards the main land. I shuddered to think who might be
- the next victim sacrificed to his insatiate revenge. And then I
- thought again of his words-"I will be with you on your wed-
- ding-night." That then was the period fixed for the fulfilment
- of my destiny. In that hour I should die, and at once satisfy
- and extinguish his malice. The prospect did not move me to
- fear; yet when I thought of my beloved Elizabeth,-of her
- tears and endless sorrow, when she should find her lover so
- barbarously snatched from her,-tears, the first I had shed
- for many months, streamed from my eyes, and I resolved not
- to fall before my enemy without a bitter struggle.
- The night passed away, and the sun rose from the ocean;
- my feelings became calmer, if it may be called calmness,
- when the violence of rage sinks into the depths of despair. I
- left the house, the horrid scene of the last night's contention,
- and walked on the beach of the sea, which I almost regarded
- as an insuperable barrier between me and my fellow-crea-
- tures; nay, a wish that such should prove the fact stole across
- me. I desired that I might pass my life on that barren rock,
- wearily it is true, but uninterrupted by any sudden shock of
- misery. If I returned, it was to be sacrificed, or to see those
- whom I most loved die under the grasp of a daemon whom I
- had myself created.
- I walked about the isle like a restless spectre, separated
- from all it loved, and miserable in the separation. When it be-
- came noon, and the sun rose higher, I lay down on the grass,
- and was overpowered by a deep sleep. I had been awake the
- whole of the preceding night, my nerves were agitated, and
- my eyes inflamed by watching and misery. The sleep into
- which I now sunk refreshed me; and when I awoke, I again
- felt as if I belonged to a race of human beings like myself,
- and I began to reflect upon what had passed with greater
- composure; yet still the words of the fiend rung in my ears
- like a death-knell, they appeared like a dream, yet distinct
- and oppressive as a reality.
- The sun had far descended, and I still sat on the shore, sat-
- isfying my appetite, which had become ravenous, with an
- oaten cake, when I saw a fishing-boat land close to me, and
- one of the men brought me a packet; it contained letters
- from Geneva, and one from Clerval, entreating me to join
- him. He said that nearly a year had elapsed since we had quit-
- ted Switzerland, and France was yet unvisited. He entreated
- me, therefore, to leave my solitary isle, and meet him at
- Perth, in a week from that time, when we might arrange the
- plan of our future proceedings. This letter in a degree re-
- called me to life, and I determined to quit my island at the
- expiration of two days.
- Yet, before I departed, there was a task to perform, on
- which I shuddered to reflect: I must pack my chemical instru-
- ments; and for that purpose I must enter the room which
- had been the scene of my odious work, and I must handle
- those utensils, the sight of which was sickening to me. The
- next morning, at day-break, I summoned sufficient courage,
- and unlocked the door of my laboratory. The remains of the
- half-finished creature, whom I had destroyed, lay scattered
- on the floor, and I almost felt as if I had mangled the living
- flesh of a human being. I paused to collect myself, and then
- entered the chamber. With trembling hand I conveyed the in-
- struments out of the room; but I reflected that I ought not to
- leave the relics of my work to excite the horror and suspicion
- of the peasants, and I accordingly put them into a basket,
- with a great quantity of stones, and laying them up, deter-
- mined to throw them into the sea that very night; and in the
- mean time I sat upon the beach, employed in cleaning and
- arranging my chemical apparatus.
- Nothing could be more complete than the alteration that
- had taken place in my feelings since the night of the appear-
- ance of the daemon. I had before regarded my promise with
- a gloomy despair, as a thing that, with whatever conse-
- quences, must be fulfilled; but I now felt as if a film had been
- taken from before my eyes, and that I, for the first time, saw
- clearly. The idea of renewing my labours did not for one in-
- stant occur to me; the threat I had heard weighed on my
- thoughts, but I did not reflect that a voluntary act of mine
- could avert it. I had resolved in my own mind, that to create
- another like the fiend I had first made would be an act of the
- basest and most atrocious selfishness; and I banished from
- my mind every thought that could lead to a different conclu-
- sion.
- Between two and three in the morning the moon rose;
- and I then, putting my basket aboard a little skiff, sailed out
- about four miles from the shore. The scene was perfectly soli-
- tary: a few boats were returning towards land, but I sailed
- away from them. I felt as if I was about the commission of a
- dreadful crime, and avoided with shuddering anxiety any en-
- counter with my fellow-creatures. At one time the moon,
- which had before been clear, was suddenly overspread by a
- thick cloud, and I took advantage of the moment of darkness,
- and cast my basket into the sea; I listened to the gurgling
- sound as it sunk, and then sailed away from the spot. The sky
- became clouded; but the air was pure, although chilled by the
- north-east breeze that was then rising. But it refreshed me,
- and filled me with such agreeable sensations, that I resolved
- to prolong my stay on the water, and fixing the rudder in a
- direct position, stretched myself at the bottom of the boat.
- Clouds hid the moon, every thing was obscure, and I heard
- only the sound of the boat, as its keel cut through the waves;
- the murmur lulled me, and in a short time I slept soundly.
- I do not know how long I remained in this situation, but
- when I awoke I found that the sun had already mounted con-
- siderably. The wind was high, and the waves continually
- threatened the safety of my little skiff. I found that the wind
- was north-east, and must have driven me far from the coast
- from which I had embarked. I endeavoured to change my
- course, but quickly found that if I again made the attempt
- the boat would be instantly filled with water. Thus situated,
- my only resource was to drive before the wind. I confess that
- I felt a few sensations of terror. I had no compass with me,
- and was so little acquainted with the geography of this part of
- the world that the sun was of little benefit to me. I might be
- driven into the wide Atlantic, and feel all the tortures of star-
- vation, or be swallowed up in the immeasurable waters that
- roared and buffeted around me. I had already been out many
- hours, and felt the torment of a burning thirst, a prelude to
- my other sufferings. I looked on the heavens, which were cov-
- ered by clouds that flew before the wind only to be replaced
- by others: I looked upon the sea, it was to be my grave.
- "Fiend," I exclaimed, "your task is already fulfilled!" I
- thought of Elizabeth, of my father, and of Clerval; and sunk
- into a reverie, so despairing and frightful, that even now,
- when the scene is on the point of closing before me for ever,
- I shudder to reflect on it.
- Some hours passed thus; but by degrees, as the sun de-
- clined towards the horizon, the wind died away into a gentle
- breeze, and the sea became free from breakers. But these
- gave place to a heavy swell; I felt sick, and hardly able to hold
- the rudder, when suddenly I saw a line of high land towards
- the south.
- Almost spent, as I was, by fatigue, and the dreadful sus-
- pense I endured for several hours, this sudden certainty of
- life rushed like a flood of warm joy to my heart, and tears
- gushed from my eyes.
- How mutable are our feelings, and how strange is that
- clinging love we have of life even in the excess of misery! I
- constructed another sail with a part of my dress, and eagerly
- steered my course towards the land. It had a wild and rocky
- appearance; but as I approached nearer, I easily perceived
- the traces of cultivation. I saw vessels near the shore, and
- found myself suddenly transported back to the neighbour-
- hood of civilized man. I eagerly traced the windings of the
- land, and hailed a steeple which I at length saw issuing from
- behind a small promontory. As I was in a state of extreme de-
- bility, I resolved to sail directly towards the town as a place
- where I could most easily procure nourishment. Fortunately I
- had money with me. As I turned the promontory, I perceived
- a small neat town and a good harbour, which I entered, my
- heart bounding with joy at my unexpected escape.
- As I was occupied in fixing the boat and arranging the
- sails, several people crowded towards the spot. They seemed
- very much surprised at my appearance; but, instead of offer-
- ing me any assistance, whispered together with gestures that
- at any other time might have produced in me a slight sensa-
- tion of alarm. As it was, I merely remarked that they spoke
- English; and I therefore addressed them in that language:
- "My good friends," said I, "will you be so kind as to tell me
- the name of this town, and inform me where I am?"
- "You will know that soon enough," replied a man with a
- gruff voice. "May be you are come to a place that will not
- prove much to your taste; but you will not be consulted as to
- your quarters, I promise you."
- I was exceedingly surprised on receiving so rude an an-
- swer from a stranger; and I was also disconcerted on perceiv-
- ing the frowning and angry countenances of his companions.
- "Why do you answer me so roughly?" I replied: "surely it is
- not the custom of Englishmen to receive strangers so inhospi-
- tably."
- "I do not know," said the man, "what the custom of the
- English may be; but it is the custom of the Irish to hate vil-
- lains."
- While this strange dialogue continued, I perceived the
- crowd rapidly increase. Their faces expressed a mixture of cu-
- riosity and anger, which annoyed, and in some degree
- alarmed me. I inquired the way to the inn; but no one re-
- plied. I then moved forward, and a murmuring sound arose
- from the crowd as they followed and surrounded me; when
- an illlooking man approaching, tapped me on the shoulder,
- and said, "Come, Sir, you must follow me to Mr. Kirwin's, to
- give an account of yourself."
- "Who is Mr. Kirwin? Why am I to give an account of my-
- self? Is not this a free country?"
- "Aye, Sir, free enough for honest folks. Mr. Kirwin is a
- magistrate; and you are to give an account of the death of a
- gentleman who was found murdered here last night."
- This answer startled me; but I presently recovered myself.
- I was innocent; that could easily be proved: accordingly I fol
- lowed my conductor in silence, and was led to one of the best
- houses in the town. I was ready to sink from fatigue and hun-
- ger; but, being surrounded by a crowd, I thought it politic to
- rouse all my strength, that no physical debility might be con-
- strued into apprehension or conscious guilt. Little did I then
- expect the calamity that was in a few moments to overwhelm
- me, and extinguish in horror and despair all fear of ignominy
- or death.
- I must pause here; for it requires all my fortitude to recall
- the memory of the frightful events which I am about to re-
- late, in proper detail, to my recollection.
- CHAPTER IV.
-
- I was soon introduced into the presence of the magistrate,
- an old benevolent man, with calm and mild manners. He
- looked upon me, however, with some degree of severity; and
- then, turning towards my conductors, he asked who ap-
- peared as witnesses on this occasion.
- About half a dozen men came forward; and one being se-
- lected by the magistrate, he deposed, that he had been out
- fishing the night before with his son and brother-in-law,
- Daniel Nugent, when, about ten o'clock, they observed a
- strong northerly blast rising, and they accordingly put in for
- port. It was a very dark night, as the moon had not yet risen;
- they did not land at the harbour, but, as they had been accus-
- tomed, at a creek about two miles below. He walked on first,
- carrying a part of the fishing tackle, and his companions fol-
- lowed him at some distance. As he was proceeding along the
- sands, he struck his foot against something, and fell all his
- length on the ground. His companions came up to assist him;
- and, by the light of their lantern, they found that he had
- fallen on the body of a man, who was to all appearance dead.
- Their first supposition was, that it was the corpse of some
- person who had been drowned, and was thrown on shore by
- the waves; but, upon examination, they found that the
- clothes were not wet, and even that the body was not then
- cold. They instantly carried it to the cottage of an old woman
- near the spot, and endeavoured, but in vain, to restore it to
- life. He appeared to be a handsome young man, about five
- and twenty years of age. He had apparently been strangled;
- for there was no sign of any violence, except the black mark
- of fingers on his neck.
- The first part of this deposition did not in the least inter-
- est me; but when the mark of the fingers was mentioned, I re-
- membered the murder of my brother, and felt myself ex-
- tremely agitated; my limbs trembled, and a mist came over
- my eyes, which obliged me to lean on a chair for support.
- The magistrate observed me with a keen eye, and of course
- drew an unfavourable augury from my manner.
- The son confirmed his father's account: but when Daniel
- Nugent was called, he swore positively that, just before the
- fall of his companion, he saw a boat, with a single man in it,
- at a short distance from the shore; and, as far as he could
- judge by the light of a few stars, it was the same boat in which
- I hadjust landed.
- A woman deposed, that she lived near the beach, and was
- standing at the door of her cottage, waiting for the return of
- the fishermen, about an hour before she heard of the discov-
- ery of the body, when she saw a boat, with only one man in
- it, push off from that part of the shore where the corpse was
- afterwards found.
- Another woman confirmed the account of the fisherman
- having brought the body into her house; it was not cold.
- They put it into a bed, and rubbed it; and Daniel went to the
- town for an apothecary, but life was quite gone.
- Several other men were examined concerning my landing;
- and they agreed, that, with the strong north wind that had
- arisen during the night, it was very probable that I had
- beaten about for many hours, and had been obliged to re-
- turn nearly to the same spot from which I had departed. Be-
- sides, they observed that it appeared that I had brought the
- body from another place, and it was likely, that as I did not
- appear to know the shore, I might have put into the harbour
- ignorant of the distance of the town of from the place
- where I had deposited the corpse.
- Mr. Kirwin, on hearing this evidence, desired that I should
- be taken into the room where the body lay for interment,
- that it might be observed what effect the sight of it would
- produce upon me. This idea was probably suggested by the
- extreme agitation I had exhibited when the mode of the mur-
- der had been described. I was accordingly conducted, by the
- magistrate and several other persons, to the inn. I could not
- help being struck by the strange coincidences that had taken
- place during this eventful night; but, knowing that I had been
- conversing with several persons in the island I had inhabited
- about the time that the body had been found, I was perfectly
- tranquil as to the consequences of the affair.
- I entered the room where the corpse lay, and was led up
- to the coffin. How can I describe my sensations on beholding
- it? I feel yet parched with horror, nor can I reflect on that ter-
- rible moment without shuddering and agony, that faintly re-
- minds me of the anguish of the recognition. The trial, the
- presence of the magistrate and witnesses, passed like a dream
- from my memory, when I saw the lifeless form of Henry Cler-
- val stretched before me. I gasped for breath; and, throwing
- myself on the body, I exclaimed, "Have my murderous machi-
- nations deprived you also, my dearest Henry, of life? Two I
- have already destroyed; other victims await their destiny: but
- you, Clerval, my friend, my benefactor"-
- The human frame could no longer support the agoni~ing
- suffering that I endured, and I was carried out of the room in
- strong convulsions.
- A fever succeeded to this. I lay for two months on the
- point of death: my ravings, as I afterwards heard, were fright-
- ful; I called myself the murderer of William, of Justine, and
- of Clerval. Sometimes I entreated my attendants to assist me
- in the destruction of the fiend by whom I was tormented;
- and, at others, I felt the fingers of the monster already grasp-
- ing my neck, and screamed aloud with agony and terror. For-
- tunately, as I spoke my native language, Mr. Kirwin alone un-
- derstood me; but my gestures and bitter cries were sufficient
- to affright the other witnesses.
- Why did I not die? More miserable than man ever was be-
- fore, why did I not sink into forgetfulness and rest? Death
- snatches away many blooming children, the only hopes of
- their doating parents: how many brides and youthful lovers
- have been one day in the bloom of health and hope, and the
- next a prey for worms and the decay of the tomb! Of what
- materials was I made, that I could thus resist so many shocks,
- which, like the turning of the wheel, continually renewed the
- torture.
- But I was doomed to live; and, in two months, found my-
- self as awaking from a dream, in a prison, stretched on a
- wretched bed, surrounded by gaolers, turnkeys, bolts, and all
- the miserable apparatus of a dungeon. It was morning, I re-
- member, when I thus awoke to understanding: I had forgot-
- ten the particulars of what had happened, and only felt as if
- some great misfortune had suddenly overwhelmed me; but
- when I looked around, and saw the barred windows, and the
- squalidness of the room in which I was, all flashed across my
- memory, and I groaned bitterly.
- This sound disturbed an old woman who was sleeping in a
- chair beside me. She was a hired nurse, the wife of one of the
- turnkeys, and her countenance expressed all those bad quali-
- ties which often characterize that class. The lines of her face
- were hard and rude, like that of persons accustomed to see
- without sympathizing in sights of misery. Her tone expressed
- her entire indifference; she addressed me in English, and the
- voice struck me as one that I had heard during my sufferings:
- "Are you better now, Sir?" said she.
- I replied in the same language, with a feeble voice, "I be-
- lieve I am; but if it be all true, if indeed I did not dream, I am
- sorry that I am still alive to feel this misery and horror."
- "For that matter," replied the old woman, "if you mean
- about the gentleman you murdered, I believe that it were bet-
- ter for you if you were dead, for I fancy it will go hard with
- you; but you will be hung when the next sessions come on.
- However, that's none of my business, I am sent to nurse you,
- and get you well; I do my duty with a safe conscience, it were
- well if every body did the same."
- I turned with loathing from the woman who could utter so
- unfeeling a speech to a person just saved, on the very edge of
- death; but I felt languid, and unable to reflect on all that had
- passed. The whole series of my life appeared to me as a
- dream; I sometimes doubted if indeed it were all true, for it
- never presented itself to my mind with the force of reality.
- As the images that floated before me became more dis-
- tinct, I grew feverish; a darkness pressed around me; no one
- was near me who soothed me with the gentle voice of love;
- no dear hand supported me. The physician came and pre-
- scribed medicines, and the old woman prepared them for
- me; but utter carelessness was visible in the first, and the ex-
- pression of brutality was strongly marked in the visage of the
- second. Who could be interested in the fate of a murderer,
- but the hangman who would gain his fee?
- These were my first reflections; but I soon learned that
- Mr. Kirwin had shewn me extreme kindness. He had caused
- the best room in the prison to be prepared for me (wretched
- indeed was the best); and it was he who had provided a physi-
- cian and a nurse. It is true, he seldom came to see me; for, al-
- though he ardently desired to relieve the sufferings of every
- human creature, he did not wish to be present at the agonies
- and miserable ravings of a murderer. He came, therefore,
- sometimes to see that I was not neglected; but his visits were
- short, and at long intervals.
- One day, when I was gradually recovering, I was seated in
- a chair, my eyes half open, and my cheeks livid like those in
- death, I was overcome by gloom and misery, and often re-
- flected I had better seek death than remain miserably pent
- up only to be let loose in a world replete with wretchedness.
- At one time I considered whether I should not declare myself
- guilty, and suffer the penalty of the law, less innocent than
- poor Justine had been. Such were my thoughts, when the
- door of my apartment was opened, and Mr. Kirwin entered.
- His countenance expressed sympathy and compassion; he
- drew a chair close to mine, and addressed me in French-
- "I fear that this place is very shocking to you; can I do any
- thing to make you more comfortable?"
-
- "I thank you; but all that you mention is nothing to me: on
- the whole earth there is no comfort which I am capable of re-
- ceiving."
- "I know that the sympathy of a stranger can be but of little
- relief to one borne down as you are by so strange a misfor-
- tune. But you will, I hope, soon quit this melancholy abode;
- for, doubtless, evidence can easily be brought to free you
- from the criminal charge."
- "That is my least concern: I am, by a course of strange
- events, become the most miserable of mortals. Persecuted
- and tortured as I am and have been, can death be any evil to
- me?"
- "Nothing indeed could be more unfortunate and agoniz-
- ing than the strange chances that have lately occurred. You
- were thrown, by some surprising accident, on this shore, re-
- nowned for its hospitality; seized immediately, and charged
- with murder. The first sight that was presented to your eyes
- was the body of your friend, murdered in so unaccountable a
- manner, and placed, as it were, by some fiend across your
- path."
- As Mr. Kirwin said this, notwithstanding the agitation I en-
- dured on this retrospect of my sufferings, I also felt consider-
- able surprise at the knowledge he seemed to possess concern-
- ing me. I suppose some astonishment was exhibited in my
- countenance; for Mr. Kirwin hastened to say-
- "It was not until a day or two after your illness that I
- thought of examining your dress, that I might discover some
- trace by which I could send to your relations an account of
- your misfortune and illness. I found several letters, and,
- among others, one which I discovered from its commence-
- ment to be from your father. I instantly wrote to Geneva:
- nearly two months have elapsed since the departure of my
- letter.-But you are ill; even now you tremble: you are unfit
- for agitation of any kind."
- "This suspense is a thousand times worse than the most
- horrible event: tell me what new scene of death has been
- acted, and whose murder I am now to lament."
- "Your family is perfectly well," said Mr. Kirwin, with gen-
- tleness; "and some one, a friend, is come to visit you."
- I know not by what chain of thought the idea presented it-
- self, but it instantly darted into my mind that the murderer
- had come to mock at my misery, and taunt me with the death
- of Clerval, as a new incitement for me to comply with his
- hellish desires. I put my hand before my eyes, and cried out
- in agony-
- "Oh! take him away! I cannot see him; for God's sake, do
- not let him enter!"
- Mr. Kirwin regarded me with a troubled countenance. He
- could not help regarding my exclamation as a presumption
- of my guilt, and said, in rather a severe tone-
- "I should have thought, young man, that the presence of
- your father would have been welcome, instead of inspiring
- such violent repugnance."
- "My father!" cried I, while every feature and every muscle
- was relaxed from anguish to pleasure. ~Is my father, indeed,
- come? How kind, how very kind. But where is he, why does
- he not hasten to me?"
- My change of manner surprised and pleased the magis-
- trate; perhaps he thought that my former exclamation was a
- momentary return of delirium, and now he instantly resumed
- his former benevolence. He rose, and quitted the room with
- my nurse, and in a moment my father entered it.
- Nothing, at this moment, could have given me greater
- pleasure than the arrival of my father. I stretched out my
- hand to him, and cried-
- "Are you then safe-and Elizabeth-and Ernest?"
- My father calmed me with assurances of their welfare, and
- endeavoured, by dwelling on these subjects so interesting to
- my heart, to raise my desponding spirits; but he soon felt that
- a prison cannot be the abode of cheerfulness. "What a place
- is this that you inhabit, my son!" said he, looking mournfully
- at the barred windows, and wretched appearance of the
- room. "You travelled to seek happiness, but a fatality seems
- to pursue you. And poor Clerval-"
- The name of my unfortunate and murdered friend was an
- agitation too great to be endured in my weak state; I shed
- "Alas! yes, my father," replied I; "some destiny of the most
- horrible kind hangs over me, and I must live to fulfil it, or
- surely I should have died on the coffin of Henry."
- We were not allowed to converse for any length of time,
- for the precarious state of my health rendered every precau-
- tion necessary that could insure tranquillity. Mr. Kirwin came
- in, and insisted that my strength should not be exhausted by
- too much exertion. But the appearance of my father was to
- me like that of my good angel, and I gradually recovered my
- health.
- As my sickness quitted me, I was absorbed by a gloomy
- and black melancholy, that nothing could dissipate. The im-
- age of Clerval was for ever before me, ghastly and murdered.
- More than once the agitation into which these reflections
- threw me made my friends dread a dangerous relapse. Alas!
- why did they preserve so miserable and detested a life? It was
- surely that I might fulfil my destiny, which is now drawing to
- a close. Soon, oh, very soon, will death extinguish these
- throbbings, and relieve me from the mighty weight of an-
- guish that bears me to the dust; and, in executing the award
- of justice, I shall also sink to rest. Then the appearance of
- death was distant, although the wish was ever present to my
- thoughts; and I often sat for hours motionless and speech-
- less, wishing for some mighty revolution that might bury me
- and my destroyer in its ruins.
- The season of the assizes approached. I had already been
- three months in prison; and although I was still weak, and in
- continual danger of a relapse, I was obliged to travel nearly a
- hundred miles to the county-town, where the court was held.
- Mr. Kirwin charged himself with every care of collecting wit-
- nesses, and arranging my defence. I was spared the disgrace
- of appearing publicly as a criminal, as the case was not
- brought before the court that decides on life and death. The
- grand jury rejected the bill, on its being proved that I was on
- the Orkney Islands at the hour the body of my friend was
- found, and a fortnight after my removal I was liberated from
- pnson.
- My father was enraptured on finding me freed from the
- vexations of a criminal charge, that I was again allowed to
- breathe the fresh atmosphere, and allowed to return to my
- native country. I did not participate in these feelings; for to
- me the walls of a dungeon or a palace were alike hateful. The
- cup of life was poisoned for ever; and although the sun shone
- upon me, as upon the happy and gay of heart, I saw around
- me nothing but a dense and frightful darkness, penetrated by
- no light but the glimmer of two eyes that glared upon me.
- Sometimes they were the expressive eyes of Henry,-languish-
- ing in death, the dark orbs nearly covered by the lids, and the
- long black lashes that fringed them; sometimes it was the wa-
- tery clouded eyes of the monster, as I first saw them in my
- chamber at Ingolstadt.
- My father tried to awaken in me the feelings of affection.
- He talked of Geneva, which I should soon visit-of Eliza-
- beth, and Ernest; but these words only drew deep groans
- from me. Sometimes, indeed, I felt a wish for happiness; and
- thought, with melancholy delight, of my beloved cousin; or
- longed, with a devouring maladie du pays, to see once more
- the blue lake and rapid Rhone, that had been so dear to me
- in early childhood: but my general state of feeling was a tor-
- por, in which a prison was as welcome a residence as the di-
- vinest scene in nature; and these fits were seldom inter-
- rupted, but by paroxysms of anguish and despair. At these
- moments I often endeavoured to put an end to the existence
- I loathed; and it required unceasing attendance and vigilance
- to restrain me from committing some dreadful act of vio-
- lence.
- I remember, as I quitted the prison, I heard one of the
- men say, "He may be innocent of the murder, but he has cer-
- tainly a bad conscience." These words struck me. A bad con-
- science! yes, surely I had one. William, Justine, and Clerval,
- had died through my infernal machinations; "And whose
- death," cried I, "is to finish the tragedy? Ah! my father, do
- not remain in this wretched country; take me where I may
- forget myself, my existence, and all the world."
- My father easily acceded to my desire; and, after having
- taken leave of Mr. Kirwin, we hastened to Dublin. I felt as if I
- was relieved from a heavy weight, when the packet sailed with
- a fair wind from Ireland, and I had quitted for ever the coun-
- try which had been to me the scene of so much misery.
- It was midnight. My father slept in the cabin; and I lay on
- the deck, looking at the stars, and listening to the dashing of
- the waves. I hailed the darkness that shut Ireland from my
- sight, and my pulse beat with a feverish joy, when I reflected
- that I should soon see Geneva. The past appeared to me in
- the light of a frightful dream; yet the vessel in which I was,
- the wind that blew me from the detested shore of Ireland,
- and the sea which surrounded me, told me too forcibly that I
- was deceived by no vision, and that Clerval, my friend and
- dearest companion, had fallen a victim to me and the mon-
- ster of my creation. I repassed, in my memory, my whole life;
- my quiet happiness while residing with my family in Geneva,
- the death of my mother, and my departure for Ingolstadt. I
- remembered shuddering at the mad enthusiasm that hurried
- me on to the creation of my hideous enemy, and I called to
- mind the night during which he first lived. I was unable to
- pursue the train of thought; a thousand feelings pressed
- upon me, and I wept bitterly.
- Ever since my recovery from the fever I had been in the
- custom of taking every night a small quantity of laudanum;
- for it was by means of this drug only that I was enabled to
- gain the rest necessary for the preservation of life. Oppressed
- by the recollection of my various misfortunes, I now took a
- double dose, and soon slept profoundly. But sleep did not af-
- ford me respite from thought and misery; my dreams pre-
- sented a thousand objects that scared me. Towards morning I
- was possessed by a kind of night-mare; I felt the fiend's grasp
- in my neck, and could not free myself from it; groans and
- cries rung in my ears. My father, who was watching over me,
- perceiving my restlessness, awoke me, and pointed to the
- port of Holyhead, which we were now entering.
- CHAPTER V.
-
- We had resolved not to go to London, but to cross the coun-
- try to Portsmouth, and thence to embark for Havre. I pre-
- ferred this plan principally because I dreaded to see again
- those places in which I had enjoyed a few moments of tran-
- quillity with my beloved Clerval. I thought with horror of see-
- ing again those persons whom we had been accustomed to
- visit together, and who might make inquiries concerning an
- event, the very remembrance of which made me again feel
- the pang I endured when I gazed on his lifeless form in the
- inn at-.
- As for my father, his desires and exertions were bounded
- to the again seeing me restored to health and peace of mind.
- His tenderness and attentions were unremitting; my grief
- and gloom was obstinate, but he would not despair. Some-
- times he thought that I felt deeply the degradation of being
- obliged to answer a charge of murder, and he endeavoured
- to prove to me the futility of pride.
- "Alas! my father," said I, "how little do you know me. Hu-
- man beings, their feelings and passions, would indeed be de-
- graded, if such a wretch as I felt pride. Justine, poor unhappy
- Justine, was as innocent as I, and she suffered the same
- charge; she died for it; and I am the cause of this-I mur-
- dered her. William, Justine, and Henry-they all died by my
- hands."
- My father had often, during my imprisonment, heard me
- make the same assertion; when I thus accused myself, he
- sometimes seemed to desire an explanation, and at others he
- appeared to consider it as caused by delirium, and that, dur-
- ing my illness, some idea of this kind had presented itself to
- my imagination, the remembrance of which I preserved in
- my convalescence. I avoided explanation, and maintained a
- continual silence concerning the wretch I had created. I had
- a feeling that I should be supposed mad, and this for ever
- chained my tongue, when I would have given the whole
- world to have confided the fatal secret.
- Upon this occasion my father said, with an expression of
- unbounded wonder, UWhat do you mean, Victor? are you
- mad? My dear son, I entreat you never to make such an asser-
- tion again."
- "I am not mad," I cried energetically; "the sun and the
- heavens, who have viewed my operations, can bear witness of
- my truth. I am the assassin of those most innocent victims;
- they died by my machinations. A thousand times would I
- have shed my own blood, drop by drop, to have saved their
- lives; but I could not, my father, indeed I could not sacrifice
- the whole human race."
- The conclusion of this speech convinced my father that my
- ideas were deranged, and he instantly changed the subject of
- our conversation, and endeavoured to alter the course of my
- thoughts. He wished as much as possible to obliterate the
- memory of the scenes that had taken place in Ireland, and
- never alluded to them, or suffered me to speak of my misfor-
- tunes.
- As time passed away I became more calm: misery had her
- dwelling in my heart, but I no longer talked in the same inco-
- herent manner of my own crimes; sufficient for me was the
- consciousness of them. By the utmost self-violence, I curbed
- the imperious voice of wretchedness, which sometimes de-
- sired to declare itself to the whole world; and my manners
- were calmer and more composed than they had ever been
- since myjourney to the sea of ice.
- We arrived at Havre on the 8th of May, and instantly pro-
- ceeded to Paris, where my father had some business which
- detained us a few weeks. In this city, I received the following
- letter from Elizabeth:-
-
- TO VICTOR FRANKENSTEIN.
-
- MY DEAREST FRIEND,
- "It gave me the greatest pleasure to receive a letter from
- my uncle dated at Paris; you are no longer at a formidable
- distance, and I may hope to see you in less than a fortnight.
- My poor cousin, how much you must have suffered! I expect
- to see you looking even more ill than when you quitted Ge-
- neva. This winter has been passed most miserably, tortured
- as I have been by anxious suspense; yet I hope to see peace in
- your countenance, and to find that your heart is not totally
- devoid of comfort and tranquillity.
- "Yet I fear that the same feelings now exist that made you
- so miserable a year ago, even perhaps augmented by time. I
- would not disturb you at this period, when so many misfor-
- tunes weigh upon you; but a conversation that I had with my
- uncle previous to his departure renders some explanation
- necessary before we meet.
- "Explanation! you may possibly say; what can Elizabeth
- have to explain? If you really say this, my questions are an-
- swered, and I have no more to do than to sign myself your af-
- fectionate cousin. But you are distant from me, and it is pos-
- sible that you may dread, and yet be pleased with this
- explanation; and, in a probability of this being the case, I
- dare not any longer postpone writing what, during your ab-
- sence, I have often wished to express to you, but have never
- had the courage to begin.
- "You well know, Victor, that our union had been the fa-
- vourite plan of your parents even since our infancy. We were
- told this when young, and taught to look forward to it as an
- event that would certainly take place. We were affectionate
- playfellows during childhood, and, I believe, dear and valued
- friends to one another as we grew older. But as brother and
- sister often entertain a lively affection towards each other,
- without desiring a more intimate union, may not such also be
- our case? Tell me, dearest Victor. Answer me, I conjure you,
- by our mutual happiness, with simple truth-do you not love
- another?
- "You have travelled; you have spent several years of your
- life at Ingolstadt; and I confess to you, my friend, that when I
- saw you last autumn so unhappy, flying to solitude, from the
- society of every creature, I could not help supposing that you
- might regret our connexion, and believe yourself bound in
- honour to fulfil the wishes of your parents, although they op-
- posed themselves to your inclinations. But this is false reason-
- ing. I confess to you, my cousin, that I love you, and that in
- my airy dreams of futurity you have been my constant friend
- and companion. But it is your happiness I desire as well as
- my own, when I declare to you, that our marriage would ren-
- der me eternally miserable, unless it were the dictate of your
- own free choice. Even now I weep to think, that, borne down
- as you are by the cruelest misfortunes, you may stifle, by the
- word honour, all hope of that love and happiness which would
- alone restore you to yourself. I, who have so interested an af-
- fection for you, may increase your miseries ten-fold, by being
- an obstacle to your wishes. Ah, Victor, be assured that your
- cousin and playmate has too sincere a love for you not to be
- made miserable by this supposition. Be happy, my friend;
- and if you obey me in this one request, remain satisfied that
- nothing on earth will have the power to interrupt my tran-
- quillity.
- "Do not let this letter disturb you; do not answer it to-mor-
- row, or the next day, or even until you come, if it will give
- you pain. My uncle will send me news of your health; and if I
- see but one smile on your lips when we meet, occasioned by
- this or any other exertion of mine, I shall need no other hap-
- piness.
- "ELIZABETH LAVENZA.
-
- "Geneva, May 18th, 17-."
-
- This letter revived in my memory what I had before for-
- gotten, the threat of the fiend - ~I willbe withyou onyour wed-
- ding-night.r Such was my sentence, and on that night would
- the daemon employ every art to destroy me, and tear me
- from the glimpse of happiness which promised partly to con-
- sole my sufferings. On that night he had determined to con-
- summate his crimes by my death. Well, be it so; a deadly
- struggle would then assuredly take place, in which if he was
- victorious, I should be at peace, and his power over me be at
- an end. If he were vanquished, I should be a free man. Alas!
- what freedom? such as the peasant enjoys when his family
- have been massacred before his eyes, his cottage burnt, his
- lands laid waste, and he is turned adrift, homeless, pennyless,
- and alone, but free. Such would be my liberty, except that in
- my Elizabeth I possessed a treasure; alas! balanced by those
- horrors of remorse and guilt, which would pursue me until
- death.
- Sweet and beloved Elizabeth! I read and re-read her letter,
- and some softened feelings stole into my heart, and dared to
- whisper paradisaical dreams of love and joy; but the apple
- was already eaten, and the angel's arm bared to drive me
- from all hope. Yet I would die to make her happy. If the
- monster executed his threat, death was inevitable; yet, again,
- I considered whether my marriage would hasten my fate. My
- destruction might indeed arrive a few months sooner; but if
- my torturer should suspect that I postponed it, influenced by
- his menaces, he would surely find other, and perhaps more
- dreadful means of revenge. He had vowed to be with me on my
- wedding-night, yet he did not consider that threat as binding
- him to peace in the mean time; for, as if to shew me that he
- was not yet satiated with blood, he had murdered Clerval im-
- mediately after the enunciation of his threats. I resolved,
- therefore, that if my immediate union with my cousin would
- conduce either to her's or my father's happiness, my adver-
- sary's designs against my life should not retard it a single
- hour.
- In this state of mind I wrote to Elizabeth. My letter was
- calm and affectionate. "I fear, my beloved girl," I said, "little
- happiness remains for us on earth; yet all that I may one day
- enjoy is concentered in you. Chase away your idle fears; to
- you alone do I consecrate my life, and my endeavours for
- contentment. I have one secret, Elizabeth, a dreadful one;
- when revealed to you, it will chill your frame with horror,
- and then, far from being surprised at my misery, you will
- only wonder that I survive what I have endured. I will confide
- this tale of misery and terror to you the day after our mar-
- riage shall take place; for, my sweet cousin, there must be
- perfect confidence between us. But until then, I conjure you,
- do not mention or allude to it. This I most earnestly entreat,
- and I know you will comply."
- In about a week after the arrival of Elizabeth's letter, we
- returned to Geneva. My cousin welcomed me with warm af-
- fection; yet tears were in her eyes, as she beheld my emaci-
- ated frame and feverish cheeks. I saw a change in her also.
- She was thinner, and had lost much of that heavenly vivacity
- that had before charmed me; but her gentleness, and soft
- looks of compassion, made her a more fit companion for one
- blasted and miserable as I was.
- The tranquillity which I now enjoyed did not endure.
- Memory brought madness with it; and when I thought on
- what had passed, a real insanity possessed me; sometimes I
- was furious, and burnt with rage, sometimes low and despon-
- dent. I neither spoke or looked, but sat motionless, bewil-
- dered by the multitude of miseries that overcame me.
- Elizabeth alone had the power to draw me from these fits;
- her gentle voice would soothe me when transported by pas-
- sion, and inspire me with human feelings when sunk in tor-
- por. She wept with me, and for me. When reason returned,
- she would remonstrate, and endeavour to inspire me with
- resignation. Ah! it is well for the unfortunate to be resigned,
- but for the guilty there is no peace. The agonies of remorse
- poison the luxury there is otherwise sometimes found in in-
- dulging the excess of grief.
- Soon after my arrival my father spoke of my immediate
- marriage with my cousin. I remained silent.
- "Have you, then, some other attachment?"
- "None on earth. I love Elizabeth, and look forward to our
- union with delight. Let the day therefore be fixed; and on it I
- will consecrate myself, in life or death, to the happiness of
- my cousin."
- "My dear Victor, do not speak thus. Heavy misfortunes
- have befallen us; but let us only cling closer to what remains,
- and transfer our love for those whom we have lost to those
- who yet live. Our circle will be small, but bound close by the
- ties of affection and mutual misfortune. And when time shall
- have softened your despair, new and dear objects of care will
- be born to replace those of whom we have been so cruelly de-
- prived."
- Such were the lessons of my father. But to me the remem-
- brance of the threat returned: nor can you wonder, that, om-
- nipotent as the fiend had yet been in his deeds of blood, I
- should almost regard him as invincible; and that when he had
- pronounced the words, "I shall be with you on your wed~ling-
- night," I should regard the threatened fate as unavoidable.
- But death was no evil to me, if the loss of Elizabeth were bal-
- anced with it; and I therefore, with a contented and even
- cheerful countenance, agreed with my father, that if my
- cousin would consent, the ceremony should take place in ten
- days, and thus put, as I imagined, the seal to my fate.
- Great God! if for one instant I had thought what might be
- the hellish intention of my fiendish adversary, I would rather
- have banished myself for ever from my native country, and
- wandered a friendless outcast over the earth, than have con-
- sented to this miserable marriage. But, as if possessed of
- magic powers, the monster had blinded me to his real inten-
- tions; and when I thought that I prepared only my own
- death, I hastened that of a far dearer victim.
- As the period fixed for our marriage drew nearer, whether
- from cowardice or a prophetic feeling, I felt my heart sink
- within me. But I concealed my feelings by an appearance of
- hilarity, that brought smiles and joy to the countenance of
- my father, but hardly deceived the ever-watchful and nicer
- eye of Elizabeth. She looked forward to our union with placid
- contentment, not unmingled with a little fear, which past mis-
- fortunes had impressed, that what now appeared certain and
- tangible happiness, might soon dissipate into an airy dream,
- and leave no trace but deep and everlasting regret.
- Preparations were made for the event; congratulatory vis-
- its were received; and all wore a smiling appearance. I shut
- up, as well as I could, in my own heart the anxiety that
- preyed there, and entered with seeming earnestness into the
- plans of my father, although they might only serve as the
- decorations of my tragedy. A house was purchased for us
- near Cologny, by which we should enjoy the pleasures of the
- country, and yet be so near Geneva as to see my father every
- day; who would still reside within the walls, for the benefit of
- Ernest, that he might follow his studies at the schools.
- In the mean time I took every precaution to defend my
- person, in case the fiend should openly attack me. I carried
- pistols and a dagger constantly about me, and was ever on
- the watch to prevent artifice; and by these means gained a
- greater degree of tranquillity. Indeed, as the period ap-
- proached, the threat appeared more as a delusion, not to be
- regarded as worthy to disturb my peace, while the happiness
- I hoped for in my marriage wore a greater appearance of cer-
- tainty, as the day fixed for its solemnization drew nearer, and
- I heard it continually spoken of as an occurrence which no
- accident could possibly prevent.
- Elizabeth seemed happy; my tranquil demeanour contrib-
- uted greatly to calm her mind. But on the day that was to ful-
- fil my wishes and my destiny, she was melancholy, and a pre-
- sentiment of evil pervaded her; and perhaps also she thought
- of the dreadful secret, which I had promised to reveal to her
- the following day. My father was in the mean time overjoyed,
- and, in the bustle of preparation, only observed in the melan-
- choly of his niece the diffldence of a bride.
- After the ceremony was performed, a large party assem-
- bled at my father's; but it was agreed that Elizabeth and I
- should pass the afternoon and night at Evian, and return to
- Cologny the next morning. As the day was fair, and the wind
- favourable, we resolved to go by water.
- Those were the last moments of my life during which I en-
- joyed the feeling of happiness. We passed rapidly along: the
- sun was hot, but we were sheltered from its rays by a kind of
- canopy, while we enjoyed the beauty of the scene, sometimes
- on one side of the lake, where we saw Mont Saleve, the pleas-
- ant banks of Montalegre, and at a distance, surmounting all,
- the beautiful Mont Blanc, and the assemblage of snowy
- mountains that in vain endeavour to emulate her; sometimes
- coasting the opposite banks, we saw the mighty Jura oppos-
- ing its dark side to the ambition that would quit its native
- country, and an almost insurmountable barrier to the invader
- who should wish to enslave it.
- I took the hand of Elizabeth: "You are sorrowful, my love.
- Ah! if you knew what I have suffered, and what I may yet en-
- dure, you would endeavour to let me taste the quiet, and
- freedom from despair, that this one day at least permits me
- to enjoy."
- "Be happy, my dear Victor," replied Elizabeth; "there is, I
- hope, nothing to distress you; and be assured that if a lively
- joy is not painted in my face, my heart is contented. Some-
- thing whispers to me not to depend too much on the pros-
- pect that is opened before us; but I will not listen to such a
- sinister voice. Observe how fast we move along, and how the
- clouds which sometimes obscure, and sometimes rise above
- the dome of Mont Blanc, render this scene of beauty still
- more interesting. Look also at the innumerable fish that are
- swimming in the clear waters, where we can distinguish every
- pebble that lies at the bottom. What a divine day! how happy
- and serene all nature appears!"
- Thus Elizabeth endeavoured to divert her thoughts and
- mine from all reflection upon melancholy subjects. But her
- temper was fluctuating; joy for a few instants shone in her
- eyes, but it continually gave place to distraction and reverie.
- The sun sunk lower in the heavens; we passed the river
- Drance, and observed its path through the chasms of the
- higher, and the glens of the lower hills. The Alps here come
- closer to the lake, and we approached the amphitheatre of
- mountains which forms its eastern boundary. The spire of
- Evian shone under the woods that surrounded it, and the
- range of mountain above mountain by which it was over-
- hung.
- The wind, which had hitherto carried us along with amaz-
- ing rapidity, sunk at sunset to a light breeze; the soft air just
- ruffled the water, and caused a pleasant motion among the
- trees as we approached the shore, from which it wafted the
- most delightful scent of flowers and hay. The sun sunk be-
- neath the horizon as we landed; and as I touched the shore, I
- felt those cares and fears revive, which soon were to clasp
- me, and cling to me for ever.
- CHAPTER Vl.
-
- It was eight o'clock when we landed; we walked for a short
- time on the shore, enjoying the transitory light, and then re-
- tired to the inn, and contemplated the lovely scene of waters,
- woods, and mountains, obscured in darkness, yet still display-
- ing their black outlines.
- The wind, which had fallen in the south, now rose with
- great violence in the west. The moon had reached her sum-
- mit in the heavens, and was beginning to descend; the clouds
- swept across it swifter than the flight of the vulture, and
- dimmed her rays, while the lake reflected the scene of the
- busy heavens, rendered still busier by the restless waves that
- were beginning to rise.' Suddenly a heavy storm of rain de-
- scended.
- I had been calm during the day; but so soon as night ob-
- scured the shapes of objects, a thousand fears arose in my
- mind. I was anxious and watchful, while my right hand
- grasped a pistol which was hidden in my bosom; every sound
- terrified me; but I resolved that I would sell my life dearly,
- and not relax the impending conflict until my own life, or
- that of my adversary, were extinguished.
- Elizabeth observed my agitation for some time in timid
- and fearful silence; at length she said, "What is it that agitates
- you, my dear Victor? What is it you fear?"
- "Oh! peace, peace, my love," replied I, "this night, and all
- will be safe: but this night is dreadful, very dreadful."
- I passed an hour in this state of mind, when suddenly I re-
- flected how dreadful the combat which I momentarily ex-
- pected would be to my wife, and I earnestly entreated her to
- retire, resolving not to join her until I had obtained some
- knowledge as to the situation of my enemy.
- She left me, and I continued some time walking up and
- down the passages of the house, and inspecting every corner
- that might afford a retreat to my adversary. But I discovered
- no trace of him, and was beginning to conjecture that some
- fortunate chance had intervened to prevent the execution of
- his menaces; when suddenly I heard a shrill and dreadful
- scream. It came from the room into which Elizabeth had re-
- tired. As I heard it, the whole truth rushed into my mind, my
- arms dropped, the motion of every muscle and fibre was sus-
- pended; I could feel the blood trickling in my veins, and tin-
- gling in the extremities of my limbs. This state lasted but for
- an instant; the scream was repeated, and I rushed into the
- room.
- Great God! why did I not then expire! Why am I here to
- relate the destruction of the best hope, and the purest crea-
- ture of earth. She was there, lifeless and inanimate, thrown
- across the bed, her head hanging down, and her pale and dis-
- torted features half covered by her hair. Every where I turn I
- see the same figure-her bloodless arms and relaxed form
- flung by the murderer on its bridal bier. Could I behold this,
- and live? Alas! life is obstinate, and clings closest where it is
- most hated. For a moment only did I lose recollection; I
- fainted.
- When I recovered, I found myself surrounded by the peo-
- ple of the inn; their countenances expressed a breathless ter-
- ror: but the horror of others appeared only as a mockery, a
- shadow of the feelings that oppressed me. I escaped from
- them to the room where lay the body of Elizabeth, my love,
- my wife, so lately living, so dear, so worthy. She had been
- moved from the posture in which I had first beheld her; and
- now, as she lay, her head upon her arm, and a handkerchief
- thrown across her face and neck, I might have supposed her
- asleep. I rushed towards her, and embraced her with ardour;
- but the deathly languor and coldness of the limbs told me,
- that what I now held in my arms had ceased to be the Eliza-
- beth whom I had loved and cherished. The murderous mark
- of the fiend's grasp was on her neck, and the breath had
- ceased to issue from her lips.
- While I still hung over her in the agony of despair, I hap-
- pened to look up. The windows of the room had before been
- darkened; and I felt a kind of panic on seeing the pale yellow
- light of the moon illuminate the chamber. The shutters had
- been thrown back; and, with a sensation of horror not to be
- described, I saw at the open window a figure the most hide-
- ous and abhorred. A grin was on the face of the monster; he
- seemed to jeer, as with his fiendish finger he pointed towards
- the corpse of my wife. I rushed towards the window, and
- drawing a pistol from my bosom, shot; but he eluded me,
- leaped from his station, and, running with the swiftness of
- lightning, plunged into the lake.
- The report of the pistol brought a crowd into the room. I
- pointed to the spot where he had disappeared, and we fol-
- lowed the track with boats; nets were cast, but in vain. After
- passing several hours, we returned hopeless, most of my com-
- panions believing it to have been a form conjured by my
- fancy. After having landed, they proceeded to search the
- country, parties going in different directions among the
- woods and vines.
- I did not accompany them; I was exhausted: a film covered
- my eyes, and my skin was parched with the heat of fever. In
- this state I lay on a bed, hardly conscious of what had hap-
- pened; my eyes wandered round the room, as if to seek
- something that I had lost.
- At length I remembered that my father would anxiously
- expect the return of Elizabeth and myself, and that I must re-
- turn alone. This reflection brought tears into my eyes, and I
- wept for a long time; but my thoughts rambled to various
- subjects, reflecting on my misfortunes, and their cause. I was
- bewildered in a cloud of wonder and horror. The death of
- William, the execution of Justine, the murder of Clerval, and
- lastly of my wife; even at that moment I knew not that my
- only remaining friends were safe from the malignity of the
- fiend; my father even now might be writhing under his grasp,
- and Ernest might be dead at his feet. This idea made me
- shudder, and recalled me to action. I started up, and resolved
- to return to Geneva with all possible speed.
- There were no horses to be procured, and I must return
- by the lake; but the wind was unfavourable, and the rain fell
- in torrents. However, it was hardly morning, and I might rea-
- sonably hope to arrive by night. I hired men to row, and took
- an oar myself, for I had always experienced relief from men-
- tal torment in bodily exercise. But the overflowing misery I
- now felt, and the excess of agitation that I endured, rendered
- me incapable of any exertion. I threw down the oar; and,
- leaning my head upon my hands, gave way to every gloomy
- idea that arose. If I looked up, I saw the scenes which were fa-
- miliar to me in my happier time, and which I had contem-
- plated but the day before in the company of her who was
- now but a shadow and a recollection. Tears streamed from
- my eyes. The rain had ceased for a moment, and I saw the
- fish play in the waters as they had done a few hours before;
- they had then been observed by Elizabeth. Nothing is so pain-
- ful to the human mind as a great and sudden change. The
- sun might shine, or the clouds might lour; but nothing could
- appear to me as it had done the day before. A fiend had
- snatched from me every hope of future happiness: no crea-
- ture had ever been so miserable as I was; so frightful an event
- is single in the history of man.
- But why should I dwell upon the incidents that followed
- this last overwhelming event. Mine has been a tale of horrors;
- I have reached their acme, and what I must now relate can but
- be tedious to you. Know that, one by one, my friends were
- snatched away; I was left desolate. My own strength is ex-
- hausted; and I must tell, in a few words, what remains of my
- hideous narration.
- I arrived at Geneva. My father and Ernest yet lived; but the
- former sunk under the tidings that I bore. I see him now, ex-
- cellent and venerable old man! his eyes wandered in vacancy,
- for they had lost their charm and their delight-his niece, his
- more than daughter, whom he doated on with all that affec-
- tion which a man feels, who, in the decline of life, having few
- affections, clings more earnestly to those that remain.
- Cursed, cursed be the fiend that brought misery on his grey
- hairs, and doomed him to waste in wretchedness! He could
- not live under the horrors that were accumulated around
- him; an apoplectic fit was brought on, and in a few days he
- died in my arms.
- What then became of me? I know not; I lost sensation, and
- chains and darkness were the only objects that pressed upon
- me. Sometimes, indeed, I dreamt that I wandered in flowery
- meadows and pleasant vales with the friends of my youth; but
- awoke, and found myself in a dungeon. Melancholy followed,
- but by degrees I gained a clear conception of my miseries
- and situation, and was then released from my prison. For
- they had called me mad; and during many months, as I un-
- derstood, a solitary cell had been my habitation.
- But liberty had been a useless gift to me had I not, as I
- awakened to reason, at the same time awakened to revenge.
- As the memory of past misfortunes pressed upon me, I began
- to reflect on their cause-the monster whom I had created,
- the miserable daemon whom I had sent abroad into the
- world for my destruction. I was possessed by a maddening
- rage when I thought of him, and desired and ardently prayed
- that I might have him within my grasp to wreak a great and
- signal revenge on his cursed head.
- Nor did my hate long confine itself to useless wishes; I be-
- gan to reflect on the best means of securing him; and for this
- purpose, about a month after my release, I repaired to a
- criminal judge in the town, and told him that I had an accusa-
- tion to make; that I knew the destroyer of my family; and that
- I required him to exert his whole authority for the apprehen-
- sion of the murderer.
- The magistrate listened to me with attention and kindness:
- "Be assured, sir," said he, ano pains or exertions on my part
- shall be spared to discover the villain."
- "I thank you," replied I; "listen, therefore, to the deposi-
- tion that I have to make. It is indeed a tale so strange, that I
- should fear you would not credit it, were there not some-
- thing in truth which, however wonderful, forces conviction.
- The story is too connected to be mistaken for a dream, and I
- have no motive for falsehood." My manner, as I thus ad-
- dressed him, was impressive, but calm; I had formed in my
- own heart a resolution to pursue my destroyer to death; and
- this purpose quieted my agony, and provisionally reconciled
- me to life. I now related my history briefly, but with firmness
- and precision, marking the dates with accuracy, and never de-
- viating into invective or exclamation.
- The magistrate appeared at first perfectly incredulous, but
- as I continued he became more attentive and interested; I
- saw him sometimes shudder with horror, at others a lively
- surprise, unmingled with disbelief, was painted on his counte-
- nance.
- When I had concluded my narration, I said, "This is the
- being whom I accuse, and for whose detection and punish-
- ment I call upon you to exert your whole power. It is your
- duty as a magistrate, and I believe and hope that your feel-
- ings as a man will not revolt from the execution of those
- functions on this occasion."
- This address caused a considerable change in the physiog-
- nomy of my auditor. He had heard my story with that half
- kind of belief that is given to a tale of spirits and supernatural
- events; but when he was called upon to act officially in conse-
- quence, the whole tide of his incredulity returned. He, how-
- ever, answered mildly, "I would willingly afford you every aid
- in your pursuit; but the creature of whom you speak appears
- to have powers which would put all my exertions to defiance.
- Who can follow an animal which can traverse the sea of ice,
- and inhabit caves and dens, where no man would venture to
- intrude? Besides, some months have elapsed since the com-
- mission of his crimes, and no one can conjecture to what
- place he has wandered, or what region he may now inhabit."
- "I do not doubt that he hovers near the spot which I in-
- habit; and if he has indeed taken refuge in the Alps, he may
- be hunted like the chamois, and destroyed as a beast of prey.
- But I perceive your thoughts: you do not credit my narrative,
- and do not intend to pursue my enemy with the punishment
- which is his desert."
- As I spoke, rage sparkled in my eyes; the magistrate was in-
- timidated; "You are mistaken," said he, "I will exert myself;
- and if it is in my power to seize the monster, be assured that
- he shall suffer punishment proportionate to his crimes. But I
- fear, from what you have yourself described to be his proper-
- ties, that this will prove impracticable, and that, while every
- proper measure is pursued, you should endeavour to make
- up your mind to disappointment."
- "That cannot be; but all that I can say will be of little avail.
- My revenge is of no moment to you; yet, while I allow it to be
- a vice, I confess that it is the devouring and only passion of
- my soul. My rage is unspeakable, when I reflect that the mur-
- derer, whom I have turned loose upon society, still exists.
- You refuse my just demand: I have but one resource; and I
- devote myself, either in my life or death, to his destruction."
- I trembled with excess of agitation as I said this; there was
- a phrenzy in my manner, and something, I doubt not, of that
- haughty fierceness, which the martyrs of old are said to have
- possessed. But to a Genevan magistrate, whose mind was oc-
- cupied by far other ideas than those of devotion and hero-
- ism, this elevation of mind had much the appearance of mad-
- ness. He endeavoured to soothe me as a nurse does a child,
- and reverted to my tale as the effects of delirium.
- "Man," I cried, "how ignorant art thou in thy pride of wis-
- dom! Cease; you know not what it is you say."
- I broke from the house angry and disturbed, and retired
- to meditate on some other mode of action.
- CHAPTER Vll.
-
- My present situation was one in which all voluntary thought
- was swallowed up and lost. I was hurried away by fury; re-
- venge alone endowed me with strength and composure; it
- modelled my feelings, and allowed me to be calculating and
- calm, at periods when otherwise delirium or death would
- have been my portion.
- My first resolution was to quit Geneva for ever; my coun-
- try, which, when I was happy and beloved, was dear to me,
- now, in my adversity, became hateful. I provided myself with
- a sum of money, together with a few jewels which had be-
- longed to my mother, and departed.
- And now my wanderings began, which are to cease but
- with life. I have traversed a vast portion of the earth, and
- have endured all the hardships which travellers, in deserts
- and barbarous countries, are wont to meet. How I have lived
- I hardly know; many times have I stretched my failing limbs
- upon the sandy plain, and prayed for death. But revenge kept
- me alive; I dared not die, and leave my adversary in being.
- When I quitted Geneva, my first labour was to gain some
- clue by which I might trace the steps of my fiendish enemy.
- But my plan was unsettled; and I wandered many hours
- around the confines of the town, uncertain what path I
- should pursue. As night approached, I found myself at the
- entrance of the cemetery where William, Elizabeth, and my
- father, reposed. I entered it, and approached the tomb which
- marked their graves. Every thing was silent, except the leaves
- of the trees, which were gently agitated by the wind; the night
- was nearly dark; and the scene would have been solemn and
- affecting even to an uninterested observer. The spirits of the
- departed seemed to flit around, and to cast a shadow, which
- was felt but seen not, around the head of the mourner.
- The deep grief which this scene had at first excited quickly
- gave way to rage and despair. They were dead, and I lived;
- their murderer also lived, and to destroy him I must drag out
- my weary existence. I knelt on the grass, and kissed the earth,
- and with quivering lips exclaimed, "By the sacred earth on
- which I kneel, by the shades that wander near me, by the
- deep and eternal grief that I feel, I swear; and by thee, O
- Night, and by the spirits that preside over thee, I swear to
- pursue the daemon, who caused this misery, until he or I
- shall perish in mortal conflict. For this purpose I will preserve
- my life: to execute this dear revenge, will I again behold the
- sun, and tread the green herbage of earth, which otherwise
- should vanish from my eyes for ever. And I call on you, spir-
- its of the dead; and on you, wandering ministers of venge-
- ance, to aid and conduct me in my work. Let the cursed and
- hellish monster drink deep of agony; let him feel the despair
- that now torments me."
- I had begun my adjuration with solemnity, and an awe
- which almost assured me that the shades of my murdered
- friends heard and approved my devotion; but the furies pos-
- sessed me as I concluded, and rage choaked my utterance.
- I was answered through the stillness of night by a loud and
- fiendish laugh. It rung on my ears long and heavily; the
- mountains re-echoed it, and I felt as if all hell surrounded me
- with mockery and laughter. Surely in that moment I should
- have been possessed by phrenzy, and have destroyed my mis-
- erable existence, but that my vow was heard, and that I was
- reserved for vengeance. The laughter died away; when a well-
- known and abhorred voice, apparently close to my ear, ad-
- dressed me in an audible whisper-"I am satisfied: miserable
- wretch! you have determined to live, and I am satisfied."
- I darted towards the spot from which the sound pro-
- ceeded; but the devil eluded my grasp. Suddenly the broad
- disk of the moon arose, and shone full upon his ghastly and
- distorted shape, as he fled with more than mortal speed.
- I pursued him; and for many months this has been my
- task. Guided by a slight clue, I followed the windings of the
- Rhone, but vainly. The blue Mediterranean appeared; and,
- by a strange chance, I saw the fiend enter by night, and hide
- himself in a vessel bound for the Black Sea. I took my pas-
- sage in the same ship; but he escaped, I know not how.
- Amidst the wilds of Tartary and Russia, although he still
- evaded me, I have ever followed in his track. Sometimes the
- peasants, scared by this horrid apparition, informed me of
- his path; sometimes he himself, who feared that if I lost all
- trace I should despair and die, often left some mark to guide
- me. The snows descended on my head, and I saw the print
- of his huge step on the white plain. To you first entering on
- life, to whom care is new, and agony unknown, how can you
- understand what I have felt, and still feel? Cold, want, and fa-
- tigue, were the least pains which I was destined to endure; I
- was cursed by some devil, and carried about with me my eter-
- nal hell; yet still a spirit of good followed and directed my
- steps, and, when I most murmured, would suddenly extricate
- me from seemingly insurmountable difficulties. Sometimes,
- when nature, overcome by hunger, sunk under the exhaus-
- tion, a repast was prepared for me in the desert, that restored
- and inspirited me. The fare was indeed coarse, such as the
- peasants of the country ate; but I may not doubt that it was
- set there by the spirits that I had invoked to aid me. Often,
- when all was dry, the heavens cloudless, and I was parched by
- thirst, a slight cloud would bedim the sky, shed the few drops
- that revived me, and vanish.
- I followed, when I could, the courses of the rivers; but the
- daemon generally avoided these, as it was here that the popu-
- lation of the country chiefly collected. In other places human
- beings were seldom seen; and I generally subsisted on the
- wild animals that crossed my path. I had money with me, and
- gained the friendship of the villagers by distributing it, or
- bringing with me some food that I had killed, which, after
- taking a small part, I always presented to those who had pro-
- vided me with fire and utensils for cooking.
- My life, as it passed thus, was indeed hateful to me, and it
- was during sleep alone that I could taste joy. O blessed sleep!
- often, when most miserable, I sank to repose, and my dreams
- lulled me even to rapture. The spirits that guarded me had
- provided these moments, or rather hours, of happiness, that
- I might retain strength to fulfil my pilgrimage. Deprived of
- this respite, I should have sunk under my hardships. During
- the day I was sustained and inspirited by the hope of night:
- for in sleep I saw my friends, my wife, and my beloved coun-
- try; again I saw the benevolent countenance of my father,
- heard the silver tones of my Elizabeth's voice, and beheld
- Clerval enjoying health and youth. Often, when wearied by a
- toilsome march, I persuaded myself that I was dreaming until
- night should come, and that I should then enjoy reality in the
- arms of my dearest friends. What agonizing fondness did I
- feel for them! how did I cling to their dear forms, as some-
- times they haunted even my waking hours, and persuade my-
- self that they still lived! At such moments vengeance, that
- burned within me, died in my heart, and I pursued my path
- towards the destruction of the daemon, more as a task en-
- joined by heaven, as the mechanical impulse of some power
- of which I was unconscious, than as the ardent desire of my
- soul .
- What his feelings were whom I pursued, I cannot know.
- Sometimes, indeed, he left marks in writing on the barks of
- the trees, or cut in stone, that guided me, and instigated my
- fury. "My reign is not yet over," (these words were legible in
- one of these inscriptions); "you live, and my power is com-
- plete. Follow me; I seek the everlasting ices of the north,
- where you will feel the misery of cold and frost, to which I
- am impassive. You will find near this place, if you follow not
- too tardily, a dead hare; eat, and be refreshed. Come on, my
- enemy; we have yet to wrestle for our lives; but many hard
- and miserable hours must you endure, until that period shall
- arrive."
- Scoffing devil! Again do I vow vengeance; again do I de-
- vote thee, miserable fiend, to torture and death. Never will I
- omit my search, until he or I perish; and then with what ec-
- stasy shall I join my Elizabeth, and those who even now pre-
- pare for me the reward of my tedious toil and horrible pil-
- grimage.
- As I still pursued my journey to the northward, the snows
- thickened, and the cold increased in a degree almost too se-
- vere to support. The peasants were shut up in their hovels,
- and only a few of the most hardy ventured forth to seize the
- animals whom starvation had forced from their hiding-places
- to seek for prey. The rivers were covered with ice, and no fish
- could be procured; and thus I was cut off from my chief arti-
- cle of maintenance.
- The triumph of my enemy increased with the difficulty of
- my labours. One inscription that he left was in these words:
- "Prepare! your toils only begin: wrap yourself in furs, and
- provide food, for we shall soon enter upon a journey where
- your sufferings will satisfy my everlasting hatred."
- My courage and perseverance were invigorated by these
- scoffing words; I resolved not to fail in my purpose; and, call-
- ing on heaven to support me, I continued with unabated fer-
- vour to traverse immense deserts, until the ocean appeared
- at a distance, and formed the utmost boundary of the hori-
- zon. Oh! how unlike it was to the blue seas of the south! Cov-
- ered with ice, it was only to be distinguished from land by its
- superior wildness and ruggedness. The Greeks wept for joy
- when they beheld the Mediterranean from the hills of Asia,
- and hailed with rapture the boundary of their toils. I did not
- weep; but I knelt down, and, with a full heart, thanked my
- guiding spirit for conducting me in safety to the place where
- I hoped, notwithstanding my adversary's gibe, to meet and
- grapple with him.
- Some weeks before this period I had procured a sledge
- and dogs, and thus traversed the snows with inconceivable
- speed. I know not whether the fiend possessed the same ad-
- vantages; but I found that, as before I had daily lost ground
- in the pursuit, I now gained on him; so much so, that when I
- first saw the ocean, he was but one day's journey in advance,
- and I hoped to intercept him before he should reach the
- beach. With new courage, therefore, I pressed on, and in two
- days arrived at a wretched hamlet on the sea-shore. I inquired
- of the inhabitants concerning the fiend, and gained accurate
- information. A gigantic monster, they said, had arrived the
- night before, armed with a gun and many pistols; putting to
- flight the inhabitants of a solitary cottage, through fear of his
- terrific appearance. He had carried off their store of winter
- food, and, placing it in a sledge, to draw which he had seized
- on a numerous drove of trained dogs, he had harnessed
- them, and the same night, to the joy of the horror-struck vil-
- lagers, had pursued his journey across the sea in a direction
- that led to no land; and they conjectured that he must speed-
- ily be destroyed by the breaking of the ice, or frozen by the
- eternal frosts.
- On hearing this information, I suffered a temporary access
- of despair. He had escaped me; and I must commence a de-
- structive and almost endless journey across the mountainous
- ices of the ocean,-amidst cold that few of the inhabitants
- could long endure, and which I, the native of a genial and
- sunny climate, could not hope to survive. Yet at the idea that
- the fiend should live and be triumphant, my rage and venge-
- ance returned, and, like a mighty tide, overwhelmed every
- other feeling. After a slight repose, during which the spirits
- of the dead hovered round, and instigated me to toil and re-
- venge, I prepared for my journey.
- I exchanged my land sledge for one fashioned for the in-
- equalities of the frozen ocean; and, purchasing a plentiful
- stock of provisions, I departed from land.
- I cannot guess how many days have passed since then; but
- I have endured misery, which nothing but the eternal senti-
- ment of a just retribution burning within my heart could
- have enabled me to support. Immense and rugged moun-
- tains of ice often barred up my passage, and I often heard
- the thunder of the ground sea, which threatened my destruc-
- tion. But again the frost came, and made the paths of the sea
- secure.
- By the quantity of provision which I had consumed I
- should guess that I had passed three weeks in this journey;
- and the continual protraction of hope, returning back upon
- the heart, often wrung bitter drops of despondency and grief
- from my eyes. Despair had indeed almost secured her prey,
- and I should soon have sunk beneath this misery; when once,
- after the poor animals that carried me had with incredible
- toil gained the summit of a sloping ice mountain, and one
- sinking under his fatigue died, I viewed the expanse before
- me with anguish, when suddenly my eye caught a dark speck
- upon the dusky plain. I strained my sight to discover what it
- could be, and uttered a wild cry of ecstasy when I distin-
- guished a sledge, and the distorted proportions of a well-
- known form within. Oh! with what a burning gush did hope
- revisit my heart! warm tears filled my eyes, which I hastily
- wiped away, that they might not intercept the view I had of
- the daemon; but still my sight was dimmed by the burning
- drops, until, giving way to the emotions that oppressed me, I
- wept aloud.
- But this was not the time for delay; I disencumbered the
- dogs of their dead companion, gave them a plentiful portion
- of food; and, after an hour's rest, which was absolutely neces-
- sary, and yet which was bitterly irksome to me, I continued
- my route. The sledge was still visible; nor did I again lose
- sight of it, except at the moments when for a short time some
- ice rock concealed it with its intervening crags. I indeed per-
- ceptibly gained on it; and when, after nearly two days' jour-
- ney, I beheld my enemy at no more than a mile distant, my
- heart bounded within me.
- But now, when I appeared almost within grasp of my en-
- emy, my hopes were suddenly extinguished, and I lost all
- trace of him more utterly than I had ever done before. A
- ground sea was heard; the thunder of its progress, as the wa-
- ters rolled and swelled beneath me, became every moment
- more ominous and terrific. I pressed on, but in vain. The
- wind arose; the sea roared; and, as with the mighty shock of
- an earthquake, it split, and cracked with a tremendous and
- overwhelming sound. The work was soon finished: in a few
- minutes a tumultuous sea rolled between me and my enemy,
- and I was left drifting on a scattered piece of ice, that was
- continually lessening, and thus preparing for me a hideous
- death.
- In this manner many appalling hours passed; several of my
- dogs died; and I myself was about to sink under the accumu-
- lation of distress, when I saw your vessel riding at anchor,
- and holding forth to me hopes of succour and life. I had no
- conception that vessels ever came so far north, and was as-
- tounded at the sight. I quickly destroyed part of my sledge to
- construct oars; and by these means was enabled, with infinite
- fatigue, to move my ice-raft in the direction of your ship. I
- had determined, if you were going southward, still to trust
- myself to the mercy of the seas, rather than abandon my pur-
- pose. I hoped to induce you to grant me a boat with which I
- could still pursue my enemy. But your direction was north-
- ward. You took me on board when my vigour was exhausted,
- and I should soon have sunk under my multiplied hardships
- into a death, which I still dread,-for my task is unfulfilled.
- Oh! when will my guiding spirit, in conducting me to the
- daemon, allow me the rest I so much desire; or must I die,
- and he yet live? If I do, swear to me, Walton, that he shall not
- escape; that you will seek him, and satisfy my vengeance in
- his death. Yet, do I dare ask you to undertake my pilgrimage,
- to endure the hardships that I have undergone? No; I am not
- so selfish. Yet, when I am dead, if he should appear; if the
- ministers of vengeance should conduct him to you, swear
- that he shall not live-swear that he shall not triumph over
- my accumulated woes, and live to make another such a
- wretch as I am. He is eloquent and persuasive; and once his
- words had even power over my heart: but trust him not. His
- soul is as hellish as his form, full of treachery and fiend-like
- malice. Hear him not; call on the manes' of William, Justine,
- Clerval, Elizabeth, my father, and of the wretched Victor, and
- thrust your sword into his heart. I will hover near, and direct
- the steel aright.
-
-
- W A L T O N, in continuation .
-
- August 26th, 17-.
-
- You have read this strange and terrific story, Margaret; and
- do you not feel your blood congealed with horror, like that
- which even now curdles mine? Sometimes, seized with sud-
- den agony, he could not continue his tale; at others, his voice
- broken, yet piercing, uttered with difficulty the words so re-
- plete with agony. His fine and lovely eyes were now lighted
- up with indignation, now subdued to downcast sorrow, and
- quenched in infinite wretchedness. Sometimes he com-
- manded his countenance and tones, and related the most
- horrible incidents with a tranquil voice, suppressing every
- mark of agitation; then, like a volcano bursting forth, his face
- would suddenly change to an expression of the wildest rage,
- as he shrieked out imprecations on his persecutor.
- His tale is connected, and told with an appearance of the
- simplest truth; yet I own to you that the letters of Felix and
- Safie, which he shewed me, and the apparition of the mon-
- ster, seen from our ship, brought to me a greater conviction
- of the truth of his narrative than his asseverations, however
- earnest and connected. Such a monster has then really exist-
- ence; I cannot doubt it; yet I am lost in surprise and admira-
- tion. Sometimes I endeavoured to gain from Frankenstein
- the particulars of his creature's formation; but on this point
- he was impenetrable.
- "Are you mad, my friend?" said he, "or whither does your
- senseless curiosity lead you? Would you also create for your-
- self and the world a demoniacal enemy? Or to what do your
- questions tend? Peace, peace! learn my miseries, and do not
- seek to increase your own."
- Frankenstein discovered that I made notes concerning his
- history: he asked to see them, and then himself corrected and
- augmented them in many places; but principally in giving the
- life and spirit to the conversations he held with his enemy.
- "Since you have preserved my narration," said he, "I would
- not that a mutilated one should go down to posterity."
- Thus has a week passed away, while I have listened to the
- strangest tale that ever imagination formed. My thoughts,
- and every feeling of my soul, have been drunk up by the in-
- terest for my guest, which this tale, and his own elevated and
- gentle manners have created. I wish to soothe him; yet can I
- counsel one so infinitely miserable, so destitute of every hope
- of consolation, to live? Oh, no! the only joy that he can now
- know will be when he composes his shattered feelings to
- peace and death. Yet he enjoys one comfort, the offspring of
- solitude and delirium: he believes, that, when in dreams he
- holds converse with his friends, and derives from that com-
- munion consolation for his miseries, or excitements to his
- vengeance, that they are not the creations of his fancy, but
- the real beings who visit him from the regions of a remote
- world. This faith gives a solemnity to his reveries that render
- them to me almost as imposing and interesting as truth.
- Our conversations are not always confined to his own his-
- tory and misfortunes. On every point of general literature he
- displays unbounded knowledge, and a quick and piercing ap-
- prehension. His eloquence is forcible and touching; nor can I
- hear him, when he relates a pathetic incident, or endeavours
- to move the passions of pity or love, without tears. What a
- glorious creature must he have been in the days of his pros-
- perity, when he is thus noble and godlike in ruin. He seems
- to feel his own worth, and the greatness of his fall.
- "When younger," said he, "I felt as if I were destined for
- some great enterprise. My feelings are profound; but I pos-
- sessed a coolness of judgment that fitted me for illustrious
- achievements. This sentiment of the worth of my nature sup-
- ported me, when others would have been oppressed; for I
- deemed it criminal to throw away in useless grief those tal-
- ents that might be useful to my fellow-creatures. When I re-
- flected on the work I had completed, no less a one than the
- creation of a sensitive and rational animal, I could not rank
- myself with the herd of common projectors. But this feeling,
- which supported me in the commencement of my career,
- now serves only to plunge me lower in the dust. All my specu-
- lations and hopes are as nothing; and, like the archangel who
- aspired to omnipotence, I am chained in an eternal hell. My
- imagination was vivid, yet my powers of analysis and applica-
- tion were intense; by the union of these qualities I conceived
- the idea, and executed the creation of a man. Even now I can-
- not recollect, without passion, my reveries while the work was
- incomplete. I trod heaven in my thoughts, now exulting in
- my powers, now burning with the idea of their effects. From
- my infancy I was imbued with high hopes and a lofty ambi-
- tion; but how am I sunk! Oh! my friend, if you had known
- me as I once was, you would not recognize me in this state of
- degradation. Despondency rarely visited my heart; a high des-
- tiny seemed to bear me on, until I fell, never, never again to
- rise. "
- Must I then lose this admirable being? I have longed for a
- friend; I have sought one who would sympathize with and
- love me. Behold, on these desert seas I have found such a
- one; but, I fear, I have gained him only to know his value,
- and lose him. I would reconcile him to life, but he repulses
- the idea.
- "I thank you, Walton," he said, "for your kind intentions
- towards so miserable a wretch; but when you speak of new
- ties, and fresh affections, think you that any can replace those
- who are gone? Can any man be to me as Clerval was; or any
- woman another Elizabeth? Even where the affections are not
- strongly moved by any superior excellence, the companions
- of our childhood always possess a certain power over our
- minds, which hardly any later friend can obtain. They know
- our infantine dispositions, which, however they may be after-
- wards modified, are never eradicated; and they can judge of
- our actions with more certain conclusions as to the integrity
- of our motives. A sister or a brother can never, unless indeed
- such symptoms have been shewn early, suspect the other of
- fraud or false dealing, when another friend, however strongly
- he may be attached, may, in spite of himself, be invaded with
- suspicion. But I enjoyed friends, dear not only through habit
- and association, but from their own merits; and, wherever I
- am, the soothing voice of my Elizabeth, and the conversation
- of Clerval, will be ever whispered in my ear. They are dead;
- and but one feeling in such a solitude can persuade me to
- preserve my life. If I were engaged in any high undertaking
- or design, fraught with extensive utility to my fellow-crea-
- tures, then could I live to fulfil it. But such is not my destiny;
- I must pursue and destroy the being to whom I gave exist-
- ence; then my lot on earth will be fulfilled, and I may die."
-
- September 2d.
-
- MY BELOVED SISTER,
-
- I write to you, encompassed by peril, and ignorant
- whether I am ever doomed to see again dear England, and
- the dearer friends that inhabit it. I am surrounded by moun-
- tains of ice, which admit of no escape, and threaten every
- moment to crush my vessel. The brave fellows, whom I have
- persuaded to be my companions, look towards me for aid;
- but I have none to bestow. There is something terribly appall-
- ing in our situation, yet my courage and hopes do not desert
- me. We may survive; and if we do not, I will repeat the les-
- sons of my Seneca,' and die with a good heart.
- Yet what, Margaret, will be the state of your mind? You
- will not hear of my destruction, and you will anxiously await
- my return. Years will pass, and you will have visitings of de-
- spair, and yet be tortured by hope. Oh! my beloved sister, the
- sickening failings of your heart-felt expectations are, in pros-
- pect, more terrible to me than my own death. But you have a
- husband, and lovely children; you may be happy: heaven
- bless you, and make you so!
- My unfortunate guest regards me with the tenderest com-
- passion. He endeavours to fill me with hope; and talks as if
- life were a possession which he valued. He reminds me how
- often the same accidents have happened to other navigators,
- who have attempted this sea, and, in spite of myself, he fills
- me with cheerful auguries. Even the sailors feel the power of
- his eloquence: when he speaks, they no longer despair; he
- rouses their energies, and, while they hear his voice, they be-
- lieve these vast mountains of ice are mole-hills, which will
- vanish before the resolutions of man. These feelings are tran-
- sitory; each day's expectation delayed fills them with fear,
- and I almost dread a mutiny caused by this despair.
- September 5th.
- A scene has just passed of such uncommon interest, that
- although it is highly probable that these papers may never
- reach you, yet I cannot forbear recording it.
- We are still surrounded by mountains of ice, still in immi-
- nent danger of being crushed in their conflict. The cold is ex-
- cessive, and many of my unfortunate comrades have already
- found a grave amidst this scene of desolation. Frankenstein
- has daily declined in health: a feverish fire still glimmers in
- his eyes; but he is exhausted, and, when suddenly roused to
- any exertion, he speedily sinks again into apparent lifeless-
- ness.
- I mentioned in my last letter the fears I entertained of a
- mutiny. This morning, as I sat watching the wan countenance
- of my friend-his eyes half closed, and his limbs hanging list-
- lessly,-I was roused by half a dozen of the sailors, who de-
- sired admission into the cabin. They entered; and their
- leader addressed me. He told me that he and his companions
- had been chosen by the other sailors to come in deputation
- to me, to make me a demand, which, in justice, I could not
- refuse. We were immured in ice, and should probably never
- escape; but they feared that if, as was possible, the ice should
- dissipate, and a free passage be opened, I should be rash
- enough to continue my voyage, and lead them into fresh dan-
- gers, after they might happily have surmounted this. They de-
- sired, therefore, that I should engage with a solemn promise,
- that if the vessel should be freed, I would instantly direct my
- course southward.
- This speech troubled me. I had not despaired; nor had I
- yet conceived the idea of returning, if set free. Yet could I, in
- justice, or even in possibility, refuse this demand? I hesitated
- before I answered; when Frankenstein, who had at first been
- silent, and, indeed, appeared hardly to have force enough to
- attend, now roused himself; his eyes sparkled, and his cheeks
- flushed with momentary vigour. Turning towards the men,
- he said-
- "What do you mean? What do you demand of your cap-
- tain? Are you then so easily turned from your design? Did
- you not call this a glorious expedition? and wherefore was it
- glorious? Not because the way was smooth and placid as a
- southern sea, but because it was full of dangers and terror;
- because, at every new incident, your fortitude was to be
- called forth, and your courage exhibited; because danger and
- death surrounded, and these dangers you were to brave and
- overcome. For this was it a glorious, for this was it an hon-
- ourable undertaking. You were hereafter to be hailed as the
- benefactors of your species; your name adored, as belonging
- to brave men who encountered death for honour and the
- benefit of mankind. And now, behold, with the first imagina-
- tion of danger, or, if you will, the first mighty and terrific
- trial of your courage, you shrink away, and are content to be
- handed down as men who had not strength enough to en-
- dure cold and peril; and so, poor souls, they were chilly, and
- returned to their warm fire-sides. Why, that requires not this
- preparation; ye need not have come thus far, and dragged
- your captain to the shame of a defeat, merely to prove your-
- selves cowards. Oh! be men, or be more than men. Be steady
- to your purposes, and firm as a rock. This ice is not made of
- such stuff as your hearts might be; it is mutable, cannot with-
- stand you, if you say that it shall not. Do not return to your
- families with the stigma of disgrace marked on your brows.
- Return as heroes who have fought and conquered, and who
- know not what it is to turn their backs on the foe."
- He spoke this with a voice so modulated to the different
- feelings expressed in his speech, with an eye so full of lofty
- design and heroism, that can you wonder that these men
- were moved. They looked at one another, and were unable to
- reply. I spoke; I told them to retire, and consider of what had
- been said: that I would not lead them further north, if they
- strenuously desired the contrary; but that I hoped that, with
- reflection, their courage would return.
- They retired, and I turned towards my friend; but he was
- sunk in languor, and almost deprived of life.
- How all this will terminate, I know not; but I had rather
- die, than return shamefully,-my purpose unfulfilled. Yet I
- fear such will be my fate; the men, unsupported by ideas of
- glory and honour, can never willingly continue to endure
- their present hardships.
-
- September 7th.
- The die is cast; I have consented to return, if we are not
- destroyed. Thus are my hopes blasted by cowardice and inde-
- cision; I come back ignorant and disappointed. It requires
- more philosophy than I possess, to bear this injustice with pa-
- tience.
-
- September 12th.
- It is past; I am returning to England. I have lost my hopes
- of utility and glory;-I have lost my friend. But I will endeav-
- our to detail these bitter circumstances to you, my dear sister;
- and, while I am wafted towards England, and towards you, I
- will not despond.
- September 9th, the ice began to move, and roarings like
- thunder were heard at a distance, as the islands split and
- cracked in every direction. We were in the most imminent
- peril; but, as we could only remain passive, my chief attention
- was occupied by my unfortunate guest, whose illness in-
- creased in such a degree, that he was entirely confined to his
- bed. The ice cracked behind us, and was driven with force to-
- wards the north; a breeze sprung from the west, and on the
- 11th the passage towards the south became perfectly free.
- When the sailors saw this, and that their return to their na-
- tive country was apparently assured, a shout of tumultuous
- joy broke from them, loud and long-continued. Frankenstein,
- who was dozing, awoke, and asked the cause of the tumult.
- "They shout," I said, "because they will soon return to Eng-
- land."
- "Do you then really return?"
- "Alas! yes; I cannot withstand their demands. I cannot lead
- them unwillingly to danger, and I must return."
- "Do so, if you will; but I will not. You may give up your
- purpose; but mine is assigned to me by heaven, and I dare
- not. I am weak; but surely the spirits who assist my vengeance
- will endow me with sufficient strength." Saying this, he en-
- deavoured to spring from the bed, but the exertion was too
- great for him; he fell back, and fainted.
- It was long before he was restored; and I often thought
- that life was entirely extinct. At length he opened his eyes,
- but he breathed with difficulty, and was unable to speak. The
- surgeon gave him a composing draught, and ordered us to
- leave him undisturbed. In the mean time he told me, that my
- friend had certainly not many hours to live.
- His sentence was pronounced; and I could only grieve,
- and be patient. I sat by his bed watching him; his eyes were
- closed, and I thought he slept; but presently he called to me
- in a feeble voice, and, bidding me come near, said-"Alas!
- the strength I relied on is gone; I feel that I shall soon die,
- and he, my enemy and persecutor, may still be in being.
- Think not, Walton, that in the last moments of my existence I
- feel that burning hatred, and ardent desire of revenge, I once
- expressed, but I feel myself justified in desiring the death of
- my adversary. During these last days I have been occupied in
- examining my past conduct; nor do I find it blameable. In a
- fit of enthusiastic madness I created a rational creature, and
- was bound towards him, to assure, as far as was in my power,
- his happiness and well-being. This was my duty; but there was
- another still paramount to that. My duties towards my fellow-
- creatures had greater claims to my attention, because they in-
- cluded a greater proportion of happiness or misery. Urged
- by this view, I refused, and I did right in refusing, to create a
- companion for the first creature. He shewed unparalleled
- malignity and selfishness, in evil: he destroyed my friends; he
- devoted to destruction beings who possessed exquisite sensa-
- tions, happiness, and wisdom; nor do I know where this thirst
- for vengeance may end. Miserable himself, that he may ren-
- der no other wretched, he ought to die. The task of his de-
- struction was mine, but I have failed. When actuated by self-
- ish and vicious motives, I asked you to undertake my
- unfinished work; and I renew this request now, when I am
- only induced by reason and virtue.
- "Yet I cannot ask you to renounce your country and
- friends, to fulfil this task; and now, that you are returning to
- England, you will have little chance of meeting with him. But
- the consideration of these points, and the well-balancing of
- what you may esteem your duties, I leave to you; my judg-
- ment and ideas are already disturbed by the near approach of
- death. I dare not ask you to do what I think right, for I may
- still be misled by passion.
- "That he should live to be an instrument of mischief dis-
- turbs me; in other respects this hour, when I momentarily ex-
- pect my release, is the only happy one which I have enjoyed
- for several years. The forms of the beloved dead flit before
- me, and I hasten to their arms. Farewell, Walton! Seek happi-
- ness in tranquillity, and avoid ambition, even if it be only the
- apparently innocent one of distinguishing yourself in science
- and discoveries. Yet why do I say this? I have myself been
- blasted in these hopes, yet another may succeed."
- His voice became fainter as he spoke; and at length, ex-
- hausted by his effort, he sunk into silence. About half an
- hour afterwards he attempted again to speak, but was unable;
- he pressed my hand feebly, and his eyes closed for ever, while
- the irradiation of a gentle smile passed away from his lips.
- Margaret, what comment can I make on the untimely ex-
- tinction of this glorious spirit? What can I say, that will en-
- able you to understand the depth of my sorrow? All that I
- should express would be inadequate and feeble. My tears
- flow; my mind is overshadowed by a cloud of disappoint-
- ment. But I journey towards England, and I may there find
- consolation.
- I am interrupted. What do these sounds portend? It is
- midnight; the breeze blows fairly, and the watch on deck
- scarcely stir. Again; there is a sound as of a human voice, but
- hoarser; it comes from the cabin where the remains of
- Frankenstein still lie. I must arise, and examine. Good night,
- my sister.
- Great God! what a scene has just taken place! I am yet
- dizzy with the remembrance of it. I hardly know whether I
- shall have the power to detail it; yet the tale which I have re-
- corded would by incomplete without this final and wonderful
- catastrophe.
- I entered the cabin, where lay the remains of my ill-fated
- and admirable friend. Over him hung a form which I cannot
- find words to describe; gigantic in stature, yet uncouth and
- distorted in its proportions. As he hung over the coffin, his
- face was concealed by long locks of ragged hair; but one vast
- hand was extended, in colour and apparent texture like that
- of a mummy. When he heard the sound of my approach, he
- ceased to utter exclamations of grief and horror, and sprung
- towards the window. Never did I behold a vision so horrible
- as his face, of such loathsome, yet appalling hideousness. I
- shut my eyes involuntarily, and endeavoured to recollect
- what were my duties with regard to this destroyer. I called on
- him to stay.
- He paused, looking on me with wonder; and, again turn-
- ing towards the lifeless form of his creator, he seemed to for-
- get my presence, and every feature and gesture seemed insti-
- gated by the wildest rage of some uncontrollable passion.
- aThat is also my victim!" he exclaimed; ain his murder my
- crimes are consummated; the miserable series of my being is
- wound to its close! Oh, Frankenstein! generous and self-de-
- voted being! what does it avail that I now ask thee to pardon
- me? I, who irretrievably destroyed thee by destroying all thou
- lovedst. Alas! he is cold; he may not answer me."
- His voice seemed suffocated; and my first impulses, which
- had suggested to me the duty of obeying the dying request of
- my friend, in destroying his enemy, were now suspended by a
- mixture of curiosity and compassion. I approached this tre-
- mendous being; I dared not again raise my looks upon his
- face, there was something so scaring and unearthly in his ug-
- liness. I attempted to speak, but the words died away on my
- lips. The monster continued to utter wild and incoherent
- self-reproaches. At length I gathered resolution to address
- him, in a pause of the tempest of his passion: "Your repen-
- tance," I said, "is now superfluous. If you had listened to the
- voice of conscience, and heeded the stings of remorse, before
- you had urged your diabolical vengeance to this extremity,
- Frankenstein would yet have lived."
- "And do you dream?" said the daemon; "do you think that
- I was then dead to agony and remorse?-He," he continued,
- pointing to the corpse, "he suffered not more in the consum-
- mation of the deed;-oh! not the ten-thousandth portion of
- the anguish that was mine during the lingering detail of its
- execution. A frightful selfishness hurried me on, while my
- heart was poisoned with remorse. Think ye that the groans of
- Clerval were music to my ears? My heart was fashioned to be
- susceptible of love and sympathy; and, when wrenched by
- misery to vice and hatred, it did not endure the violence of
- the change without torture, such as you cannot even imagine.
- aAfter the murder of Clerval, I returned to Switzerland,
- heart-broken and overcome. I pitied Frankenstein; my pity
- amounted to horror: I abhorred myself. But when I discov-
- ered that he, the author at once of my existence and of its un-
- speakable torments, dared to hope for happiness; that while
- he accumulated wretchedness and despair upon me, he
- sought his own enjoyment in feelings and passions from the
- indulgence of which I was for ever barred, then impotent
- envy and bitter indignation filled me with an insatiable thirst
- for vengeance. I recollected my threat, and resolved that it
- should be accomplished. I knew that I was preparing for my-
- self a deadly torture; but I was the slave, not the master of an
- impulse, which I detested, yet could not disobey. Yet when
- she died!-nay, then I was not miserable. I had cast off all
- feeling, subdued all anguish to riot in the excess of my de-
- spair. Evil thenceforth became my good.' Urged thus far, I
- had no choice but to adapt my nature to an element which I
- had willingly chosen. The completion of my demoniacal de-
- sign became an insatiable passion. And now it is ended; there
- is my last victim!"
- I was at first touched by the expressions of his misery; yet
- when I called to mind what Frankenstein had said of his pow-
- ers of eloquence and persuasion, and when I again cast my
- eyes on the lifeless form of my friend, indignation was re-kin-
- dled within me. "Wretch!" I said, "it is well that you come
- here to whine over the desolation that you have made. You
- throw a torch into a pile of buildings, and when they are con-
- sumed you sit among the ruins, and lament the fall. Hypo-
- critical fiend! if he whom you mourn still lived, still would he
- be the object, again would he become the prey of your ac-
- cursed vengeance. It is not pity that you feel; you lament only
- because the victim of your malignity is withdrawn from your
- power."
- "Oh, it is not thus-not thus," interrupted the being; "yet
- such must be the impression conveyed to you by what ap-
- pears to be the purport of my actions. Yet I seek not a fellow-
- feeling in my misery. No sympathy may I ever find. When I
- first sought it, it was the love of virtue, the feelings of happi-
- ness and affection with which my whole being overflowed,
- that I wished to be participated. But now, that virtue has be-
- come to me a shadow, and that happiness and affection are
- turned into bitter and loathing despair, in what should I seek
- for sympathy? I am content to suffer alone, while my suffer-
- ings shall endure: when I die, I am well satisfied that abhor-
- rence and opprobrium should load my memory. Once my
- fancy was soothed with dreams of virtue, of fame, and of en-
- joyment. Once I falsely hoped to meet with beings, who, par-
- doning my outward form, would love me for the excellent
- qualities which I was capable of bringing forth. I was nour-
- ished with high thoughts of honour and devotion. But now
- vice has degraded me beneath the meanest animal. No crime,
- no mischief, no malignity, no misery, can be found compara-
- ble to mine. When I call over the frightful catalogue of my
- deeds, I cannot believe that I am he whose thoughts were
- once filled with sublime and transcendent visions of the
- beauty and the majesty of goodness. But it is even so; the
- fallen angel becomes a malignant devil. Yet even that enemy
- of God and man had friends and associates in his desolation;
- I am quite alone.
- "You, who call Frankenstein your friend, seem to have a
- knowledge of my crimes and his misfortunes. But, in the de-
- tail which he gave you of them, he could not sum up the
- hours and months of misery which I endured, wasting in im-
- potent passions. For whilst I destroyed his hopes, I did not
- satisfy my own desires. They were for ever ardent and crav-
- ing; still I desired love and fellowship, and I was still spurned.
- Was there no injustice in this? Am I to be thought the only
- criminal, when all human kind sinned against me?' Why do
- you not hate Felix, who drove his friend from his door with
- contumely? Why do you not execrate the rustic who sought
- to destroy the saviour of his child? Nay, these are virtuous
- and immaculate beings! I, the miserable and the abandoned,
- am an abortion, to be spurned at, and kicked, and trampled
- on. Even now my blood boils at the recollection of this injus-
- tice.
- "But it is true that I am a wretch. I have murdered the
- lovely and the helpless; I have strangled the innocent as they
- slept, and grasped to death his throat who never injured me
- or any other living thing. I have devoted my creator, the se-
- lect specimen of all that is worthy of love and admiration
- among men, to misery; I have pursued him even to that irre-
- mediable ruin. There he lies, white and cold in death. You
- hate me; but your abhorrence cannot equal that with which I
- regard myself. I look on the hands which executed the deed;
- I think on the heart in which the imagination of it was con-
- ceived, and long for the moment when they will meet my
- eyes, when it will haunt my thoughts, no more.
- "Fear not that I shall be the instrument of future mischief.
- My work is nearly complete. Neither your's nor any man's
- death is needed to consummate the series of my being, and
- accomplish that which must be done; but it requires my own.
- Do not think that I shall be slow to perform this sacrifice. I
- shall quit your vessel on the ice-raft which brought me hither,
- and shall seek the most northern extremity of the globe; I
- shall collect my funeral pile, and consume to ashes this miser-
- able frame, that its remains may afford no light to any curi-
- ous and unhallowed wretch, who would create such another
- as I have been. I shall die. I shall no longer feel the agonies
- which now consume me, or be the prey of feelings unsatis-
- fied, yet unquenched. He is dead who called me into being;
- and when I shall be no more, the very remembrance of us
- both will speedily vanish. I shall no longer see the sun or
- stars, or feel the winds play on my cheeks. Light, feeling, and
- sense, will pass away; and in this condition must I find my
- happiness. Some years ago, when the images which this world
- affords first opened upon me, when I felt the cheering
- warmth of summer, and heard the rustling of the leaves and
- the chirping of the birds, and these were all to me, I should
- have wept to die; now it is my only consolation. Polluted by
- crimes, and torn by the bitterest remorse, where can I find
- rest but in death?
- "Farewell! I leave you, and in you the last of human kind
- whom these eyes will ever behold. Farewell, Frankenstein! If
- thou wert yet alive, and yet cherished a desire of revenge
- against me, it would be better satiated in my life than in my
- destruction. But it was not so; thou didst seek my extinction,
- that I might not cause greater wretchedness; and if yet, in
- some mode unknown to me, thou hast not yet ceased to
- think and feel, thou desirest not my life for my own misery.
- Blasted as thou wert, my agony was still superior to thine; for
- the bitter sting of remorse may not cease to rankle in my
- wounds until death shall close them for ever.
- "But soon," he cried, with sad and solemn enthusiasm, "I
- shall die, and what I now feel be no longer felt. Soon these
- burning miseries will be extinct. I shall ascend my funeral
- pile triumphantly, and exult in the agony of the torturing
- flames. The light of that conflagration will fade away; my
- ashes will be swept into the sea by the winds. My spirit will
- sleep in peace; or if it thinks, it will not surely think thus.
- Farewell."
- He sprung from the cabin-window, as he said this, upon
- the ice-raft which lay close to the vessel. He was soon borne
- away by the waves, and lost in darkness and distance.
-
- THE END.
-